Submissions by joshfuled
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
DARK POEM
Published
31st Aug 2024 00:16am
31st Aug 2024 00:16am
instinct
may the human crave for more
may them depend on an instinct
and the people are getting bored
mayhem as vague as it distinct
joy has been canceled, your throat's kinda sore
for nineteen years enjoying the gore
voice in your head, help this help that
nothing more than just a little brat
may them think that the chaos has gone
may the storm do its thing, make it thrive
and the person thinks that he's number one
teach them to use the sharp knife.
THE person is dead and you should be aware
the body is laying, but...
may them depend on an instinct
and the people are getting bored
mayhem as vague as it distinct
joy has been canceled, your throat's kinda sore
for nineteen years enjoying the gore
voice in your head, help this help that
nothing more than just a little brat
may them think that the chaos has gone
may the storm do its thing, make it thrive
and the person thinks that he's number one
teach them to use the sharp knife.
THE person is dead and you should be aware
the body is laying, but...
#culture
#hypocrisy
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SELF POEM
Published
17th Aug 2024 8:09pm
17th Aug 2024 8:09pm
your love
I really do sometimes look at you all,
and my guts shivering in disgust.
so, with all of my power,
the storm in my soul;
I conclude, you shall die, bite the dust.
and my heart may be rotten, no human involved
in these thoughts,
may the devil feel joy,
as he raised his own child,
I am cruel and bold
yeah I think that I am a good boy.
do you think this is awesome? I'm reckless inside
it won't stop,
please just shut the fuck up.
this is it, my mic drop
i am now at the top
close the door
i feel so...
and my guts shivering in disgust.
so, with all of my power,
the storm in my soul;
I conclude, you shall die, bite the dust.
and my heart may be rotten, no human involved
in these thoughts,
may the devil feel joy,
as he raised his own child,
I am cruel and bold
yeah I think that I am a good boy.
do you think this is awesome? I'm reckless inside
it won't stop,
please just shut the fuck up.
this is it, my mic drop
i am now at the top
close the door
i feel so...
#love
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DARK POEM
Published
1st Dec 2023 11:31pm
1st Dec 2023 11:31pm
december wish
whenever she cries in the bathroom all day
my heart's wants to jump out of chest.
the pleasure of void and acknowledged betray;
she lay on the floor to take rest.
PC went to sleep mode, now she's AFK,
status icon turned into the moon.
the dinner is ready, well that was a day,
i hope she'll forgive us real soon.
don't take it too serious, i'm a human as well.
i have MY emotions and feelings.
well dear mister Me, stop your efforts to quell
for diamonds and gold in her dealings.
now read that in whisper so you don't...
my heart's wants to jump out of chest.
the pleasure of void and acknowledged betray;
she lay on the floor to take rest.
PC went to sleep mode, now she's AFK,
status icon turned into the moon.
the dinner is ready, well that was a day,
i hope she'll forgive us real soon.
don't take it too serious, i'm a human as well.
i have MY emotions and feelings.
well dear mister Me, stop your efforts to quell
for diamonds and gold in her dealings.
now read that in whisper so you don't...
#abuse
#suicide
#despair
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DARK POEM
Published
23rd Aug 2023 7:40pm
23rd Aug 2023 7:40pm
New Text Document (2)
i hate when the people are crying
i hate how you looking at me
i hate that you're not even trying
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU
I HATE CRYING OVER AND OVER
I HATE GIVING GAZE, BURN MY EYES
I HATE SITTING THERE AND FEEL SOBER
YOU'RE GREAT, I WILL MARRY YOUR LIES
EVEN THOUGH THAT I HATE YOU I HATE YOU
EVEN WHEN RAIN COMES OUT I AM CHEERED
YOU DON'T SEE WHAT'S THE REASON YOU KNOW WHAT IS PLEASING WHY THE FUCK AM I FREEZING O H M Y G O D
am I finally dead?
echoes pierced my whole room, then went silent
i was...
i hate how you looking at me
i hate that you're not even trying
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU
I HATE CRYING OVER AND OVER
I HATE GIVING GAZE, BURN MY EYES
I HATE SITTING THERE AND FEEL SOBER
YOU'RE GREAT, I WILL MARRY YOUR LIES
EVEN THOUGH THAT I HATE YOU I HATE YOU
EVEN WHEN RAIN COMES OUT I AM CHEERED
YOU DON'T SEE WHAT'S THE REASON YOU KNOW WHAT IS PLEASING WHY THE FUCK AM I FREEZING O H M Y G O D
am I finally dead?
echoes pierced my whole room, then went silent
i was...
#anger
#hate
#rejection
#dark
#illness
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DARK POEM
Published
27th Jun 2023 7:38pm
27th Jun 2023 7:38pm
sleepyhead
the sun has been shining
for millions of years
and the last day i've trying
to hold down my tears
and that was unsuccessful
i've been feeling like creep
plus, the day was too stressful
so i went down to sleep
i do this always
i don't care what they see
i waste my whole days
but their words aren't decree
to me, it's too hard to resist
this is bad so i cease to exist
fade away, i don't want to chin-up
end of day, i will never wake up
for millions of years
and the last day i've trying
to hold down my tears
and that was unsuccessful
i've been feeling like creep
plus, the day was too stressful
so i went down to sleep
i do this always
i don't care what they see
i waste my whole days
but their words aren't decree
to me, it's too hard to resist
this is bad so i cease to exist
fade away, i don't want to chin-up
end of day, i will never wake up
#sadness
#depression
#suicide
#sleep
#apathy
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DARK POEM
Published
19th Jun 2023 11:59pm
19th Jun 2023 11:59pm
artless
your car has been arrived,
get inside, be like at home.
i will take you to the station
where you'll start this on your own.
i have books and lots of letters,
that you were giving me those times.
look, that's your cover, with black fetters
that are were broken, laid in grimes.
feels like your diary, you see?
the end was just about the seas,
that you were conquered without help
there was no yelp...
the only difference. you are crying.
you're whining, can you stop?
the only thing, no even vying
just...
get inside, be like at home.
i will take you to the station
where you'll start this on your own.
i have books and lots of letters,
that you were giving me those times.
look, that's your cover, with black fetters
that are were broken, laid in grimes.
feels like your diary, you see?
the end was just about the seas,
that you were conquered without help
there was no yelp...
the only difference. you are crying.
you're whining, can you stop?
the only thing, no even vying
just...
#betrayal
#murder
#abuse
#suffering
#weakness
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DARK POEM
Published
12th May 2023 3:19pm
12th May 2023 3:19pm
death machine
the stab paused the time flow and threw me away,
far away, beyond understanding of time.
and i was in shock, in frustration, in pain,
but second ago i feel fine.
with innocent eyes that are sink in cold blood,
she looked right inside of my soul.
with the taste of a blade, moment passed, pure red flood
i was loosing my own self-control.
and the knock in the door, realized,
and the second ago, he's surprised.
and i'm drown, consequence and regret,
and i feel like i'm nearing the end.
the historical moment, it...
far away, beyond understanding of time.
and i was in shock, in frustration, in pain,
but second ago i feel fine.
with innocent eyes that are sink in cold blood,
she looked right inside of my soul.
with the taste of a blade, moment passed, pure red flood
i was loosing my own self-control.
and the knock in the door, realized,
and the second ago, he's surprised.
and i'm drown, consequence and regret,
and i feel like i'm nearing the end.
the historical moment, it...
#regret
#grief
#dark
#shame
#denial
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FICTIONAL PROSE
Published
9th May 2023 5:47pm
9th May 2023 5:47pm
some minutes
the clock is annoyingly ticking
so you don't forget that the time is still going.
in someone's dimension it stopped,
someone's just stuck in the moment of death.
the horrible things are existing on globe
and your hands just too small.
there's people who can, and they know it
but they are too busy, too busy just feeding themselves.
the more time is flowing the worst
unless you're not facing your death.
the value of things is not money
the value of world is the time.
don't you be thankful, and don't wish them evil ...
so you don't forget that the time is still going.
in someone's dimension it stopped,
someone's just stuck in the moment of death.
the horrible things are existing on globe
and your hands just too small.
there's people who can, and they know it
but they are too busy, too busy just feeding themselves.
the more time is flowing the worst
unless you're not facing your death.
the value of things is not money
the value of world is the time.
don't you be thankful, and don't wish them evil ...
#anxiety
#evil
#despair
#hypocrisy
#fear
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FICTIONAL PROSE
Published
9th May 2023 1:24am
9th May 2023 1:24am
sixty six
her weak and thin arms are like twigs, but her will has been proven by storms.
being alive after this - is a big honor, but she would rather not.
this journey began really long ago, but it feels like a first time every morning,
and she's nearing the end, it's over, just wait.
but where's the excitement?
she looks behind, her imagination's drawing dead corpses and rivers of blood.
ignoring the fact that she ain't guilty, it feels like she is.
"oh Aileen, are you there? you're dreaming about this again?"
"stop it, remember, it's...
being alive after this - is a big honor, but she would rather not.
this journey began really long ago, but it feels like a first time every morning,
and she's nearing the end, it's over, just wait.
but where's the excitement?
she looks behind, her imagination's drawing dead corpses and rivers of blood.
ignoring the fact that she ain't guilty, it feels like she is.
"oh Aileen, are you there? you're dreaming about this again?"
"stop it, remember, it's...
#regret
#loneliness
#escape
#acceptance
#emptiness
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