Submissions by jinabell21 (Jina Bella)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
7th Jul 2012 4:46pm
7th Jul 2012 4:46pm
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Listen up.
Ugly bitch
Conceited goth
Little loner
I was a good friend
But you irked me too many times to want to stay your friend
Get a clue
I was tired of you and your backtracking story
Of the fact you hide in that pathetic excuse for a home
You couldn't even handle high school,or people
How sad
You are selfish,though I am not saying I'm a saint
And here's some news for you
Your boyfriends screwed now because he has no other choice but to stay with you
It's not love if he's staying for the baby,because who...
Ugly bitch
Conceited goth
Little loner
I was a good friend
But you irked me too many times to want to stay your friend
Get a clue
I was tired of you and your backtracking story
Of the fact you hide in that pathetic excuse for a home
You couldn't even handle high school,or people
How sad
You are selfish,though I am not saying I'm a saint
And here's some news for you
Your boyfriends screwed now because he has no other choice but to stay with you
It's not love if he's staying for the baby,because who...
557 reads
LOVE POEM
Published
30th Jun 2012 4:05am
30th Jun 2012 4:05am
Memories
I'll never forget the day we met
Glancing up the shy girl with big brown eyes noticing the troubled boy with a guarded expression
Becoming friends and noticing my heart beating at the speed of a hummingbirds
Jealousy seeping through every time I saw you with another girl
Though you were not mine to claim
Doing stupid things together
As in, smoking weed, drinking and going out
I stopped doing all of that, but that's beside the point
You telling me you had feelings for me,but I was so scared to believe someone could actually LIKE a person like me
Helping you...
Glancing up the shy girl with big brown eyes noticing the troubled boy with a guarded expression
Becoming friends and noticing my heart beating at the speed of a hummingbirds
Jealousy seeping through every time I saw you with another girl
Though you were not mine to claim
Doing stupid things together
As in, smoking weed, drinking and going out
I stopped doing all of that, but that's beside the point
You telling me you had feelings for me,but I was so scared to believe someone could actually LIKE a person like me
Helping you...
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SELF POEM
Published
22nd May 2012 1:11am
22nd May 2012 1:11am
Smashing mirrors
Am I happy? Not a chance. Not even close.
The only relief is when I'm with him,and sometimes even he can't keep the monsters away.
Am I safe? My neighborhood is dangerous. Lock your doors and close your windows,for at night is when the monsters come out to play.
Am I sane? Sick thoughts curdling threw my mind like a poisoned stew. Like a fish out of water the happy thoughts slowly suffocate.
But am I hurting myself? No. Not at all, I have not picked up the razor in two months though it sickens me to say I've wanted to. I have not starved myself or taken anything...
The only relief is when I'm with him,and sometimes even he can't keep the monsters away.
Am I safe? My neighborhood is dangerous. Lock your doors and close your windows,for at night is when the monsters come out to play.
Am I sane? Sick thoughts curdling threw my mind like a poisoned stew. Like a fish out of water the happy thoughts slowly suffocate.
But am I hurting myself? No. Not at all, I have not picked up the razor in two months though it sickens me to say I've wanted to. I have not starved myself or taken anything...
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SELF POEM
Published
17th May 2012 1:23am
17th May 2012 1:23am
f**ked up
Twisting the sweet thoughts that once flowed threw my head
Snapping under the pressure but never forget to smile so no one will notice
Strawberry gashes are as sweet as they sound
Kissing my skin and helping me breath a little easier
Down the pills go,down the rabbit hole I call my throat
They fall so easily and soon enough you see the cages inside my own skin
My stomach screams in agony as if I am killing it,oh wait,I am killing it,killing me
Downing the liquor like its water until I can't see,can't think straight anymore
"Don't worry," I slurr...
Snapping under the pressure but never forget to smile so no one will notice
Strawberry gashes are as sweet as they sound
Kissing my skin and helping me breath a little easier
Down the pills go,down the rabbit hole I call my throat
They fall so easily and soon enough you see the cages inside my own skin
My stomach screams in agony as if I am killing it,oh wait,I am killing it,killing me
Downing the liquor like its water until I can't see,can't think straight anymore
"Don't worry," I slurr...
583 reads
2 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
13th May 2012 10:58pm
13th May 2012 10:58pm
Enough already
One thing
One thing I ask of you my past friend
Let go
Move on
Be happy
And make this pointless madness end
One thing I ask of you my past friend
Let go
Move on
Be happy
And make this pointless madness end
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LOVE POEM
Published
11th May 2012 11:18am
11th May 2012 11:18am
Scared
Don't trust what you can't see
Because even feelings can trick your own mind
Twist your heart and put the blade to your wrists
Everything you've seen hurt the ones that you'd kill for
Die for
You fear it will happen to you
The pain is too much to swallow down so I'll swallow the pills instead
As the old nursery rhyme goes
Cheater cheater pumpkin eater
Lies told to my mothers face
Broken promises to my closest friends
Finding out I myself have the step siblings I must see every day because I go to school with them
It breaks my heart but I'm not...
Because even feelings can trick your own mind
Twist your heart and put the blade to your wrists
Everything you've seen hurt the ones that you'd kill for
Die for
You fear it will happen to you
The pain is too much to swallow down so I'll swallow the pills instead
As the old nursery rhyme goes
Cheater cheater pumpkin eater
Lies told to my mothers face
Broken promises to my closest friends
Finding out I myself have the step siblings I must see every day because I go to school with them
It breaks my heart but I'm not...
697 reads
LOVE POEM
Published
2nd May 2012 9:21pm
2nd May 2012 9:21pm
Pain
The ache in your chest
The strangling feeling like a boa constrictor crushing the life out of you
The crunching of your heart as it crumbles in his hands
The break in your spirit like a bird trapped in a cage for so long
Wincing like a dog beaten too many times
The tears falling in a vast river down my face
My slender frame shaking and trembling from the neglect
Craving love,craving comfort
Craving for you just to care
Can't you hear me cry out to you? Do you feel me when I wrap my arms around you?
Or am I just some chick you place beside you to take...
The strangling feeling like a boa constrictor crushing the life out of you
The crunching of your heart as it crumbles in his hands
The break in your spirit like a bird trapped in a cage for so long
Wincing like a dog beaten too many times
The tears falling in a vast river down my face
My slender frame shaking and trembling from the neglect
Craving love,craving comfort
Craving for you just to care
Can't you hear me cry out to you? Do you feel me when I wrap my arms around you?
Or am I just some chick you place beside you to take...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
29th Apr 2012 4:15am
29th Apr 2012 4:15am
A little too tired
Don't leave me alone,for that is when I accidentally hit the self destruct button
Bridges start to burn and fall to the ground in a fiery up rise
Skin starts to peel back exposing soft flesh and exposing tissue
Knives start to get thrown and accidentally stabbed into a few people's backs
The water starts to rise getting higher and higher until you can't breath
Your love,your sweet love that I adore so much starts to feel numb to my heart
Your touch feels like mere hands on my soft body
Blinking away tears I look around and see faces of people I love,hate and...
Bridges start to burn and fall to the ground in a fiery up rise
Skin starts to peel back exposing soft flesh and exposing tissue
Knives start to get thrown and accidentally stabbed into a few people's backs
The water starts to rise getting higher and higher until you can't breath
Your love,your sweet love that I adore so much starts to feel numb to my heart
Your touch feels like mere hands on my soft body
Blinking away tears I look around and see faces of people I love,hate and...
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SELF POEM
Published
23rd Apr 2012 10:53pm
23rd Apr 2012 10:53pm
Conversation with us
Leave Leave Leave Now
Run GO! what are you waiting for an open invitation?
Get out of here!
It's too dangerous you're going to get hurt if you stay any longer
I don't care[i][/i]
Yes you do. God damnmit! Listen to me
Please
Stop thinking with that Horrible thing called a heart
It's going to hurt you
It's going to leave you shattered and broken
No,you're wrong. I'm in love, he won't hurt me.
How many times have I heard other people say that?
And how many ended up hurt?
I get it
He's cute
He makes you laugh
He was your friend for...
Run GO! what are you waiting for an open invitation?
Get out of here!
It's too dangerous you're going to get hurt if you stay any longer
I don't care[i][/i]
Yes you do. God damnmit! Listen to me
Please
Stop thinking with that Horrible thing called a heart
It's going to hurt you
It's going to leave you shattered and broken
No,you're wrong. I'm in love, he won't hurt me.
How many times have I heard other people say that?
And how many ended up hurt?
I get it
He's cute
He makes you laugh
He was your friend for...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
20th Apr 2012 10:55pm
20th Apr 2012 10:55pm
Simple Goodbye
Slowly fading away like a picture left to collect dust
Like a scab that's finally starting to heal
Standing up on my own two feet
I know though I act strong my frame is fragile
But I also know that to make my life better I have to
Cut
Rip
Tear
People that I once cared about out of my life
Because they are no longer good for me
Because I am changing as a person
Not into a snob
Or any other name you can come up with
But because I'm growing and bettering myself
And no longer interested in living in the past
Living in the...
Like a scab that's finally starting to heal
Standing up on my own two feet
I know though I act strong my frame is fragile
But I also know that to make my life better I have to
Cut
Rip
Tear
People that I once cared about out of my life
Because they are no longer good for me
Because I am changing as a person
Not into a snob
Or any other name you can come up with
But because I'm growing and bettering myself
And no longer interested in living in the past
Living in the...
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LOVE POEM
Published
19th Apr 2012 2:31am
19th Apr 2012 2:31am
Don't worry
Eyes burning bright with tears
Mind getting consumed with fears
Running away to enjoy the night
Just might fuck up or start a fight
Don't worry love I'll be safe
I carry this knife around just in case
I'll have to end up cutting my heart out.
Mind getting consumed with fears
Running away to enjoy the night
Just might fuck up or start a fight
Don't worry love I'll be safe
I carry this knife around just in case
I'll have to end up cutting my heart out.
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LOVE POEM
Published
17th Apr 2012 3:24am
17th Apr 2012 3:24am
Happy poem?
Sitting at the table with other students I barely knew
My short dark curls bouncing as I looked up to see the new transfer student
What would he be like? Would he be cruel like so many or unseen like others
Like myself..
You walked in,blue eyes having a glaze over them because the drugs had a hold on you
Sitting across from me my heart jumped in my chest but I could not figure out
Why
Months go by and I learn the secrets you try to keep hidden
I learned how high I could feel near you
How you could make me smile when tears were about to flow over
But...
My short dark curls bouncing as I looked up to see the new transfer student
What would he be like? Would he be cruel like so many or unseen like others
Like myself..
You walked in,blue eyes having a glaze over them because the drugs had a hold on you
Sitting across from me my heart jumped in my chest but I could not figure out
Why
Months go by and I learn the secrets you try to keep hidden
I learned how high I could feel near you
How you could make me smile when tears were about to flow over
But...
657 reads
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