Submissions by jctmme112092 (BluntTrama)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Hi I'm a poet
She's my drinking problem
Empty bottles litter the floor
Clank together as I trudge across the room
Eyes blood shot hair in a mess
I lean against the sink and look in the mirror
I don't even recognize the reflection
My head is pounding and my stomach is turning
Ripped pants and shirt covered in God knows what
All I can do is stare at this mess in front of me
I can't recall the last 24 hours
I thought I'd kicked this problem
I thought I was clean
I saw her again
I became weak
To get rid of the pain she caused
I turn to drinking
She won't go away
As...
Clank together as I trudge across the room
Eyes blood shot hair in a mess
I lean against the sink and look in the mirror
I don't even recognize the reflection
My head is pounding and my stomach is turning
Ripped pants and shirt covered in God knows what
All I can do is stare at this mess in front of me
I can't recall the last 24 hours
I thought I'd kicked this problem
I thought I was clean
I saw her again
I became weak
To get rid of the pain she caused
I turn to drinking
She won't go away
As...
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Stranger in my mirror
Seven days of nothingness
The darkness grows inside of me
The contents of the needle rushing in
As the pain and anger leaves
I drift away to that familiar place
She cries aloud but I can't hear her
I'm reaching out for the help
Because there's a stranger in my mirror
I draw in a little more
As I begin to feel
Disappointment and remorse
Are the things I try to kill
A months worth of pain pills
So I don't feel at all
I close my eyes for the last time
No one to catch me when I fall
My...
The darkness grows inside of me
The contents of the needle rushing in
As the pain and anger leaves
I drift away to that familiar place
She cries aloud but I can't hear her
I'm reaching out for the help
Because there's a stranger in my mirror
I draw in a little more
As I begin to feel
Disappointment and remorse
Are the things I try to kill
A months worth of pain pills
So I don't feel at all
I close my eyes for the last time
No one to catch me when I fall
My...
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rainy day
The sound of thunder crashes all around me
As the sky has opened its flood gates
Sitting there starring threw the window pane
As water trickles down
Such sorrow follows the rain
Like death to the day
The sky wears black as it mourns
And the rain like tears
Flashes of lighting here and there
To show its rage
Such an empty feeling on days like this
Like your hungry but not for sustenance
Something in you is missing
The rain starts to lighten
The clouds ready to migrate else where
As the clouds open up
a beam of sunshine...
As the sky has opened its flood gates
Sitting there starring threw the window pane
As water trickles down
Such sorrow follows the rain
Like death to the day
The sky wears black as it mourns
And the rain like tears
Flashes of lighting here and there
To show its rage
Such an empty feeling on days like this
Like your hungry but not for sustenance
Something in you is missing
The rain starts to lighten
The clouds ready to migrate else where
As the clouds open up
a beam of sunshine...
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words like a knife
My words are potent
Weather written or spoken
They can put a smile on your face
Or leave you broken
My mind works in a different way
There is nothin I won't say
If I feel compelled
And believe me I can fuck up your day
I draw a line in the sand
The other side
Is where I suggest you to stand
I'm a loose cannon
With a very short fuse
Don't ignite the fire
I promise you'll lose
Now your stuttering like you have lag
Please stop while your behind
And count your blessing
if you continue
All you...
Weather written or spoken
They can put a smile on your face
Or leave you broken
My mind works in a different way
There is nothin I won't say
If I feel compelled
And believe me I can fuck up your day
I draw a line in the sand
The other side
Is where I suggest you to stand
I'm a loose cannon
With a very short fuse
Don't ignite the fire
I promise you'll lose
Now your stuttering like you have lag
Please stop while your behind
And count your blessing
if you continue
All you...
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Misdirection
Trying to inhale as much oxygen as possible
my arm is getting tired
Sweat running down my face, back, and chest
I keep pumping harder and harder
Up and down, up and down
I'm almost done I can feel it
My hand is cramping
But I can't stop I'm so close
My core temperature keeps rising
As I go faster and faster
Finally done.
Who knew churning butter could be such hard work
my arm is getting tired
Sweat running down my face, back, and chest
I keep pumping harder and harder
Up and down, up and down
I'm almost done I can feel it
My hand is cramping
But I can't stop I'm so close
My core temperature keeps rising
As I go faster and faster
Finally done.
Who knew churning butter could be such hard work
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politics (short rant)
Only caring about the country every fourth year
Saying "I'll do better"
When gas is more expensive than beer
They will say anything just for a vote
"I can walk on water!" "I can fly!"
"I can buy you a boat!"
Using religion as wings for fight
"You know that Jesus Christ guy?"
"Yeah me and him are tight!"
So corrupt it makes me sick
Don't believe anything they say
They are all full of shit
"If you vote for him you'll burn in the fire!"
"Don't listen to this...
Saying "I'll do better"
When gas is more expensive than beer
They will say anything just for a vote
"I can walk on water!" "I can fly!"
"I can buy you a boat!"
Using religion as wings for fight
"You know that Jesus Christ guy?"
"Yeah me and him are tight!"
So corrupt it makes me sick
Don't believe anything they say
They are all full of shit
"If you vote for him you'll burn in the fire!"
"Don't listen to this...
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venting i guess
Hours of tossing and turning
Sweat drenched pillows and sheets
The thought of you in my head
Playing that night over and over again
The hate I have for you is the strongest feeling I have
When I hear your name
See your face
Or hear voice I become livid
I pick my abusive step father over you
It would be great joy to see you cry
To see your heart being broken
To see all the pain imaginable in you're eyes
That would bring such a smile to my face
I guess you would call this venting
What ever you call it
I meant every word
Sweat drenched pillows and sheets
The thought of you in my head
Playing that night over and over again
The hate I have for you is the strongest feeling I have
When I hear your name
See your face
Or hear voice I become livid
I pick my abusive step father over you
It would be great joy to see you cry
To see your heart being broken
To see all the pain imaginable in you're eyes
That would bring such a smile to my face
I guess you would call this venting
What ever you call it
I meant every word
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in anticipation of (lily_mae & BluntTrama)
I've been waiting for this moment all day wandering into your room adorning only two scarves
My skin glistens against the glow of the candles my eyes are on fire with hungry lust
Bouncing on top of the bed, andyou I position myself between your thighs
Taking your hands and placing them over your head one scarf is removed binding you tight to the bed
Your piercing eyes are glued to my hardened nipples then move down to watch as I slowly bind your cock and balls with the last scarf
I bind them nice and tight with a soft knot one that my teeth can...
My skin glistens against the glow of the candles my eyes are on fire with hungry lust
Bouncing on top of the bed, andyou I position myself between your thighs
Taking your hands and placing them over your head one scarf is removed binding you tight to the bed
Your piercing eyes are glued to my hardened nipples then move down to watch as I slowly bind your cock and balls with the last scarf
I bind them nice and tight with a soft knot one that my teeth can...
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catching up with an old friend
Sitting here in a thoughtful debate
both of us well prepared
Neck and neck we stay
And no one is a winner
Then we pounded life
And all of its mysteries
Talk about love
Talk about loss
Conversation starts to fade
The laughter has left the room
I mutter an awkward sticker
And look up and your gone
Looking at the sink
I have taken my last hit
I'll talk to you later
Rest in peace buddy i miss you
both of us well prepared
Neck and neck we stay
And no one is a winner
Then we pounded life
And all of its mysteries
Talk about love
Talk about loss
Conversation starts to fade
The laughter has left the room
I mutter an awkward sticker
And look up and your gone
Looking at the sink
I have taken my last hit
I'll talk to you later
Rest in peace buddy i miss you
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the moment after sex.( not in love)
I get done and start to search for your clothing
Lost in the sea off blankets that use to be a made bed
I find a piece at a time, some are in the hall way
I turn the t.v on to see what's new
As you put all of your clothing on
You look at me with that mess of make-up
Looks as though the joker did it for you
And say " call me tomorrow?"
I look at you with a big smile
Trying not to laugh at how ridiculous you look
And also trying to remember you name
And i say "get the fuck out"
Lost in the sea off blankets that use to be a made bed
I find a piece at a time, some are in the hall way
I turn the t.v on to see what's new
As you put all of your clothing on
You look at me with that mess of make-up
Looks as though the joker did it for you
And say " call me tomorrow?"
I look at you with a big smile
Trying not to laugh at how ridiculous you look
And also trying to remember you name
And i say "get the fuck out"
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the moment after sex.(in love)
We sit there in total silence
And listen to each other breath
Both of our bodies are exhausted
And a little out of breath
You lay your head on my chest
And start to trace my tattoos with your fingertips
Almost as if your shading them in all over
We haven't talk in minutes
This shared moment of silence
Is the true test of love
I play with you platinum blonde hair
And get my fingers entangled
I kiss the top of your head
as gentle as i can
Almost as if i don't want you to feel it
But i want you to know I'll there
...
And listen to each other breath
Both of our bodies are exhausted
And a little out of breath
You lay your head on my chest
And start to trace my tattoos with your fingertips
Almost as if your shading them in all over
We haven't talk in minutes
This shared moment of silence
Is the true test of love
I play with you platinum blonde hair
And get my fingers entangled
I kiss the top of your head
as gentle as i can
Almost as if i don't want you to feel it
But i want you to know I'll there
...
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Mr. 187
Cross hair vision
I don't know this poor smuck
but he pissed off someone
Now he's outta luck
I gently squeeze the trigger
But the shot isn't loud
He drops to his knees
And attracts a large crowd
I don't know they're business
or why they're wanted dead
But i do have a family
that needs to be fed
I'm the best at what i do
And man i love the pay
But i work a 9 to 5
During the day
The people that i work for
i don't see the best in
But they have the money
So i don't ask questions
If you try to...
I don't know this poor smuck
but he pissed off someone
Now he's outta luck
I gently squeeze the trigger
But the shot isn't loud
He drops to his knees
And attracts a large crowd
I don't know they're business
or why they're wanted dead
But i do have a family
that needs to be fed
I'm the best at what i do
And man i love the pay
But i work a 9 to 5
During the day
The people that i work for
i don't see the best in
But they have the money
So i don't ask questions
If you try to...
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