Submissions by howardc2838 (Chandra)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
7th Sep 2011 3:33am
7th Sep 2011 3:33am
when did I become this weak?
Now I know I was wrong,
because I can't be that strong.
I say to others that they are drama queens/kings.
But what's wrong with me I have Become one of those drama queens/kings.
I watch myself make up things that don't belong.
What's come over me when did I become this weak?
What happened to me being so strong?
When did I start lieing to everyone around me?
Was it just to get attention or was it so someone would try to understand me,
or did I do it so I wouldn't get hurt by others anymore,
or was it just so they didn't look down on me?
I don't know...
because I can't be that strong.
I say to others that they are drama queens/kings.
But what's wrong with me I have Become one of those drama queens/kings.
I watch myself make up things that don't belong.
What's come over me when did I become this weak?
What happened to me being so strong?
When did I start lieing to everyone around me?
Was it just to get attention or was it so someone would try to understand me,
or did I do it so I wouldn't get hurt by others anymore,
or was it just so they didn't look down on me?
I don't know...
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LOVE POEM
Published
4th Sep 2011 7:23am
4th Sep 2011 7:23am
When Hell Breakes Loose Please Come To Me
When hell brakes loose and no one's around who would you go to?
I wish it were me but I know that's not so.
Even if i'm wanting you to.
Sometimes I wish you would come to me not just because you want to talk but because I want you to listen.
I always seem strong but that's all I let on.
Have you seen me cry or scream?
Sometimes all I need is some one to know.
But I guess that's not so.
I still wish you would come to me if hell breaks loose because that's the least I can do.
I wish it were me but I know that's not so.
Even if i'm wanting you to.
Sometimes I wish you would come to me not just because you want to talk but because I want you to listen.
I always seem strong but that's all I let on.
Have you seen me cry or scream?
Sometimes all I need is some one to know.
But I guess that's not so.
I still wish you would come to me if hell breaks loose because that's the least I can do.
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LOVE POEM
Published
4th Sep 2011 7:21am
4th Sep 2011 7:21am
weakest when strogest
I'm the weakest when I'm the strongest.
I hide my sorrow behind my anger.
When I wanna cry I say things I don't mean.
I sing when I seem to lose everything.
I smile when I wanna frown,
but I stay strong so I won't let you down.
That way I can watch you be happy and keep you remembering me,
even if it's hard on me to see you so happy.
I will keep to myself and never shed a tear.
I will stay strong until being strong defeats me.
That way I hope you will always remember me.
I hide my sorrow behind my anger.
When I wanna cry I say things I don't mean.
I sing when I seem to lose everything.
I smile when I wanna frown,
but I stay strong so I won't let you down.
That way I can watch you be happy and keep you remembering me,
even if it's hard on me to see you so happy.
I will keep to myself and never shed a tear.
I will stay strong until being strong defeats me.
That way I hope you will always remember me.
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
22nd Jul 2011 5:47am
22nd Jul 2011 5:47am
Am I Sane?
I’m going crazy
Living a blear
No stopping in sight
No time to think
No time to relax
Fearing the truth
Wanting to stop but being too scared
Waiting for a brake
Waiting for a hand
Thoughts going to fast
No end in sight
No way out
No way to hope
Screaming in pain
Am I going insane?
Living a blear
No stopping in sight
No time to think
No time to relax
Fearing the truth
Wanting to stop but being too scared
Waiting for a brake
Waiting for a hand
Thoughts going to fast
No end in sight
No way out
No way to hope
Screaming in pain
Am I going insane?
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DARK POEM
Published
26th Jun 2011 5:06am
26th Jun 2011 5:06am
Darkness and Fear
Darkness as black as black
Loneliness as far as sight
No light
No warmth
Nor care
Chaos is all that’s known
Nothingness for all that is seen
Bitter cold is all that is felt
No more trust in those around
No one knows what I know
That life is the nothingness inside
And no one cares
Darkness and fear is always around
No one dares to stay
Learning to trust no one
Is all I can do to survive in this world
Loneliness as far as sight
No light
No warmth
Nor care
Chaos is all that’s known
Nothingness for all that is seen
Bitter cold is all that is felt
No more trust in those around
No one knows what I know
That life is the nothingness inside
And no one cares
Darkness and fear is always around
No one dares to stay
Learning to trust no one
Is all I can do to survive in this world
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SELF POEM
Published
26th Jun 2011 4:58am
26th Jun 2011 4:58am
Alive
Forgetting past
knowing present
waiting for the future
taking the path no one knows
learning who you really are
and growing as you go
that’s how you know
you’re alive.
knowing present
waiting for the future
taking the path no one knows
learning who you really are
and growing as you go
that’s how you know
you’re alive.
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LOVE POEM
Published
14th May 2011 4:22am
14th May 2011 4:22am
Goodbye! :(
You say you never loved me.
You say I am a pain.
and all you really wish for is for me to go away,
becauseI love you I will do as you say.
I will disappear from everyone,
heart and soul gone
down to the ground my body will go.
Because I love you I will listen.
Goodbye my love.
Goodbye everyone.
Goodbye.
You say I am a pain.
and all you really wish for is for me to go away,
becauseI love you I will do as you say.
I will disappear from everyone,
heart and soul gone
down to the ground my body will go.
Because I love you I will listen.
Goodbye my love.
Goodbye everyone.
Goodbye.
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LOVE POEM
Published
9th May 2011 3:03pm
9th May 2011 3:03pm
I Can't Get You Back But...
Why is it that even though you hate me,
I still love you.
What happened to my "I don't care"?
When you glare at me I feel lonley,
almost to the point of crying.
Why is it that when I think your happy it hurts me?
What happened to my "do as you please"?
When you don't talk to me I get confused.
Why is it that now I can't get you back,
I seem to love you so much?
I still love you.
What happened to my "I don't care"?
When you glare at me I feel lonley,
almost to the point of crying.
Why is it that when I think your happy it hurts me?
What happened to my "do as you please"?
When you don't talk to me I get confused.
Why is it that now I can't get you back,
I seem to love you so much?
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
9th May 2011 2:56pm
9th May 2011 2:56pm
Ying Yang
We are nothing alone
we are of no existance to anyone
but when togeather we are one
this is what we are
we can not exist without the other
we are equal in all ways
we are many things
the things no one thinks of
we are opposites, but we are equal
the things that matter,
and the things that don't
we are everything.
we are of no existance to anyone
but when togeather we are one
this is what we are
we can not exist without the other
we are equal in all ways
we are many things
the things no one thinks of
we are opposites, but we are equal
the things that matter,
and the things that don't
we are everything.
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LOVE POEM
Published
2nd May 2011 9:30pm
2nd May 2011 9:30pm
Why don't You See?
Why is it that when you look at me
all you see is what I want you to see?
Not what I need you to see.
Why is it when I walk away
you don’t go after me?
When all I really needed was you stopping me.
Why is it you don’t see me crying inside,
feeling so lonely?
all you see is what I want you to see?
Not what I need you to see.
Why is it when I walk away
you don’t go after me?
When all I really needed was you stopping me.
Why is it you don’t see me crying inside,
feeling so lonely?
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LOVE POEM
Published
2nd May 2011 9:25pm
2nd May 2011 9:25pm
Jewel
I look at you;
So red, so bright, so beautiful,
As if a jewel.
A voice that sounds like an angels.
A glow so warm it could be the suns.
A touch as smooth as the finest silk.
With out doubt you are a beauty.
My beautiful jewel.
The beauty that is now mine.
So red, so bright, so beautiful,
As if a jewel.
A voice that sounds like an angels.
A glow so warm it could be the suns.
A touch as smooth as the finest silk.
With out doubt you are a beauty.
My beautiful jewel.
The beauty that is now mine.
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
28th Apr 2011 11:45pm
28th Apr 2011 11:45pm
Do You Know Me?
Do you know me?
If you do will you tell me
who I am?
I'm lost,
everything I thought I was
I am not.
I don't understand.
I'm so confussed.
Who am I really?
What does my existance mean?
Do I matter?
Why am I here?
Do you know who I am?
If you do will you tell me
who I am?
I'm lost,
everything I thought I was
I am not.
I don't understand.
I'm so confussed.
Who am I really?
What does my existance mean?
Do I matter?
Why am I here?
Do you know who I am?
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