Submissions by hatredkills (NyctoGoddess)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
25th Jun 2012 5:06pm
25th Jun 2012 5:06pm
Enemy Inside
Hopelessly fading into complete darkness
Theres a supermassive back hole where hope use to be
You see, praying these days where considered a sin
Look into deaths eyes and rip out his fucking heart for taking someone that you cared about the most
Losing all hope and sanity you use to have
Theres no use for crying now
No one will ever listen to your petty ass screams
Your fear feeds itself with your depression and anguish
Wondering will this hell of a nightmare ever end?
Only you can save yourself...
Love, abandonment, depression, heartache,...
Theres a supermassive back hole where hope use to be
You see, praying these days where considered a sin
Look into deaths eyes and rip out his fucking heart for taking someone that you cared about the most
Losing all hope and sanity you use to have
Theres no use for crying now
No one will ever listen to your petty ass screams
Your fear feeds itself with your depression and anguish
Wondering will this hell of a nightmare ever end?
Only you can save yourself...
Love, abandonment, depression, heartache,...
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LOVE POEM
Published
22nd Jun 2012 4:04pm
22nd Jun 2012 4:04pm
Faded Scars
Hopelessly staring in the mirror
Seeing this thing that should not be
Looks at all the bruises and scars
of the past, that recklessly controls me
Help, help me? Please,no one will ever come
I try to hold these tears in
But, i have no success
Im blackened, and scarred and will never be able to understand those lying hazel eyes
Please dont tell me, how it should be
You abandoned me, when i needed you most
Thinking back was i in the wrong?
But you cheated and said I was wrong
An unforgettable memory, that i want to not have
Will always haunt...
Seeing this thing that should not be
Looks at all the bruises and scars
of the past, that recklessly controls me
Help, help me? Please,no one will ever come
I try to hold these tears in
But, i have no success
Im blackened, and scarred and will never be able to understand those lying hazel eyes
Please dont tell me, how it should be
You abandoned me, when i needed you most
Thinking back was i in the wrong?
But you cheated and said I was wrong
An unforgettable memory, that i want to not have
Will always haunt...
800 reads
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EROTIC POEM
Published
22nd Jun 2012 3:51pm
22nd Jun 2012 3:51pm
One Last Taste
Smiling at each other
Looking and licking each other
Sexual tension and frustration is taking its toll
Start the first round of licking and caressing
Your hand wanders off
Now its on my thigh
Why stop there?
Continue this journey youve started and give it another try
Your lips slowly go lower
The biting kicks in and it feels good
Your hand gets to my pants
You slowly take them off while i kiss you endlessly
Now, your turn its time the shirt and pants go
You take my shirt off and unbutton my bra
You get a grip of my panties...
Looking and licking each other
Sexual tension and frustration is taking its toll
Start the first round of licking and caressing
Your hand wanders off
Now its on my thigh
Why stop there?
Continue this journey youve started and give it another try
Your lips slowly go lower
The biting kicks in and it feels good
Your hand gets to my pants
You slowly take them off while i kiss you endlessly
Now, your turn its time the shirt and pants go
You take my shirt off and unbutton my bra
You get a grip of my panties...
1190 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
21st Jun 2012 7:10pm
21st Jun 2012 7:10pm
Last Option
Laughing hysterically hoping ill be heard
Lonliness covers me up to where im numb
Broken and torn, i dont wanna be here anymore
Crying endlessly, rocking back and forth
Crawl back in a hole, the hole that welcomed me as a home
Ill stay to myself again
Become more antisocial, like anyone cares
Im tired of always being a problem in your life
Ill lay awake, remembering all of those hurtful things you said, debating on what i should do next
Hurt and betrayed, ill cry
Would you mind? Oh, you like that?
Go into the bathroom, where you have 3 choices...
Lonliness covers me up to where im numb
Broken and torn, i dont wanna be here anymore
Crying endlessly, rocking back and forth
Crawl back in a hole, the hole that welcomed me as a home
Ill stay to myself again
Become more antisocial, like anyone cares
Im tired of always being a problem in your life
Ill lay awake, remembering all of those hurtful things you said, debating on what i should do next
Hurt and betrayed, ill cry
Would you mind? Oh, you like that?
Go into the bathroom, where you have 3 choices...
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LOVE POEM
Published
19th Jun 2012 4:48pm
19th Jun 2012 4:48pm
Love Once Again
Looking at how everything is now
The way you came into my life
Same day as me and him broke up
Texting each other as if we knew each other for years
In actuality we only knew each other for a few moments
Feeling what i feel, at this very moment, is something ive never expirenced before
You tell me almost everything almost everything that ive been waiting to hear
My heart skips a beat everytime i see you, hear you, or even see your name when you text me
Crazy, stupid, and in love is what i am.
The way you came into my life
Same day as me and him broke up
Texting each other as if we knew each other for years
In actuality we only knew each other for a few moments
Feeling what i feel, at this very moment, is something ive never expirenced before
You tell me almost everything almost everything that ive been waiting to hear
My heart skips a beat everytime i see you, hear you, or even see your name when you text me
Crazy, stupid, and in love is what i am.
720 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
18th Jun 2012 6:07pm
18th Jun 2012 6:07pm
Failed Love
Awake to this nightmare
Fallen within the cracks that are hidden behind my face
Frigid heart wants me to love once again
While i am afraid to try
Dont want my heart a part of a game once again...
While you find your comfort of your lies that you have told me
Fragile and torn, crying end on end
Wondering if you ever cared at all
Never knowing what true love feels like
Ill never understand why you did what you did
But ill understand that you never cared
Putting me through all the depression and misery that i felt
I know for you ill never be good...
Fallen within the cracks that are hidden behind my face
Frigid heart wants me to love once again
While i am afraid to try
Dont want my heart a part of a game once again...
While you find your comfort of your lies that you have told me
Fragile and torn, crying end on end
Wondering if you ever cared at all
Never knowing what true love feels like
Ill never understand why you did what you did
But ill understand that you never cared
Putting me through all the depression and misery that i felt
I know for you ill never be good...
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DARK POEM
Published
17th Jun 2012 8:33pm
17th Jun 2012 8:33pm
Unstable
Laying here awake in the dark
seeing this crimson red blood flow out of my arm as if it has no other place to be
Paranoia and skitophrenia covers up the real me
Heartbreak and anxiety attack me
Hopelessly wondering in another deminision
Waiting and wondering where ive been hiding all of my life
My life is so messed up so unstable
Mentally and emotionally UNSTABLE
I hope you know now what youve done to me
Hurt me, abandon me, fuck me over... but its okay
Cause i have someone new who wont fuck me over like you
seeing this crimson red blood flow out of my arm as if it has no other place to be
Paranoia and skitophrenia covers up the real me
Heartbreak and anxiety attack me
Hopelessly wondering in another deminision
Waiting and wondering where ive been hiding all of my life
My life is so messed up so unstable
Mentally and emotionally UNSTABLE
I hope you know now what youve done to me
Hurt me, abandon me, fuck me over... but its okay
Cause i have someone new who wont fuck me over like you
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DARK POEM
Published
14th Jun 2012 8:31pm
14th Jun 2012 8:31pm
I'm Done
They wanna see blood, they wanna see hate
Like everything is always suppose to be one fucking perfect fairytale
Well you see now? What you did to me
Fucking bleeding until im unconious
Feeling numb while you are off and happy with...
Lies,deception,abandonment are all of those things that you done to me
Crying and being helpless and forgetful of what we were
Like a needle in your vein.. painful and trying to get a high
Forget this shit.. im DONE your fucking shitty love.
Like everything is always suppose to be one fucking perfect fairytale
Well you see now? What you did to me
Fucking bleeding until im unconious
Feeling numb while you are off and happy with...
Lies,deception,abandonment are all of those things that you done to me
Crying and being helpless and forgetful of what we were
Like a needle in your vein.. painful and trying to get a high
Forget this shit.. im DONE your fucking shitty love.
749 reads
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ANGER POEM
Published
29th May 2012 5:00pm
29th May 2012 5:00pm
f**k This!
Yea, here we are once again
Anger and hatred filling in my heart
I warned myself that you were no good
Nobody fucking cares now do they?
My heart rate begins to beat faster as i find out the truth
Pacing back and forth
Pondering on whether i should confront you
My hand begins to shake while my blood pressure rises
Fucking lies keep surrounding me, suffocating me
I trusted you, you broke my trust
This is it, my decision is made
Ill confront your lying fucking ass
I confront you, you laugh it off
Saying, ha you really think Im...
Anger and hatred filling in my heart
I warned myself that you were no good
Nobody fucking cares now do they?
My heart rate begins to beat faster as i find out the truth
Pacing back and forth
Pondering on whether i should confront you
My hand begins to shake while my blood pressure rises
Fucking lies keep surrounding me, suffocating me
I trusted you, you broke my trust
This is it, my decision is made
Ill confront your lying fucking ass
I confront you, you laugh it off
Saying, ha you really think Im...
792 reads
2 Comments
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