Submissions by gothkitty1993 (Lost Soul)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
So many unanswered confusing questions
Do you think it’s possible for a heart to cry?
Do you think I could just turn the truth into a lie?
Do you believe to leave the past behind?
Do you believe you can see but still be blind?
Can you change one thing to another?
Can you make a person lose some other?
Can your heart scream before your lungs?
Can you sing but your words stay unsung?
Can you can laugh but feel no joy?
Can you can feel great but still destroy?
Do you know how to put on a mask?
Do you believe in a simple task?
Can you think but not know?
Can you...
Do you think I could just turn the truth into a lie?
Do you believe to leave the past behind?
Do you believe you can see but still be blind?
Can you change one thing to another?
Can you make a person lose some other?
Can your heart scream before your lungs?
Can you sing but your words stay unsung?
Can you can laugh but feel no joy?
Can you can feel great but still destroy?
Do you know how to put on a mask?
Do you believe in a simple task?
Can you think but not know?
Can you...
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It never stops
Some call it crazy
Some say it’s sick
But I think it’s freedom
The pain is fierce but quick
Some say that it’s a sin
Just a little to risqué
But it helps release the pain
That I go through every day
The blade is sharp and cold
As it runs across my skin
Leaving me to ponder
And decide how deep I cut in
The icy chill running down my spine
Makes me feel at ease
I no longer feel like a coward
Fuckking up on everything with every breath I breathe
But some days I want to stop
Feeling like everything's wrong
Trying to let go of...
Some say it’s sick
But I think it’s freedom
The pain is fierce but quick
Some say that it’s a sin
Just a little to risqué
But it helps release the pain
That I go through every day
The blade is sharp and cold
As it runs across my skin
Leaving me to ponder
And decide how deep I cut in
The icy chill running down my spine
Makes me feel at ease
I no longer feel like a coward
Fuckking up on everything with every breath I breathe
But some days I want to stop
Feeling like everything's wrong
Trying to let go of...
764 reads
5 Comments
The Father I never had
I sat alone in the cold dark room
I knew that he would be home soon
I really wish that people knew
how much pain I was going through
I heard a car park outside
if someone could hear me I would of cried
The door opened viciously with a thud
I would of ran for it if I could
I dream of a world where I am free
But Daddy was already looking for me
He dragged me out from under my bed
I knew he wished that I was dead
cowering in fright I began to plea
"Please daddy, don't do this to me"
But I could tell it...
I knew that he would be home soon
I really wish that people knew
how much pain I was going through
I heard a car park outside
if someone could hear me I would of cried
The door opened viciously with a thud
I would of ran for it if I could
I dream of a world where I am free
But Daddy was already looking for me
He dragged me out from under my bed
I knew he wished that I was dead
cowering in fright I began to plea
"Please daddy, don't do this to me"
But I could tell it...
922 reads
8 Comments
30 Inch Gauge
How were the shrooms? The Beer? The LSD?
I'll show you something more worthwhile than weed.
I can show you how to steal and lie.
Trust me, it's all you need to get by.
Why go to school? Don't turn another page!
I'm so much easier, and I come in a 30 inch gauge.
Heroin's my name, I've been known to destroy lives.
Takings out actors, teenagers, fathers, and wives.
People will leave you, that's just fine.
Follow me, you'll be all mine.
Try to get rid of me? What a joke.
Pretty soon you'll have a needle, looking for a vein to poke.
Need...
I'll show you something more worthwhile than weed.
I can show you how to steal and lie.
Trust me, it's all you need to get by.
Why go to school? Don't turn another page!
I'm so much easier, and I come in a 30 inch gauge.
Heroin's my name, I've been known to destroy lives.
Takings out actors, teenagers, fathers, and wives.
People will leave you, that's just fine.
Follow me, you'll be all mine.
Try to get rid of me? What a joke.
Pretty soon you'll have a needle, looking for a vein to poke.
Need...
1419 reads
5 Comments
A Dream For a Nightmare
Broken window shows each dream
Shattered lie you can't redeem
A wish upon a twisted heart
Diamond lie that ripped apart
Shards of truth a pane of glass
A broken dream that came to pass
A teardrop fallen in the rain
An unseen symbol of your pain
A silver thread upon the ground
Of lost hopes that couldn't be found
A web of lies and deceit
Twisted from each defeat
Bound by hatred from a flame
Burning bright, turning the blame
Blood red tears that fall right through
Showing all that wasn't true
A dream twisted to the...
Shattered lie you can't redeem
A wish upon a twisted heart
Diamond lie that ripped apart
Shards of truth a pane of glass
A broken dream that came to pass
A teardrop fallen in the rain
An unseen symbol of your pain
A silver thread upon the ground
Of lost hopes that couldn't be found
A web of lies and deceit
Twisted from each defeat
Bound by hatred from a flame
Burning bright, turning the blame
Blood red tears that fall right through
Showing all that wasn't true
A dream twisted to the...
768 reads
4 Comments
Addicted
Addicted to the pain
Addicted to the blade
Addicted to the scars
That will never fade
Addicted to the cuts
Addicted to the blood
Addicted to the one thing
That consumes all my love
Taste my pain
Feel my tears
become addicted
And taste my fears
Taste what I taste
Feel what I feel
Become addicted
And you'll know that it's real
Addicted to the pain
Addicted to the blade
Addicted to the scars
That will never fade
Addicted to the cuts
Addicted to the blood
Addicted...
Addicted to the blade
Addicted to the scars
That will never fade
Addicted to the cuts
Addicted to the blood
Addicted to the one thing
That consumes all my love
Taste my pain
Feel my tears
become addicted
And taste my fears
Taste what I taste
Feel what I feel
Become addicted
And you'll know that it's real
Addicted to the pain
Addicted to the blade
Addicted to the scars
That will never fade
Addicted to the cuts
Addicted to the blood
Addicted...
1072 reads
6 Comments
A Young Single Moms Pregnancy
Packing her bag and leaving for school
Three months pregnant she feels like a fool
Nobody knows but she's starting to show
Soon everyone is going to know
Not knowing what do she packs her bags once more
She drops all of her hopes and dreams
And behind her she walks out the door
Wow nothing is easy as she wishes it seems
Leaving her family and friends behind
She goes to try and find a job
After so many times of getting declined
Her head starts to throb
Thinking of all the fears
Of raising a child...
Three months pregnant she feels like a fool
Nobody knows but she's starting to show
Soon everyone is going to know
Not knowing what do she packs her bags once more
She drops all of her hopes and dreams
And behind her she walks out the door
Wow nothing is easy as she wishes it seems
Leaving her family and friends behind
She goes to try and find a job
After so many times of getting declined
Her head starts to throb
Thinking of all the fears
Of raising a child...
895 reads
6 Comments
Silent Tears
Walking through the cloud and rain,
A fake smile upon her face to hide away the pain.
A silent tear escapes her eye,
She wishes she could just lay down and die
She runs to her room and locks the door,
She looks into the mirror and doesn't recognize the girl looking back anymore.
She grabs a razor and cuts in deep,
With the warm red liquid running down her arm, she falls into a deep, deep sleep
Awaking in a white bed,
She thinks her dream has come true and that she is finally dead.
Until a nurse walks in to check upon her dressing, ...
A fake smile upon her face to hide away the pain.
A silent tear escapes her eye,
She wishes she could just lay down and die
She runs to her room and locks the door,
She looks into the mirror and doesn't recognize the girl looking back anymore.
She grabs a razor and cuts in deep,
With the warm red liquid running down her arm, she falls into a deep, deep sleep
Awaking in a white bed,
She thinks her dream has come true and that she is finally dead.
Until a nurse walks in to check upon her dressing, ...
792 reads
5 Comments
Only Seventeen
1011 reads
5 Comments
He "Was" my best friend
865 reads
8 Comments
Please don't let it come to this
The pain is so strong that I can’t bare
It’s clear God isn’t answering my prayer
Another pitiful attempt to clear my head
My tears stain the silky material of my bed
No one listens, no one really cares
I have been damaged beyond repair
I know my parents won’t care if I’m alone, crying
I’ve tried to be a good daughter; yes I’ve been trying
I ball up in the corner of my darkened room
My face stiff and my eyes full of gloom
Suddenly my heart gives way and I feel numb
I knew I was through; I knew I was done
I’ve had enough pain, rage, and fright...
It’s clear God isn’t answering my prayer
Another pitiful attempt to clear my head
My tears stain the silky material of my bed
No one listens, no one really cares
I have been damaged beyond repair
I know my parents won’t care if I’m alone, crying
I’ve tried to be a good daughter; yes I’ve been trying
I ball up in the corner of my darkened room
My face stiff and my eyes full of gloom
Suddenly my heart gives way and I feel numb
I knew I was through; I knew I was done
I’ve had enough pain, rage, and fright...
687 reads
2 Comments
You don't understand me
you don't understand
you never do
I try to explain
but I can't get through to you
I tell you the truth
that I feel so depressed
but you say I'm okay
I thought you would know best
so I sit in my room
locked in my personal hell
while you pretend its all good
and I do as well
but I'm not okay
and my friends know that too
but you can't seem to see
what is right in front of you
you say its a phase,
blame my friends for it all
but you don't understand
that this is not their fault
I can't live...
you never do
I try to explain
but I can't get through to you
I tell you the truth
that I feel so depressed
but you say I'm okay
I thought you would know best
so I sit in my room
locked in my personal hell
while you pretend its all good
and I do as well
but I'm not okay
and my friends know that too
but you can't seem to see
what is right in front of you
you say its a phase,
blame my friends for it all
but you don't understand
that this is not their fault
I can't live...
9483 reads
4 Comments
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