Submissions by gdupknots
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I write about my past ..the present..how I'm feeling..the ducked up realationship I have with myself..my pathetic waste of space that I take up in this world n what it might b like to experience life somewhere else
SELF POEM
Published
20th Sep 2013 5:25am
20th Sep 2013 5:25am
my hell to dwell....
I was doomed inutero...
To be insane, addicted, nobodys hero...
To understand my world requires a misunderstood dictionary.....
My life, lived, even though its raw misery...
I want to know why it was me that was given all these attrocities, and made to live inside a demon filled hell...
Surrounded by darkness and shrowded under a hungry, vicious spell....
The demons inside me make love to my madness...
Enjoying my tottured world, feeding off my sadness...
I have no control over the body ive been given....
...
To be insane, addicted, nobodys hero...
To understand my world requires a misunderstood dictionary.....
My life, lived, even though its raw misery...
I want to know why it was me that was given all these attrocities, and made to live inside a demon filled hell...
Surrounded by darkness and shrowded under a hungry, vicious spell....
The demons inside me make love to my madness...
Enjoying my tottured world, feeding off my sadness...
I have no control over the body ive been given....
...
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SELF POEM
Published
20th Aug 2013 11:30am
20th Aug 2013 11:30am
To be me...
To be me.. you would not be free
To be me... The air hurts my skin, as i slowly realize who i am..
To be me... There are no roads to take, the choices are slim...
To be me.. is always walking on the high wire..
To be me... A reason for existance you desire...
To be me.. the filth will forever remain...
To be me.. you will be the lowest of the low, with pain, and immensly insane...
To be me.... Your flaws are what you are...
To be me... Youll never be anything...
To be me... Wishing for strength, a mind, a...
To be me... The air hurts my skin, as i slowly realize who i am..
To be me... There are no roads to take, the choices are slim...
To be me.. is always walking on the high wire..
To be me... A reason for existance you desire...
To be me.. the filth will forever remain...
To be me.. you will be the lowest of the low, with pain, and immensly insane...
To be me.... Your flaws are what you are...
To be me... Youll never be anything...
To be me... Wishing for strength, a mind, a...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
20th Aug 2013 8:06am
20th Aug 2013 8:06am
deep under ground in jars
You make me glow and ignite, becoming a vicious star in the sky....
You are the friend, the only one ive got, i dont know why...
You put words into my head that sometimes arent real...
My sparkling seeds of magic, you give me a new way to feel....
Your toxic love is what warms my brain, makes my heart beat, and take away the pain...
You lovely little pieces of beautiful specks of sin...
I love your effective potion that heats up the insanity within...
You bring me a fixation that dreams are made of...
I breathe in...
You are the friend, the only one ive got, i dont know why...
You put words into my head that sometimes arent real...
My sparkling seeds of magic, you give me a new way to feel....
Your toxic love is what warms my brain, makes my heart beat, and take away the pain...
You lovely little pieces of beautiful specks of sin...
I love your effective potion that heats up the insanity within...
You bring me a fixation that dreams are made of...
I breathe in...
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SELF POEM
Published
23rd Jul 2013 2:36pm
23rd Jul 2013 2:36pm
please avoid me
I cant crawl out of this used and hideous body, i cant breathe another minute in it, its tainted, wretched, a worthless existence is what it has become...
The victims continue to pile up, no one is safe from the hypocracy she spits out, her soul is black, her heart deserves to be broken and lonesome...
Theres no boundaries this manipulative reptile that she doesnt slither through and leave her scales to rot and imprint her disgusting aora for all to experience and breathe in..
My god you serpent of pain, you deserve to drown in your venom of sin..
...
The victims continue to pile up, no one is safe from the hypocracy she spits out, her soul is black, her heart deserves to be broken and lonesome...
Theres no boundaries this manipulative reptile that she doesnt slither through and leave her scales to rot and imprint her disgusting aora for all to experience and breathe in..
My god you serpent of pain, you deserve to drown in your venom of sin..
...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
23rd Jul 2013 2:34pm
23rd Jul 2013 2:34pm
marshmallows that fill the room
My body lights up like the fourth of July, I just inhaled the miraculous fireworks...
Im warm and full of zoom, I can see my brain floating upwards...
I take the glass cylinder into my mouth... Yes again...
I light the fire, inhale the gorgeous tornado and let out the magic, just like a magician..
Little pointy rocks of beauty how i love u so..
You give me pleasure, peace, a new perception of places i want to go..
You talk to me in only ways my brain can take in..
Telling me the more i taste, the more i sin...
I...
Im warm and full of zoom, I can see my brain floating upwards...
I take the glass cylinder into my mouth... Yes again...
I light the fire, inhale the gorgeous tornado and let out the magic, just like a magician..
Little pointy rocks of beauty how i love u so..
You give me pleasure, peace, a new perception of places i want to go..
You talk to me in only ways my brain can take in..
Telling me the more i taste, the more i sin...
I...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
7th May 2013 2:30am
7th May 2013 2:30am
my beautiful artform of glass
This new glass piece is an artform...
Leading down it's curved neck,is the bowl containing the raw,potent,liquid love,I long for..
As the sparkling shards melt,my heart beats faster,and the tornado begins to form, swirling patterns,and taking shapes,preparing me to get ready to feel the storm....
My lips cover the top of the cylindrical piece,connecting the space between the storm and my lips...
I breathe in slow,covering the small hole,that releases the warmth and companionship,my pathetic lonely heart lingers for...
As it bubbles and cleans...
Leading down it's curved neck,is the bowl containing the raw,potent,liquid love,I long for..
As the sparkling shards melt,my heart beats faster,and the tornado begins to form, swirling patterns,and taking shapes,preparing me to get ready to feel the storm....
My lips cover the top of the cylindrical piece,connecting the space between the storm and my lips...
I breathe in slow,covering the small hole,that releases the warmth and companionship,my pathetic lonely heart lingers for...
As it bubbles and cleans...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
7th May 2013 2:26am
7th May 2013 2:26am
How big is your smoke stack bitches?
I pucker my lips and blow out a massive fog
I look down, as Owen, my bestie, looks up at me, no judgements, just love and sad eyes, my tiny toy dog
He watches the smoke as it floats like marshmallows floating through the air
He doesn't know.. Or does he?..that I'm toxifying his lungs too.. Do I even care?
He's been sneaking away soiling my carpet... And he knows better!
His message to me to go to sleep, stop talking to myself, I've been up too long, he wants some peace, not to stay awake forever
He just sits and probably wonders why I...
I look down, as Owen, my bestie, looks up at me, no judgements, just love and sad eyes, my tiny toy dog
He watches the smoke as it floats like marshmallows floating through the air
He doesn't know.. Or does he?..that I'm toxifying his lungs too.. Do I even care?
He's been sneaking away soiling my carpet... And he knows better!
His message to me to go to sleep, stop talking to myself, I've been up too long, he wants some peace, not to stay awake forever
He just sits and probably wonders why I...
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LOVE POEM
Published
5th May 2013 9:13am
5th May 2013 9:13am
Still waiting....
My useless mind wonders will I ever be someones light again?
My broken guarded heart calls out for someone to capture and embrace it's flame to feed the fire within...
I want Simone to share their thoughts with me and value my thoughts and feelings out of love....
I want to feel needed,like what I say and feel matters, because they really do love me enough....
I want to feel like I belong in someones arms...
As if there is actually someone, somewhere that can accept me as I am...
I want to think that there is someone who will take my hand...
My broken guarded heart calls out for someone to capture and embrace it's flame to feed the fire within...
I want Simone to share their thoughts with me and value my thoughts and feelings out of love....
I want to feel needed,like what I say and feel matters, because they really do love me enough....
I want to feel like I belong in someones arms...
As if there is actually someone, somewhere that can accept me as I am...
I want to think that there is someone who will take my hand...
830 reads
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EROTIC POEM
Published
30th Mar 2013 3:00pm
30th Mar 2013 3:00pm
please,please,touch me
I want you so bad,so good,so hard,so much,please,please touch me...
I can't think of taking another breath without you in it,please,please,touch me
My body trembles,it needs,it wants,it begs and pleads,please,please,touch me..
The throbbing intensifys,warm and wet,ready to be taken,please,please,touch me..
I know you want me,remember how I taste,remember burying your beautiful face between my legs,please,please,touch me..
You were the first one,the best one,the most gratifying,satisfying,intoxicating,..only one..please,please,touch me..
...
I can't think of taking another breath without you in it,please,please,touch me
My body trembles,it needs,it wants,it begs and pleads,please,please,touch me..
The throbbing intensifys,warm and wet,ready to be taken,please,please,touch me..
I know you want me,remember how I taste,remember burying your beautiful face between my legs,please,please,touch me..
You were the first one,the best one,the most gratifying,satisfying,intoxicating,..only one..please,please,touch me..
...
1834 reads
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DRUGS POEM
Published
30th Mar 2013 11:46am
30th Mar 2013 11:46am
first hit from the water glass
The virgin put the glass into his hands,felt its beautiful curves,and admired its immaculate structure....
He wrapped his lips around the glass tube,so smooth,the hit and the feel of the huge blast of beloved air....
A new sensation to begin to want to feel,be still my heart..
Just to look at your clear,clean,perfectly formed vase of in toxication...
Put me in a world of pixie dust,where reality is beautiful and the world is a buttery ,yummy,concoction ...
The feeling I get can't ever completely be described and I love to watch the pretty diamond...
He wrapped his lips around the glass tube,so smooth,the hit and the feel of the huge blast of beloved air....
A new sensation to begin to want to feel,be still my heart..
Just to look at your clear,clean,perfectly formed vase of in toxication...
Put me in a world of pixie dust,where reality is beautiful and the world is a buttery ,yummy,concoction ...
The feeling I get can't ever completely be described and I love to watch the pretty diamond...
955 reads
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ANGER POEM
Published
20th Nov 2012 10:39am
20th Nov 2012 10:39am
f**king idiot your f**ked
I'm bored.. need a fix and a new pair of Maui Jims
I'm gonna hit the mall, get my Jims, go on spree. And fulfill this selfish whim.... I'm to good at this, you better watch me well and don't even blink your eyes,
You did it! Stupid . girls, I swooped in fearlessly taking my prize...
But then I let the deadly sin of greed consume me and getting more useless... uneeded. Things to have something to do and prove my illegal skills
I'm gonna overflow my purse with store after stores things to become mine. reaching for every handful I can score...
Well I'm done... I'm leaving...
I'm gonna hit the mall, get my Jims, go on spree. And fulfill this selfish whim.... I'm to good at this, you better watch me well and don't even blink your eyes,
You did it! Stupid . girls, I swooped in fearlessly taking my prize...
But then I let the deadly sin of greed consume me and getting more useless... uneeded. Things to have something to do and prove my illegal skills
I'm gonna overflow my purse with store after stores things to become mine. reaching for every handful I can score...
Well I'm done... I'm leaving...
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