Submissions by forgive01
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I am not a poet, i just write down on how I feel, and poetry is away that i can express my true myself.
DARK POEM
Published
7th Apr 2013 1:10pm
7th Apr 2013 1:10pm
end it all
Please help
I want to cut
I want to cut ever so deep
So deep that... I die
I want to cut
I want to jump
I want to end it all
I cannot do this
I do not want to live
I just want to die
End it all
So I cannot be judge
So I cannot be hurt
Again
Please I just want to end it all
Please I just want to die
fuck fuck fuck
please just let me die
I want to cut
I want to cut ever so deep
So deep that... I die
I want to cut
I want to jump
I want to end it all
I cannot do this
I do not want to live
I just want to die
End it all
So I cannot be judge
So I cannot be hurt
Again
Please I just want to end it all
Please I just want to die
fuck fuck fuck
please just let me die
539 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
7th Apr 2013 11:44am
7th Apr 2013 11:44am
Exist no more
I want out
I want out of this life
To exist no more
To forget
Forget the past
Forget everything
Everything that has happen to me
That continues to happen to me
I want out
I want out of this life
To exist no more
I want the memories to stop
I want to feel l that I have some control
But I have none
As it continues
The memories continue
When I am awake
When I close my eyes
The memories are there
I want out
I want out of this life
To exist no more
I try to forget
I try
To move on...
I want out of this life
To exist no more
To forget
Forget the past
Forget everything
Everything that has happen to me
That continues to happen to me
I want out
I want out of this life
To exist no more
I want the memories to stop
I want to feel l that I have some control
But I have none
As it continues
The memories continue
When I am awake
When I close my eyes
The memories are there
I want out
I want out of this life
To exist no more
I try to forget
I try
To move on...
645 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
7th Apr 2013 2:14am
7th Apr 2013 2:14am
Emptiness
Pain
Sorrow
Despair
Anguish
Torment
Depression
Hatred to my own self
Hatred for them
That is how I generally feel
If I submitted an empty page
Would you understand?
As that is what I am feeling
Emptiness
Sorrow
Despair
Anguish
Torment
Depression
Hatred to my own self
Hatred for them
That is how I generally feel
If I submitted an empty page
Would you understand?
As that is what I am feeling
Emptiness
548 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
6th Apr 2013 8:55am
6th Apr 2013 8:55am
I have been exposed
I have been exposed
I allowed you to read my thoughts
The thoughts that I express
You have the opening into my deepest thoughts
My deepest regrets
My fears my evil memories
Of my past
An opening into the real me
And that is why I am frightened
You did not say much
You asked a few questions
Questions that I could not openly answer
The answers that, I cannot say aloud
I have been exposed
...
I allowed you to read my thoughts
The thoughts that I express
You have the opening into my deepest thoughts
My deepest regrets
My fears my evil memories
Of my past
An opening into the real me
And that is why I am frightened
You did not say much
You asked a few questions
Questions that I could not openly answer
The answers that, I cannot say aloud
I have been exposed
...
538 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
6th Apr 2013 8:26am
6th Apr 2013 8:26am
My friend..... Dear R...
My Dear R
You are reopening my heart
That makes me very fearful
I know we are just Friends
I know what we are Friends
Friends that hold hands as we lay in bed
Friends that embrace Kiss with meaning
Friends talk about nothing
Friends that talk about everything
Friends that that ...
You are reopening my heart
That makes me very fearful
I know we are just Friends
I know what we are Friends
Friends that hold hands as we lay in bed
Friends that embrace Kiss with meaning
Friends talk about nothing
Friends that talk about everything
Friends that that ...
572 reads
0 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
3rd Apr 2013 9:55am
3rd Apr 2013 9:55am
The touch
Lying on your bed
Watching a movie
You looked up at me
The move was made by who I don’t remember
We kissed like it was the our first time
Passionate and unadulterated
Clothes crumpled on the floorboards
You lips brushed past my breasts
The tenderness of your teeth
gentle but firm around by nipples
Kiss by kiss down my stomach
The feel of your hands spreading my legs
...
Watching a movie
You looked up at me
The move was made by who I don’t remember
We kissed like it was the our first time
Passionate and unadulterated
Clothes crumpled on the floorboards
You lips brushed past my breasts
The tenderness of your teeth
gentle but firm around by nipples
Kiss by kiss down my stomach
The feel of your hands spreading my legs
...
765 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
25th Mar 2013 11:53pm
25th Mar 2013 11:53pm
Time will tell
I have found another
A Man or an asshole
Only time will tell
I hope it is a Man
Will you fill the void in my heart
The void in my soul
Will you open my heart
Open my soul
Without fear
Without ridicule
One that will treat me the way I need to be treated
One that will hug and not hit
One that will be truthful without lies and deceit
One that will love and not abuse
One that will let me be me
One that will be true
Only time will tell...
A Man or an asshole
Only time will tell
I hope it is a Man
Will you fill the void in my heart
The void in my soul
Will you open my heart
Open my soul
Without fear
Without ridicule
One that will treat me the way I need to be treated
One that will hug and not hit
One that will be truthful without lies and deceit
One that will love and not abuse
One that will let me be me
One that will be true
Only time will tell...
770 reads
0 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
10th Oct 2012 6:53am
10th Oct 2012 6:53am
One Day?
Without you by my side
Without you to hold
Without you to love
I am a shadow of my former self
Going through the motions of life
But not living
Taking each breath
Feeling nothing
Taking every heart beat
Feeling nothing
I have nothing without you
I am nothing without you
I wanted to end it all
Be nothing
But I didn’t
I couldn’t
As one day
I may feel
Each breath
Every heart beat
One day
One day...
Without you to hold
Without you to love
I am a shadow of my former self
Going through the motions of life
But not living
Taking each breath
Feeling nothing
Taking every heart beat
Feeling nothing
I have nothing without you
I am nothing without you
I wanted to end it all
Be nothing
But I didn’t
I couldn’t
As one day
I may feel
Each breath
Every heart beat
One day
One day...
736 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
7th Oct 2012 1:08pm
7th Oct 2012 1:08pm
I Question
I cut today
To release the guilt
To control my pain
To feel
I question if I just go a little deeper
A little too deep
Just let it flow
Just bleed
Should I do my wrist?
Should I do both?
To bleed
To truly release my guilt
To release my soul
To release myself from this life
To forget all
To undo the wrongs of my life
To just not exist
I will be dead
No guilt
No pain
No me
I question
Would anyone care?
Would you?
To release the guilt
To control my pain
To feel
I question if I just go a little deeper
A little too deep
Just let it flow
Just bleed
Should I do my wrist?
Should I do both?
To bleed
To truly release my guilt
To release my soul
To release myself from this life
To forget all
To undo the wrongs of my life
To just not exist
I will be dead
No guilt
No pain
No me
I question
Would anyone care?
Would you?
647 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
2nd Oct 2012 6:45am
2nd Oct 2012 6:45am
Please
Please
Please, take me back
Please give me a chance
Please I was horribly wrong
Please, I have swallowed my pride
Please I admit to my wrong doings
Please let me show you
Please let me love you
But you don’t
For that I do not blame you
I blame me
And me alone
I did this
I did this
I did this
Not just to you
I did this
To us
I did this to us
Please I beg of you
Please let me try to undo what I have done
And let me love...
Please, take me back
Please give me a chance
Please I was horribly wrong
Please, I have swallowed my pride
Please I admit to my wrong doings
Please let me show you
Please let me love you
But you don’t
For that I do not blame you
I blame me
And me alone
I did this
I did this
I did this
Not just to you
I did this
To us
I did this to us
Please I beg of you
Please let me try to undo what I have done
And let me love...
705 reads
5 Comments
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