Submissions by forever_alone117
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
LOVE POEM
Published
12th Jun 2015 1:54am
12th Jun 2015 1:54am
Something different
i scream.
he comes back.
wraps his cold thick hands around my neck.
only one hand is needed to snap it.
he has no mercy.
choking. weeping.
my lungs feel like they will burst.
my arms go limp.
my eyes close.
and i wait.
wait for the moment he says 'I do this because I love you'
wait for the moment he says 'I never meant to hurt you'
wait for the moment he says 'sorry I was just upset'
wait for the moment he stops.
but it never comes.
it's over.
he comes back.
wraps his cold thick hands around my neck.
only one hand is needed to snap it.
he has no mercy.
choking. weeping.
my lungs feel like they will burst.
my arms go limp.
my eyes close.
and i wait.
wait for the moment he says 'I do this because I love you'
wait for the moment he says 'I never meant to hurt you'
wait for the moment he says 'sorry I was just upset'
wait for the moment he stops.
but it never comes.
it's over.
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STORY POEM
Published
16th Jul 2014 2:17pm
16th Jul 2014 2:17pm
Hurts all over
Daddy I'm sorry..
I only tried to help...
It won't happen again...
Bruises down my arm
Daddy I'm sorry...
I was late because I was studying...
It won't happen again...
Burn marks on my back
Daddy I'm sorry...
Dinner wasn't cooked because the gas went out...
It won't happen again...
Scars down my leg
Daddy I'm sorry...
I tried to leave... I miss Mummy
It won't happen again...
Black eye and split lip
Daddy I'm sorry...
I can't take it anymore...
It won't happen again...
...
I only tried to help...
It won't happen again...
Bruises down my arm
Daddy I'm sorry...
I was late because I was studying...
It won't happen again...
Burn marks on my back
Daddy I'm sorry...
Dinner wasn't cooked because the gas went out...
It won't happen again...
Scars down my leg
Daddy I'm sorry...
I tried to leave... I miss Mummy
It won't happen again...
Black eye and split lip
Daddy I'm sorry...
I can't take it anymore...
It won't happen again...
...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
4th Mar 2014 8:45am
4th Mar 2014 8:45am
Neverending Pain
Wake Up
Get Up
Wince and Clutch My Chest
Two Pills and a Shower
Go to Work
Stop Breathing
Two More and Lie Down
Get Home
Fetal Position
Two more and Cry
Hospital
More pills
Tests
No Clue What's Wrong
More Pills
Sleep Comes Slowly
And Do It All Again..
I can't remember a life without medication..
Without pain
Without life being a struggle
Without
Get Up
Wince and Clutch My Chest
Two Pills and a Shower
Go to Work
Stop Breathing
Two More and Lie Down
Get Home
Fetal Position
Two more and Cry
Hospital
More pills
Tests
No Clue What's Wrong
More Pills
Sleep Comes Slowly
And Do It All Again..
I can't remember a life without medication..
Without pain
Without life being a struggle
Without
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ANGER POEM
Published
20th Feb 2014 1:41pm
20th Feb 2014 1:41pm
My Final Revenge
Sick of crying
Sick of being told I'm not strong
When I have been holding back for so long
It's time for me to fight back
You are not the boss of me
I'm finally free
So fuck you and all you did!
I hope you slit your throat some day
I never cared anyway!
How much I want your blood to run cold
How much I want to see you cry
To know that everything was lie
And now I have won
You have no where to run.
Your life.. So done.
Sick of being told I'm not strong
When I have been holding back for so long
It's time for me to fight back
You are not the boss of me
I'm finally free
So fuck you and all you did!
I hope you slit your throat some day
I never cared anyway!
How much I want your blood to run cold
How much I want to see you cry
To know that everything was lie
And now I have won
You have no where to run.
Your life.. So done.
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STORY POEM
Published
19th Feb 2014 1:20pm
19th Feb 2014 1:20pm
The last moments of life
I wake up in the middle of the night
Dark figure stands beside me
Can't stop screaming
He tells me to shut up
Runs a blade across my throat
Can't stop screaming
His anger builds as he grabs my wrist
A simple twist and snap
Can't stop screaming
His hands squeezes my breast
Pain sears through me
Can't stop screaming
Raises his knife
Over my chest and pushes down
I'm done screaming...
Dark figure stands beside me
Can't stop screaming
He tells me to shut up
Runs a blade across my throat
Can't stop screaming
His anger builds as he grabs my wrist
A simple twist and snap
Can't stop screaming
His hands squeezes my breast
Pain sears through me
Can't stop screaming
Raises his knife
Over my chest and pushes down
I'm done screaming...
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LOVE POEM
Published
19th Feb 2014 1:00pm
19th Feb 2014 1:00pm
What we used to be
You used to lay beside me
And hold me tight
All through the night
Everything used to be alright.
You used to love me
But you lied
Never more have I cried
Inside I died
But now..
My life is back
I don't care about you
So glad we are through
And fuck you too.
And hold me tight
All through the night
Everything used to be alright.
You used to love me
But you lied
Never more have I cried
Inside I died
But now..
My life is back
I don't care about you
So glad we are through
And fuck you too.
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ANGER POEM
Published
17th Feb 2014 2:08pm
17th Feb 2014 2:08pm
It's Over
Fuck you and fuck this.
Never have I hated anyone more
Even though we shared a kiss
It's time for you to close that door.
I hate the way you look at me
I hate the way you smile
Because I used to be free
But now I have to stay a while
You fucked up my life.
You fucked up my soul
If only I had a knife
Cause now I'll never be whole.
But now? I'm done. Finished.
You are dead to me.
Or maybe.. I'm just dead.
Never have I hated anyone more
Even though we shared a kiss
It's time for you to close that door.
I hate the way you look at me
I hate the way you smile
Because I used to be free
But now I have to stay a while
You fucked up my life.
You fucked up my soul
If only I had a knife
Cause now I'll never be whole.
But now? I'm done. Finished.
You are dead to me.
Or maybe.. I'm just dead.
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DRUGS POEM
Published
17th Feb 2014 1:47pm
17th Feb 2014 1:47pm
You will be the death of me
I'm so much of a failure that I couldn't even succeed in killing myself
But alcohol helps..
Every night I remember all the lies.. All the mistakes I have made...
But the sleeping pills help
And every day.. I wake up and promise myself that no one will see me fall
But nothing can help me now..
But alcohol helps..
Every night I remember all the lies.. All the mistakes I have made...
But the sleeping pills help
And every day.. I wake up and promise myself that no one will see me fall
But nothing can help me now..
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ANGER POEM
Published
15th Nov 2013 3:13pm
15th Nov 2013 3:13pm
From Bad to Worse
Fuck you!
Do you have nothing else better to do than ruin others lives?
Their relationship? Friendships? Do you want to tear a family apart?
Because you did it! All in one hour. You must be so fucking proud of yourself.
Do you have fun being a pathetic drama queen?
You abused your relationship, your friendships and somehow think it's ok to blame it on someone else!
Get over yourself you little fucking bitch because I will gladly punch your bloody face in if you hurt me, my friends or my family again!
Fuck you...
Do you have nothing else better to do than ruin others lives?
Their relationship? Friendships? Do you want to tear a family apart?
Because you did it! All in one hour. You must be so fucking proud of yourself.
Do you have fun being a pathetic drama queen?
You abused your relationship, your friendships and somehow think it's ok to blame it on someone else!
Get over yourself you little fucking bitch because I will gladly punch your bloody face in if you hurt me, my friends or my family again!
Fuck you...
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DARK POEM
Published
4th Nov 2013 4:01am
4th Nov 2013 4:01am
Never Stop Screaming
fuck this and fuck you!
how i wish you were dead to!
Cut my wrists
and slit my throat.
You fucking bitch
You know you wont
The demon inside
it eats me alive
it tell me to strive
you should have just died
blood down my arms
blood on the walls
blood on your body
blood on the doors
one shot i miss
second the chest
and now to my head
time to finally rest
how i wish you were dead to!
Cut my wrists
and slit my throat.
You fucking bitch
You know you wont
The demon inside
it eats me alive
it tell me to strive
you should have just died
blood down my arms
blood on the walls
blood on your body
blood on the doors
one shot i miss
second the chest
and now to my head
time to finally rest
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STORY POEM
Published
31st Oct 2013 2:06am
31st Oct 2013 2:06am
How I Wish
I dreamt you were here
Smiling down upon my face
I dreamt you held me in your arms
That was the safest place
I dreamt that the world was good again
That you still chose to love me
I dreamt that we had more time
And you were happy as can be
I remember how you used to smile
Or how you used to kiss
But now you are gone.. Life will carry on..
But it will always be you that i miss.
Smiling down upon my face
I dreamt you held me in your arms
That was the safest place
I dreamt that the world was good again
That you still chose to love me
I dreamt that we had more time
And you were happy as can be
I remember how you used to smile
Or how you used to kiss
But now you are gone.. Life will carry on..
But it will always be you that i miss.
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