Submissions by forever_alone117
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
LOVE POEM
Published
23rd Sep 2015 1:09am
23rd Sep 2015 1:09am
In the dark
His arm is around my waist.
He kisses my forehead as I close my eyes.
Nothing ever felt like this before
He holds me tighter.
But only for a moment.
He lets me go
In the darkness of the night
My door creaks open
As he slips through the crack and out into the shadows
My eyes flutter open for a moment
"Don't worry" I say
"He wouldn't leave. Not like that"
I'm still waiting
I'm still hoping
To see you walk through that door and back into my life.
He kisses my forehead as I close my eyes.
Nothing ever felt like this before
He holds me tighter.
But only for a moment.
He lets me go
In the darkness of the night
My door creaks open
As he slips through the crack and out into the shadows
My eyes flutter open for a moment
"Don't worry" I say
"He wouldn't leave. Not like that"
I'm still waiting
I'm still hoping
To see you walk through that door and back into my life.
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LOVE POEM
Published
21st Sep 2015 1:15am
21st Sep 2015 1:15am
Scars and stains
My lace white sheets are stained
From him. From me.
We laid there together
For days. For nights.
The promises we made
For us. For the future.
But that doesn't matter anymore
People change their minds
I was once your one and only
And now another is your 'destiny'
It took a week.
I was worth that little.
You broke me.
And walked away.
With her.
And once again.
My lace white sheets are stained
As the blood gushes out
My wrist begins to hurt
But it's worth it
I try to slice deeper
As the...
From him. From me.
We laid there together
For days. For nights.
The promises we made
For us. For the future.
But that doesn't matter anymore
People change their minds
I was once your one and only
And now another is your 'destiny'
It took a week.
I was worth that little.
You broke me.
And walked away.
With her.
And once again.
My lace white sheets are stained
As the blood gushes out
My wrist begins to hurt
But it's worth it
I try to slice deeper
As the...
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
20th Sep 2015 6:29am
20th Sep 2015 6:29am
Since You
Since you came into my life
Not one suicidal thought
Since you walked into my door
Not one cut on my arm
Since you kissed me
Not one tear has been shed
You changed me
For the best
Not one suicidal thought
Since you walked into my door
Not one cut on my arm
Since you kissed me
Not one tear has been shed
You changed me
For the best
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EROTIC POEM
Published
17th Aug 2015 3:13pm
17th Aug 2015 3:13pm
Just Sex
I walk in
He knows why I am here
We don't waste time
His belt off and around my hands
He turns my shirt into a blindfold
The rest of our clothes quickly turn into a pile
Standing Naked. Vulnerable.
I hear his breath on my neck.
His cold finger tips squeeze my breast as he bites my shoulder
I gasp. Feel myself getting wetter and wetter
He nibbles my ear as he moves his hands down to my waist
He picks me up with ease and throws me on the bed
My legs are spread.
Ready for him
But he is not ready
I feel his tongue...
He knows why I am here
We don't waste time
His belt off and around my hands
He turns my shirt into a blindfold
The rest of our clothes quickly turn into a pile
Standing Naked. Vulnerable.
I hear his breath on my neck.
His cold finger tips squeeze my breast as he bites my shoulder
I gasp. Feel myself getting wetter and wetter
He nibbles my ear as he moves his hands down to my waist
He picks me up with ease and throws me on the bed
My legs are spread.
Ready for him
But he is not ready
I feel his tongue...
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STORY POEM
Published
17th Aug 2015 2:43pm
17th Aug 2015 2:43pm
My Last Dream
I dream about ending this
Killing myself
Being done with pain
I imagine laying out all my sleeping pills in front of me.
I count them out. 16 of them.
I have a bottle of Jack Daniels in front of me.
I turn up the music real loud.
Its like a party. A goodbye party.
Except no one is invited. And if they were, no one would go.
There will be no suicide note
Lets keep them guessing
"Why would she do this? She was such a happy person!" They would say
Only a few would know the truth. They have seen the scars.
I lay down. I can...
Killing myself
Being done with pain
I imagine laying out all my sleeping pills in front of me.
I count them out. 16 of them.
I have a bottle of Jack Daniels in front of me.
I turn up the music real loud.
Its like a party. A goodbye party.
Except no one is invited. And if they were, no one would go.
There will be no suicide note
Lets keep them guessing
"Why would she do this? She was such a happy person!" They would say
Only a few would know the truth. They have seen the scars.
I lay down. I can...
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LOVE POEM
Published
13th Aug 2015 4:54pm
13th Aug 2015 4:54pm
Let's Hang Out
How did my life get to where it is?
I never used to be that girl.
I would have never dreamed of doing what I did.
It's my fault. All my fault.
Every 'lets hang out'. It's my fault.
I am the one that kissed him.
And when he started kissing me back... I didn't tell him to stop.
He has a girlfriend. She treats him like shit but that doesn't matter.
He is taken. And I fucked it up.
Fuck. What the fuck is wrong with me??
Everytime I see him I want him. I crave his lips. His touch. His chest against mine. Skin against skin.
But she...
I never used to be that girl.
I would have never dreamed of doing what I did.
It's my fault. All my fault.
Every 'lets hang out'. It's my fault.
I am the one that kissed him.
And when he started kissing me back... I didn't tell him to stop.
He has a girlfriend. She treats him like shit but that doesn't matter.
He is taken. And I fucked it up.
Fuck. What the fuck is wrong with me??
Everytime I see him I want him. I crave his lips. His touch. His chest against mine. Skin against skin.
But she...
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LOVE POEM
Published
7th Aug 2015 1:20pm
7th Aug 2015 1:20pm
Dreams Can Come True
I had a dream about you.
I remember laying down beside you. Your smile. Your eyes. Your lips.
You tell me you love me. And I look at you. I see warmth. I see kindness. I see the man I fell in love with looking back at me. I close my eyes for a moment. And open them. Smiling. Ready to lean in to you. Kiss you. Love you back.
But you changed. Your face is ripped off. Blood dripping from your chin. Skin teared away. Eyes pitch black. You smile wickedly. And yell, "Did you seriously believe I could ever love you?" Your voice is cold.
Then you get up. And...
I remember laying down beside you. Your smile. Your eyes. Your lips.
You tell me you love me. And I look at you. I see warmth. I see kindness. I see the man I fell in love with looking back at me. I close my eyes for a moment. And open them. Smiling. Ready to lean in to you. Kiss you. Love you back.
But you changed. Your face is ripped off. Blood dripping from your chin. Skin teared away. Eyes pitch black. You smile wickedly. And yell, "Did you seriously believe I could ever love you?" Your voice is cold.
Then you get up. And...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
6th Aug 2015 7:02am
6th Aug 2015 7:02am
Run
Run.
Run Away.
No one cares if I go
No one cares if I stay
Tears.
Tears Falling.
I can hear the screams
I can hear them calling
Smiles.
Smiles Fade.
I'm done with this life
I'm done with the charade
Run Away.
No one cares if I go
No one cares if I stay
Tears.
Tears Falling.
I can hear the screams
I can hear them calling
Smiles.
Smiles Fade.
I'm done with this life
I'm done with the charade
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EROTIC POEM
Published
6th Aug 2015 3:26am
6th Aug 2015 3:26am
Not My Style
I never thought I would
I never thought I could
Until you came along
You are such a busy man
Relationships are a waste of time
Who am I to argue
When all I want is you
One Text. Two Words. Is all it took.
"Come Over?"
Nervous at first. Soon turned into lust.
The desire to touch. Be touched. Nothing more.
•••
We finish. I smile. No emotion. No feelings.
Again and again
No emotion. No feelings. Nothing.
We did it. It's perfect.
Uncomplicated. Raw. Sex.
I never thought I could
Until you came along
You are such a busy man
Relationships are a waste of time
Who am I to argue
When all I want is you
One Text. Two Words. Is all it took.
"Come Over?"
Nervous at first. Soon turned into lust.
The desire to touch. Be touched. Nothing more.
•••
We finish. I smile. No emotion. No feelings.
Again and again
No emotion. No feelings. Nothing.
We did it. It's perfect.
Uncomplicated. Raw. Sex.
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DRUGS POEM
Published
5th Aug 2015 5:22pm
5th Aug 2015 5:22pm
Distractions
The last words I said to you were
'I would do anything if it meant getting one step closer to being over you'
That's when it begin
It started with one drink. Then two shots. Four ciders. More shots. I lost count. All night. Every night. But it didn't help.
Then the men.
It stated with flirting. Texting. Attention from others so I talk to them instead of you. But then the kissing started. Then the sex. First it was one guy. All it takes is one guy right? To move on? But it didn't work. So there was the next. Then the next and the next. Felt great. But it didn't work....
'I would do anything if it meant getting one step closer to being over you'
That's when it begin
It started with one drink. Then two shots. Four ciders. More shots. I lost count. All night. Every night. But it didn't help.
Then the men.
It stated with flirting. Texting. Attention from others so I talk to them instead of you. But then the kissing started. Then the sex. First it was one guy. All it takes is one guy right? To move on? But it didn't work. So there was the next. Then the next and the next. Felt great. But it didn't work....
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LOVE POEM
Published
16th Jun 2015 2:22pm
16th Jun 2015 2:22pm
Why?
Once upon a time.
This little girl fell in love
The boy next door was her goal
And one day she achieved it
High School Sweethearts
All through College together
Then One Day. One Knee. One Ring. One Word.
Yes.
The wedding was in three weeks.
She was going to be the most beautiful bride
Marrying her best friend. Her one and only love.
But fate stepped in to fuck it up
All it takes in One Drunk Driver. One Phone Call. One trip to the hospital.
All it takes in One Day. To have to say One Word..
Goodbye
This little girl fell in love
The boy next door was her goal
And one day she achieved it
High School Sweethearts
All through College together
Then One Day. One Knee. One Ring. One Word.
Yes.
The wedding was in three weeks.
She was going to be the most beautiful bride
Marrying her best friend. Her one and only love.
But fate stepped in to fuck it up
All it takes in One Drunk Driver. One Phone Call. One trip to the hospital.
All it takes in One Day. To have to say One Word..
Goodbye
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