Submissions by ficosdarkness

I never looked back afterI livedmy "wild" days...,
Testingthe 7 deadly sins, in many different ways.
Sexually deviant behaviors, I waslustfilled, I wasvain,
Selfish, self centered, thoughtless, insane.
Devoid of all feeling, praying for death soon,
Asouless, godlesshedonist, burning heroin in a spoon.
Drug "seduced", alchohol induced, craving all thatI lack,
Running in zig zags, can'tfall through the crack.
Trying to fill the hole inside, that at times seems to burn,
Too high right now, can't focus and still for more I yearn.
I just can't seem to...