Submissions by f2_da_eye
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
9th Jul 2017 8:36pm
9th Jul 2017 8:36pm
My Only Accomplice
Pinned to me like a coffee stain
As if I needed any reminder
The night was to be barely blamed
The mind – such a wicked liar!
The games we play
The stories me make
The things we say
For sanity’s sake
I don’t know what I’m capable of
I don’t wish to know either
I don’t think I can ever be sure
Perpetually confused; was never a believer
My inability to pick a side
My inability to not confide
My inability to not to revisit that moment
My inability to care about atonement
How do I get rid of...
As if I needed any reminder
The night was to be barely blamed
The mind – such a wicked liar!
The games we play
The stories me make
The things we say
For sanity’s sake
I don’t know what I’m capable of
I don’t wish to know either
I don’t think I can ever be sure
Perpetually confused; was never a believer
My inability to pick a side
My inability to not confide
My inability to not to revisit that moment
My inability to care about atonement
How do I get rid of...
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LOVE POEM
Published
18th Feb 2011 5:15am
18th Feb 2011 5:15am
Evaluation Of The Situation - Just An Attempt
I'm close to almost giving into this temptation
What else could be the reason for this random flirtation
Damn no! I don't want it to look like a sign of desperation
No, I'm not this girl...Its not good for my reputation
And suddenly I don't seem to care for the speculations
But how can I just crumble my boyfriend's expectations?
I know its wrong, yet I'm clinging tenaciously to this fascination
Oh God! I hope its not turning into some crazy fixation!
I can feel it between us..the tension, the obvious retaliation ...
What else could be the reason for this random flirtation
Damn no! I don't want it to look like a sign of desperation
No, I'm not this girl...Its not good for my reputation
And suddenly I don't seem to care for the speculations
But how can I just crumble my boyfriend's expectations?
I know its wrong, yet I'm clinging tenaciously to this fascination
Oh God! I hope its not turning into some crazy fixation!
I can feel it between us..the tension, the obvious retaliation ...
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LOVE POEM
Published
5th Jan 2011 5:41pm
5th Jan 2011 5:41pm
The Knavish Liar
Is it just plain confusion
Or am I really betwixt & between
Is it just my stupid head
Or is it really a bedlam in there...
Why am I getting used to the new steadfast gaze
When I already belong to a historical maze
Why am I thinking things I'm not supposed to
Oh! These thoughts so forbidden for me and you...
I know your arms will protect me forever
So then why does my body need something new?
I'm aware of your blatant disapproval in my actions
Yet I keep feeling that rush looking at my new distraction...
I keep telling myself-...
Or am I really betwixt & between
Is it just my stupid head
Or is it really a bedlam in there...
Why am I getting used to the new steadfast gaze
When I already belong to a historical maze
Why am I thinking things I'm not supposed to
Oh! These thoughts so forbidden for me and you...
I know your arms will protect me forever
So then why does my body need something new?
I'm aware of your blatant disapproval in my actions
Yet I keep feeling that rush looking at my new distraction...
I keep telling myself-...
839 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
8th Oct 2010 7:13pm
8th Oct 2010 7:13pm
The Petrified Me
The feeling stays just the same,
You feel left out once again..
Another wave passes by,
Reminding you just once again..
You are alone, all by yourself,
No one to trust, no one to blame..
All you do is stand and wait
In the middle of nowhere ... yet again...
For another wave to pass you by
To give you hope and reason to try..................
You feel left out once again..
Another wave passes by,
Reminding you just once again..
You are alone, all by yourself,
No one to trust, no one to blame..
All you do is stand and wait
In the middle of nowhere ... yet again...
For another wave to pass you by
To give you hope and reason to try..................
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ANGER POEM
Published
1st Jun 2010 3:46pm
1st Jun 2010 3:46pm
Once a failure, Always a failure
Like a berk I tried again
What was I thinking?
It was never mine- -never could be
I should have known better
How couldn't I see the signs - stupid me...
All it was but just a hopeless dream
And he got me thinking we were finally team
Why did YOU have to fool me into beleiving YOU?
I should have known better
After all it was too good to be true...
I was made to believe I could do it
When I should have really stuck to my shit
How could I forget that one gets what one deserves?
I should have known better
I was never...
What was I thinking?
It was never mine- -never could be
I should have known better
How couldn't I see the signs - stupid me...
All it was but just a hopeless dream
And he got me thinking we were finally team
Why did YOU have to fool me into beleiving YOU?
I should have known better
After all it was too good to be true...
I was made to believe I could do it
When I should have really stuck to my shit
How could I forget that one gets what one deserves?
I should have known better
I was never...
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ANGER POEM
Published
10th Feb 2010 6:50pm
10th Feb 2010 6:50pm
What a Disgrace
You push me so far every time
You force the evil out of me
You drive me to the path of committing a crime
Oh what a disgrace one's own blood can be....
You make these eyes of mine bleed
You make me look like I'm the bitchy she
You say I'm just a parasite who likes to feed
Oh such a disgrace one's own blood can be....
Love you never showed, hate is all you had
I deserve better and now I know... so your bad....
You look down on me like I'm a piece of dirt
You saw nothing in me that you ever wished to see
You gave me the...
You force the evil out of me
You drive me to the path of committing a crime
Oh what a disgrace one's own blood can be....
You make these eyes of mine bleed
You make me look like I'm the bitchy she
You say I'm just a parasite who likes to feed
Oh such a disgrace one's own blood can be....
Love you never showed, hate is all you had
I deserve better and now I know... so your bad....
You look down on me like I'm a piece of dirt
You saw nothing in me that you ever wished to see
You gave me the...
966 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
15th Dec 2009 8:23am
15th Dec 2009 8:23am
You were just a myth...
How the fuck did I fall for a guy like you
Thought of your touch makes me sick..makes me wanna puke..
Never seen a guy so big with brains so small
Maybe you were doped up when out it crawled...
I was such a fool to think you're all mine
When clearly you belonged to your mother all this while...
Oh yeah..after all you're the princess so untouchable
You prick..why the fuck you made me look so available...
Couldn't you find some other slut to fuck around with
Why me..huh the charming prince is now such a myth..
I want to rip you apart for wasting away my...
Thought of your touch makes me sick..makes me wanna puke..
Never seen a guy so big with brains so small
Maybe you were doped up when out it crawled...
I was such a fool to think you're all mine
When clearly you belonged to your mother all this while...
Oh yeah..after all you're the princess so untouchable
You prick..why the fuck you made me look so available...
Couldn't you find some other slut to fuck around with
Why me..huh the charming prince is now such a myth..
I want to rip you apart for wasting away my...
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LOVE POEM
Published
15th Dec 2009 8:09am
15th Dec 2009 8:09am
Untitled..
You can tell me how much you love me
Or say that with me is all you wanted to be
But I can't buy that, can't believe it nomore
I kept waiting but you never came at my door
You can tell me how much you care
Or gift me things like a teddy bear
But it aint worth it, can't change a thing at all
You left me by myself and yes that was your fault
How could you be so self centered
Did you actually love me was what I wondered......
No you DIDN'T and you DON'T
I was just just a stop on an empty road
You stopped and then you just moved...
Or say that with me is all you wanted to be
But I can't buy that, can't believe it nomore
I kept waiting but you never came at my door
You can tell me how much you care
Or gift me things like a teddy bear
But it aint worth it, can't change a thing at all
You left me by myself and yes that was your fault
How could you be so self centered
Did you actually love me was what I wondered......
No you DIDN'T and you DON'T
I was just just a stop on an empty road
You stopped and then you just moved...
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SELF POEM
Published
14th Nov 2009 10:58am
14th Nov 2009 10:58am
I Don't Belong- - -
At times
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.....
.........
I can’t help,
But feel.............
Maybe I don’t belong in this world
Maybe I’ve been born at a wrong time
Who are these people I can never relate to
Who are these strangers turning me into
Maybe I was never meant to be here
Maybe it was a long time ago people awaited
For my presence, for my advice
Waited at the seaside when mercury was at rise
Maybe I would have been a failure even then
Maybe I would have faced the hardships
But at least I would have belonged there...
...
.....
.........
I can’t help,
But feel.............
Maybe I don’t belong in this world
Maybe I’ve been born at a wrong time
Who are these people I can never relate to
Who are these strangers turning me into
Maybe I was never meant to be here
Maybe it was a long time ago people awaited
For my presence, for my advice
Waited at the seaside when mercury was at rise
Maybe I would have been a failure even then
Maybe I would have faced the hardships
But at least I would have belonged there...
866 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
31st Oct 2009 11:05am
31st Oct 2009 11:05am
I'm Sorry
I remember that innocent smile
That could stretch for a 1000 miles
That soft touch of your hands
Gave me that sinking feeling,
Of sinking in some quicksand.
Oh! How could I forget those promises
Something my heart still misses
Carried away all my sickness
Gave me the strength,
To win over my loneliness.
The way I feel deep inside
Almost makes me lose my mind
Never wanted to make love for fun
Instead wanted the two of us,
To be just one.
Can't believe today we're miles apart
Trust...
That could stretch for a 1000 miles
That soft touch of your hands
Gave me that sinking feeling,
Of sinking in some quicksand.
Oh! How could I forget those promises
Something my heart still misses
Carried away all my sickness
Gave me the strength,
To win over my loneliness.
The way I feel deep inside
Almost makes me lose my mind
Never wanted to make love for fun
Instead wanted the two of us,
To be just one.
Can't believe today we're miles apart
Trust...
1011 reads
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ANGER POEM
Published
31st Oct 2009 10:45am
31st Oct 2009 10:45am
I will get over you!
Tried your luck
But boy you suck
Maybe you didn't try enough
But surely made it tough
I will get over you
All I need is some time
And that should all be mine
Maybe you were too occupied
I hate the times when you lied
So busy in your own world
Didn't let my love unfurl
I will get over you
So don't you worry baby
Need you nomore to save me
You played that game with me
Guess I was too blind to see
But who gave you the right
To give me those sleepless nights
I will get over you
With an all brand new start...
But boy you suck
Maybe you didn't try enough
But surely made it tough
I will get over you
All I need is some time
And that should all be mine
Maybe you were too occupied
I hate the times when you lied
So busy in your own world
Didn't let my love unfurl
I will get over you
So don't you worry baby
Need you nomore to save me
You played that game with me
Guess I was too blind to see
But who gave you the right
To give me those sleepless nights
I will get over you
With an all brand new start...
1054 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
26th Oct 2009 11:28am
26th Oct 2009 11:28am
SHE TRIES SO HARD.......
She tries...she tries so hard
But success is missing on her card
Destiny might get her barred
But still she tries, yes she tries hard....
Yet again she fails, but its not her fault
People getting high dressing her wounds in salt
Broken she wonders to put her life to a halt
This seems to be the only answer by default.......
She is hurt and love is her only medicine
Soothe her wounds fast, she is tremblin
Oh but she a girl with an ego so masculine
She won't...
But success is missing on her card
Destiny might get her barred
But still she tries, yes she tries hard....
Yet again she fails, but its not her fault
People getting high dressing her wounds in salt
Broken she wonders to put her life to a halt
This seems to be the only answer by default.......
She is hurt and love is her only medicine
Soothe her wounds fast, she is tremblin
Oh but she a girl with an ego so masculine
She won't...
1193 reads
11 Comments
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