Submissions by emogirl21
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
ANGER POEM
Published
21st Apr 2012 3:38am
21st Apr 2012 3:38am
Untitled
I hate when someone close to you says I'll see you tomorrow
And then I fucking get a phone call and I hear they are arranging a funeral for them
They rip out my heart and stomp on it
They must of never given a crap on how I would feel about it
The thought sickens me
It makes me think they never wanted to be my friend
When will the hell on earth be fucking over???
It's driving me fucking INSANE!!!!!
I don't want any part of anyone
If it means I have to lose the ones I love
So I am done letting people into my heart
And then I fucking get a phone call and I hear they are arranging a funeral for them
They rip out my heart and stomp on it
They must of never given a crap on how I would feel about it
The thought sickens me
It makes me think they never wanted to be my friend
When will the hell on earth be fucking over???
It's driving me fucking INSANE!!!!!
I don't want any part of anyone
If it means I have to lose the ones I love
So I am done letting people into my heart
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DARK POEM
Published
20th Apr 2012 9:12pm
20th Apr 2012 9:12pm
The hole in my heart
I can no longer think of a reason to get out of bed
I stay up all night thinking of all the shit that made me wrong in the head
Tears stream like a river down my face
There is no treatment for my case
I have this hole in my heart that will never be filled
I cut my wrist slowly and watch my blood being spilled
I take a few drinks then and there
This dream has become a horrid nightmare
There is really no longer anything left of this life
It makes me wonder if it would be easier to end it with this knife
Goodbye to my friends you've always been there ...
I stay up all night thinking of all the shit that made me wrong in the head
Tears stream like a river down my face
There is no treatment for my case
I have this hole in my heart that will never be filled
I cut my wrist slowly and watch my blood being spilled
I take a few drinks then and there
This dream has become a horrid nightmare
There is really no longer anything left of this life
It makes me wonder if it would be easier to end it with this knife
Goodbye to my friends you've always been there ...
836 reads
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ANGER POEM
Published
19th Apr 2012 4:48am
19th Apr 2012 4:48am
When you.... It makes me....
When you yell at me
It makes me cry
When you say fucked up comments to me
It makes me cut
When you beat me
It makes me drink
When you say you couldn't care less
It makes me take pills
When you call me stupid
It makes me wish I was dead
Do you see the pattern here???
It's all your fault!!!!
You ruined everything!!!!
I looked up to you
And it made me realize
Your just as fucked up as me
I hope when I'm dead
You feel guilt
And you'll never forget
When I finally die
It will be all your...
It makes me cry
When you say fucked up comments to me
It makes me cut
When you beat me
It makes me drink
When you say you couldn't care less
It makes me take pills
When you call me stupid
It makes me wish I was dead
Do you see the pattern here???
It's all your fault!!!!
You ruined everything!!!!
I looked up to you
And it made me realize
Your just as fucked up as me
I hope when I'm dead
You feel guilt
And you'll never forget
When I finally die
It will be all your...
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DARK POEM
Published
16th Apr 2012 9:26pm
16th Apr 2012 9:26pm
The picture
Every night I paint a picture on my wrist
And there is always a messed up twist
On my wrist a fountain will appear
And the more I press down on it the more pain disappears
Red water pours like rain
Falling from my veins
Each time I go in real deep
And fall into a heavy sleep
One night I'll cry and close my eyes
And then I'll slowly start to die
Then I'll have no more words to say
Finally I'll be free with no more hell to pay
And there is always a messed up twist
On my wrist a fountain will appear
And the more I press down on it the more pain disappears
Red water pours like rain
Falling from my veins
Each time I go in real deep
And fall into a heavy sleep
One night I'll cry and close my eyes
And then I'll slowly start to die
Then I'll have no more words to say
Finally I'll be free with no more hell to pay
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SELF POEM
Published
16th Apr 2012 3:54am
16th Apr 2012 3:54am
You dont know me
You don't know me
No one does
You cant read me
You don't know what I'm like
So why do you judge me
You just take one look at me suddenly you know all about me?
It doesnt work that way
It just makes me sick
You don't know my pain
You don't know what lies beyond this face
All of my smiles are fake
You judge me by the scars on my arm
And not my heart
And then you label me as an emo freak
Nobody knows what the world looks like to me
It's dark and filled with hatred
Nobody can ever take...
No one does
You cant read me
You don't know what I'm like
So why do you judge me
You just take one look at me suddenly you know all about me?
It doesnt work that way
It just makes me sick
You don't know my pain
You don't know what lies beyond this face
All of my smiles are fake
You judge me by the scars on my arm
And not my heart
And then you label me as an emo freak
Nobody knows what the world looks like to me
It's dark and filled with hatred
Nobody can ever take...
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DARK POEM
Published
6th Apr 2012 9:56pm
6th Apr 2012 9:56pm
Last breath
WhyisitthepeopleclosesttomeIalwayslose?
Itmakesmefeelsoconfused
IcanthelpthemItried
Theyjustallgoandcommitsuicide
Ittearsoutmyheartandsoul
Itleavesmelostandcold
IdontknowhowmuchmoreIcantake
Ineedtoendthisformyownsake
Myknifeisbymybed
Thissinglethoughtrunsthroughmyhead
Nowtheknifeslips
Andslitsmywrist
Allofbyblooddrains
Fallingfrommyveins
Nowallthere'sleftisdeath
Thisismylastbreath
Itmakesmefeelsoconfused
IcanthelpthemItried
Theyjustallgoandcommitsuicide
Ittearsoutmyheartandsoul
Itleavesmelostandcold
IdontknowhowmuchmoreIcantake
Ineedtoendthisformyownsake
Myknifeisbymybed
Thissinglethoughtrunsthroughmyhead
Nowtheknifeslips
Andslitsmywrist
Allofbyblooddrains
Fallingfrommyveins
Nowallthere'sleftisdeath
Thisismylastbreath
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LOVE POEM
Published
5th Apr 2012 10:11pm
5th Apr 2012 10:11pm
Becoming you
You've become apart of me
You'll always be right here
You've become a threat to me
You'll always be my fear
I'm trying so hard to seperate myself from what I have done
I can't accept what I have become
What did you do?
I've become you
Get away from me
Give me some space
Can't you hear my pleade?
Get out of my face
Forget our memories
Just forget me
Forget the possibilities
Your not who I need to be
I can't love you anymore ...
You'll always be right here
You've become a threat to me
You'll always be my fear
I'm trying so hard to seperate myself from what I have done
I can't accept what I have become
What did you do?
I've become you
Get away from me
Give me some space
Can't you hear my pleade?
Get out of my face
Forget our memories
Just forget me
Forget the possibilities
Your not who I need to be
I can't love you anymore ...
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ANGER POEM
Published
4th Apr 2012 8:30pm
4th Apr 2012 8:30pm
Fathers day present
Im sorry that I'm not the daughter you always wanted me to be
I'm sorry that this is all you'll ever see
I'm sorry you thought I was a disgrace
I'm sorry you have to see my face
I'm sorry that you married a bitch
I'm sorry to say that I hope she go dies in a ditch
Well I guess there's nothing more to say
So heres a present from me to you
I put the gun to my head
HAPPY FATHERS DAY!
I'm sorry that this is all you'll ever see
I'm sorry you thought I was a disgrace
I'm sorry you have to see my face
I'm sorry that you married a bitch
I'm sorry to say that I hope she go dies in a ditch
Well I guess there's nothing more to say
So heres a present from me to you
I put the gun to my head
HAPPY FATHERS DAY!
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SELF POEM
Published
2nd Apr 2012 9:14pm
2nd Apr 2012 9:14pm
Beginning to end
Why is It I can bleed to death but i can't cry to death?
Why can't I ever seem to catch my breath?
I'm trying so hard to gain control
Over what was once my life
I keep asking myself the same question
If I can be saved by confession
Will it end my depression?
But god never seems to have time for me
He just seems to mess with my mind
Leaving me puzzled and so confused
I just want to disappear and cry
Like my spurting blood
I just want to die
Nobody deserves to live with my sorrow
Nobody ever seems to care anyways...
Why can't I ever seem to catch my breath?
I'm trying so hard to gain control
Over what was once my life
I keep asking myself the same question
If I can be saved by confession
Will it end my depression?
But god never seems to have time for me
He just seems to mess with my mind
Leaving me puzzled and so confused
I just want to disappear and cry
Like my spurting blood
I just want to die
Nobody deserves to live with my sorrow
Nobody ever seems to care anyways...
733 reads
6 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
31st Mar 2012 11:50pm
31st Mar 2012 11:50pm
Lost girl
She is a girl
Who is lost in this world
She thought she knew how it worked
But that was a long time ago
Now is so deeply confused
She doesn't know what's right
And she has the feeling she does everything wrong
She still feels the old cuts
When her blood mixes with tears
She remembers those lost years
There were so many things left undone
And so many songs left unsung
Her mind is so warped and twisted
She tries to take pills
She will take razor blades,...
Who is lost in this world
She thought she knew how it worked
But that was a long time ago
Now is so deeply confused
She doesn't know what's right
And she has the feeling she does everything wrong
She still feels the old cuts
When her blood mixes with tears
She remembers those lost years
There were so many things left undone
And so many songs left unsung
Her mind is so warped and twisted
She tries to take pills
She will take razor blades,...
2080 reads
11 Comments
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