Submissions by emo1
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
just a human looking to get out some inner turmoil
LOVE POEM
Published
11th Apr 2019 4:23am
11th Apr 2019 4:23am
acceptance
why is it so fard not to keep fighting
why is all i can think of is hurting myself
my first thought is always why am i so broken
what is so wrong with my head
i try so hard to be what you want
i want so badly to be what you need
but more than anything what i want most
is just for you to like me for who i am
the brkoen flawed mess that is trying
yes the darkness in my mind is stupid
the abusers left their marks on my body and mind
my body healed long ago but my mind has a long way to go
my mind so clear some days i beg for the...
why is all i can think of is hurting myself
my first thought is always why am i so broken
what is so wrong with my head
i try so hard to be what you want
i want so badly to be what you need
but more than anything what i want most
is just for you to like me for who i am
the brkoen flawed mess that is trying
yes the darkness in my mind is stupid
the abusers left their marks on my body and mind
my body healed long ago but my mind has a long way to go
my mind so clear some days i beg for the...
#anxiety
#love
#FeelingLost
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6 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
11th Apr 2019 4:05am
11th Apr 2019 4:05am
growing up
most days i feel like im running in circles
chasing a tail that is but a memory long gone
remembering what childhood was long ago
feeling the early morning sun caressing my face
turning cold and harsh stinging like the bite of reality
reminding me that childish ways are long gone, no more
teaching that sweetness is something of a memory only worse
learning the world will never been seen through the eyes of a child
as children we see and feel the magic
the love of our mothers warming us always
our fathers guiding us in the wooded forest...
chasing a tail that is but a memory long gone
remembering what childhood was long ago
feeling the early morning sun caressing my face
turning cold and harsh stinging like the bite of reality
reminding me that childish ways are long gone, no more
teaching that sweetness is something of a memory only worse
learning the world will never been seen through the eyes of a child
as children we see and feel the magic
the love of our mothers warming us always
our fathers guiding us in the wooded forest...
#hope
#FeelingLost
431 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
2nd Apr 2019 3:36am
2nd Apr 2019 3:36am
lost
use me and leave me
thats all i ask
all i want
need
open my legs wide
drink from me
ravage my body
please
i want to feel again
if only for moments
pain love hate
anything
thats all i ask
all i want
need
open my legs wide
drink from me
ravage my body
please
i want to feel again
if only for moments
pain love hate
anything
#FeelingLost
431 reads
1 Comment
DRUGS POEM
Published
1st Feb 2019 10:58pm
1st Feb 2019 10:58pm
chasing the dragon
inhaling the smoke breath after breath
breathing deeper, harder, longer
each breath a silent prayer
every exhale a bargain
green for green how it always goes
some places its legal, not for me
each buy a risk i willingly take
every hit a chance at normality
most call it an addiction unknowningly
they dont see the mental illness
the bipolar it keeps "normal"
every hit a dose in grey
most hate what they cant have
but i dont give a fuck
could be the weed
most likely me
in, out, in, out, in,...
breathing deeper, harder, longer
each breath a silent prayer
every exhale a bargain
green for green how it always goes
some places its legal, not for me
each buy a risk i willingly take
every hit a chance at normality
most call it an addiction unknowningly
they dont see the mental illness
the bipolar it keeps "normal"
every hit a dose in grey
most hate what they cant have
but i dont give a fuck
could be the weed
most likely me
in, out, in, out, in,...
#drugs
659 reads
5 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
27th Jan 2018 5:34am
27th Jan 2018 5:34am
burning
I want to peel back my flesh and show you
Show you deep down just how warped I really am
I have no soul to speak of I lost that long ago
That thing is long gone lost among the wreckage
The wreckage that I call my “life” if you will
Haven’t don’t much that I can say I am proud of
Why did I crash and burn?
That’s easy
I didn’t really crash though it was an implosion
Self-destruction
Everything so wound up tight
The abuse, fear, hatred
No not fear terror, terror of what was next
I could handle the hatred from my mother...
Show you deep down just how warped I really am
I have no soul to speak of I lost that long ago
That thing is long gone lost among the wreckage
The wreckage that I call my “life” if you will
Haven’t don’t much that I can say I am proud of
Why did I crash and burn?
That’s easy
I didn’t really crash though it was an implosion
Self-destruction
Everything so wound up tight
The abuse, fear, hatred
No not fear terror, terror of what was next
I could handle the hatred from my mother...
665 reads
5 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
26th Jan 2018 7:48am
26th Jan 2018 7:48am
lies
Where do I even begin
When all I can ask myself is why
The point to it all is nothing
We live we die and it is all in vain
We gain nothing in life
Other than the false sense of security
But even then why try
What is the point at all
In the end who will remember us
Eventually the memories fade
we all become drooling puddles on the floor
needing help in all the simple tasks
and still we are left with more question
the purpose of it all?
Its all just a big damn joke
That’s all we are something to laugh at
All our...
When all I can ask myself is why
The point to it all is nothing
We live we die and it is all in vain
We gain nothing in life
Other than the false sense of security
But even then why try
What is the point at all
In the end who will remember us
Eventually the memories fade
we all become drooling puddles on the floor
needing help in all the simple tasks
and still we are left with more question
the purpose of it all?
Its all just a big damn joke
That’s all we are something to laugh at
All our...
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4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
19th Aug 2017 11:14pm
19th Aug 2017 11:14pm
My twisted wonderland
Lost in the wonderland of my mind
No smiling cat to guide my way
Not all is as it seems
Up could verry well be down
But I'm lost in his eyes
Watching them change
Smal to large
And back again
Green to blue
And every color in between
I must admit my wonderland
Isn't so wonderful
It's full of demons and dangers
Bad guys full of lies and promises
You never know what the trees are hiding
Lurking high in the branches
One thing you must know
The only jabberwolk to be slain
Is me myself and I
No smiling cat to guide my way
Not all is as it seems
Up could verry well be down
But I'm lost in his eyes
Watching them change
Smal to large
And back again
Green to blue
And every color in between
I must admit my wonderland
Isn't so wonderful
It's full of demons and dangers
Bad guys full of lies and promises
You never know what the trees are hiding
Lurking high in the branches
One thing you must know
The only jabberwolk to be slain
Is me myself and I
623 reads
4 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
19th Aug 2017 11:06pm
19th Aug 2017 11:06pm
Where oh where do you go
The earth seems sad today
Spinning a little slower
Falling a little deeper into space
Shying away from the sun
Fearing it's scorching touch
Embracing the dark side of the moon
Feeling it's cooling touch
Needing it's caresses
Yearning it's healing kisses
Knowing the moon never will
For it to is running away
The earth north
The moon south
North towards a cold light
South towards a warm darkness
Spinning a little slower
Falling a little deeper into space
Shying away from the sun
Fearing it's scorching touch
Embracing the dark side of the moon
Feeling it's cooling touch
Needing it's caresses
Yearning it's healing kisses
Knowing the moon never will
For it to is running away
The earth north
The moon south
North towards a cold light
South towards a warm darkness
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EROTIC POEM
Published
10th Aug 2017 4:23am
10th Aug 2017 4:23am
fun times
The thought of you makes me wet
The need for you goes deep
A clenching of the thighs to hide it all
I need to feel your hands running across my body
Your lips on my neck kissing so gently
Making me moan my desire
I feel your long hard member against my ass
I grind against it making you moan
Then I don’t know how I am ridding you
Reverse cow girl
I see the lust in your eyes
As your cock slides in and out of my pussy again and again
Looking back over my shoulder with a wicked grin
I begin to tease you
Pulling off you just...
The need for you goes deep
A clenching of the thighs to hide it all
I need to feel your hands running across my body
Your lips on my neck kissing so gently
Making me moan my desire
I feel your long hard member against my ass
I grind against it making you moan
Then I don’t know how I am ridding you
Reverse cow girl
I see the lust in your eyes
As your cock slides in and out of my pussy again and again
Looking back over my shoulder with a wicked grin
I begin to tease you
Pulling off you just...
837 reads
0 Comments
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