Submissions by doucet234

I was on the front lines ready for war
always devious, planing my next score
but at the time of my life it did not matter
i just wanted stacks, watch my wallet grow fatter

Let me tell you something, between you and me
you have to be ruthless, cold blooded do you see
what happens if someone rips you off
or if your under investigation and get caught

Can you handle 25 years plus
so take a minute and stop and think, before you put yourself in that rut
what are you going to do when your so called "hommies" die
remember dont be a...

Back at the cross roads, to chose between life and death
Time to reconstruct my life for the best
I've been at my lowest low, and my highest high
Thinking back on my life, makes me wanna cry

Remember the lying, crying, and scamming
At 15 being locked up, hearing that door slamming
But as they say, listen to your heart
Mine is telling me, try a fresh start

I have nothing to lose, so its time to follow a direction
Time to restart, a new chapter of life, time to start another section
I have finally opened my eyes and can see
That it is to...

What i say comes straight from the heart
thats why i consider myself a work of art
i love myslef and who i am
thats why i wake up and try to do the best i can

I will not lie or sugar coat the truth
because you do not deserve the mental abuse
your a friend who truly cares
thats why ill be honest but i guess its only fair

when we first met i saw hate and anger
as i looked back upon my life i seen you were in danger
but dont worry ill be here for you through thick and thin
remember i did the same thing

But just look at my past and...

All i ever wanted to do, is make her proud
show her i am not the same, but i guess thats for her to figure out
looking at people's lives with all there problems
i want to help so they dont feel like they are falling

One time i use to have lots of ambition
i wanted to help but nobody would listen
but everytime someone looks at me
it breaks my heart but fear is all i see

I am on this earth for  reason
atleast thats what i am believing
i dont know maybe i am just dreaming
or maybe its time for me to stand up and stop weeping