Submissions by dontevanigist
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
whoopwhoop
you
you
a plane we iggist within
still water maintains its level over a distance
stones bevil naturlly over time
eages dull the sameway
everything biggins with a inessence
and ends with lingering fouelness
grow learn live regret forget rememmber die
when you can smell freshly cut grass
your smelling its sceames
how am i to know anithing at all
i know nothing
dont rashinolise actions with fictions
or belive in things that arnt real
you have all the information
you are in control
the...
a plane we iggist within
still water maintains its level over a distance
stones bevil naturlly over time
eages dull the sameway
everything biggins with a inessence
and ends with lingering fouelness
grow learn live regret forget rememmber die
when you can smell freshly cut grass
your smelling its sceames
how am i to know anithing at all
i know nothing
dont rashinolise actions with fictions
or belive in things that arnt real
you have all the information
you are in control
the...
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resolve
nothing makes seance to me
i am hunted in my sleep
my dreams become reality
i stand with my back to the past
i tried to push on and not think of you
every new moment in time when i was stepping forward
was another towards you
and the past shrunk in the distance
with every girl i spoke to i died more inside
every conversations with you in mind
you were all i wanted to talk to
i would get confused my feelings were unattainable
my mistakes were un fixiable
and i stood with my back to the past
i iggisted in moments you iggisted in...
i am hunted in my sleep
my dreams become reality
i stand with my back to the past
i tried to push on and not think of you
every new moment in time when i was stepping forward
was another towards you
and the past shrunk in the distance
with every girl i spoke to i died more inside
every conversations with you in mind
you were all i wanted to talk to
i would get confused my feelings were unattainable
my mistakes were un fixiable
and i stood with my back to the past
i iggisted in moments you iggisted in...
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charity case psychosis
when did your hope and dreams become less important then schemes
why do you feel you must bow down to the world
why would you settle for somewhere you never pictured yourself
never wanted to be
i hate the reason why i cant fucking stand it
that's a whole different kind of bullshit
i am were i want to be, within the bigger pituce
everything I've done i did as close to you as i could be
i give up on myself why would you even bother
that's the truth im not even ganna try
the paradox the mind of my life
i guess you payed me no mind
just a joke a...
why do you feel you must bow down to the world
why would you settle for somewhere you never pictured yourself
never wanted to be
i hate the reason why i cant fucking stand it
that's a whole different kind of bullshit
i am were i want to be, within the bigger pituce
everything I've done i did as close to you as i could be
i give up on myself why would you even bother
that's the truth im not even ganna try
the paradox the mind of my life
i guess you payed me no mind
just a joke a...
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sorry again sorry still ill never be anything else
feels like you dont know me
feels i dont know you
between the tears as i wrote
what you read i dont regret
regret all my parts in the context
the charictar i am the person i was
eqwally inadiqwet across sheared time
the connection was lost between pessimism
and a massicisum of clear thought
though the reality outside this psychosis
is devastating to my entire story
all my efforts
i forced myself to learn
whats wrong with the world
i got a degree in deception and homelessness
alone with only your memory
waiting in hope...
feels i dont know you
between the tears as i wrote
what you read i dont regret
regret all my parts in the context
the charictar i am the person i was
eqwally inadiqwet across sheared time
the connection was lost between pessimism
and a massicisum of clear thought
though the reality outside this psychosis
is devastating to my entire story
all my efforts
i forced myself to learn
whats wrong with the world
i got a degree in deception and homelessness
alone with only your memory
waiting in hope...
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1000 days
1000 days from the shadows ill wait
with no control or say over my fate
in the never void ill become forgotten again
as now my subconscious torches my heart
the flames in my regrets cast no light
and my dreams will be left in the past
my tears remain unnoticed
trying to regain some sort of focus
ill wight and prey for a honorable exit
intentions of kindness mistrusted inhibitions
there are more motives hidden behind morals and ethics
things i would never say if the question was presented
...
with no control or say over my fate
in the never void ill become forgotten again
as now my subconscious torches my heart
the flames in my regrets cast no light
and my dreams will be left in the past
my tears remain unnoticed
trying to regain some sort of focus
ill wight and prey for a honorable exit
intentions of kindness mistrusted inhibitions
there are more motives hidden behind morals and ethics
things i would never say if the question was presented
...
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i understand
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trenstendentle iggistance
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distance grows
if i could talk to anyone
i would talk to you
but the only thing i have
is i hate myself
i should be so much beta then this
i guess I'm not easy to co igist with
its meet with a resistance that
forces distance between
things making seance and
not being what they seem
a presence of regret
lingering in doubt
big things take time to figger out
the same force pushing nebula apart
is moving worlds between us
still my reflection remains the same
a mans head hung in shame
my mind knows full well
that what I'm about to say ...
i would talk to you
but the only thing i have
is i hate myself
i should be so much beta then this
i guess I'm not easy to co igist with
its meet with a resistance that
forces distance between
things making seance and
not being what they seem
a presence of regret
lingering in doubt
big things take time to figger out
the same force pushing nebula apart
is moving worlds between us
still my reflection remains the same
a mans head hung in shame
my mind knows full well
that what I'm about to say ...
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you will die a coward if you don't
moving toward a paradime shifting moment
i don't wish to die a coward '
tied to a world by honor and pride
or though i don't care for its parameters
limited by circumstance I've searched for descriptions
definitive phrases with many dimensions
interpretations left to the choice of the conshes heart
owe brains express shame it's inappropriate to say such things
i don't wish to die a coward
seance and reason have no place in my actions
as far as the world be consearned
thus however the world my...
i don't wish to die a coward '
tied to a world by honor and pride
or though i don't care for its parameters
limited by circumstance I've searched for descriptions
definitive phrases with many dimensions
interpretations left to the choice of the conshes heart
owe brains express shame it's inappropriate to say such things
i don't wish to die a coward
seance and reason have no place in my actions
as far as the world be consearned
thus however the world my...
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closer to home
looking deeper into the depths
I'm aware of the dark
surrounding my essence
weveing and spirieing into
the outer surroundings of my
iggistance,
the insides of my mind shape shifting
into my days
bright morning reflection
dreams driving depression
holding myself like I'm
everything i lost
time gos on
decay takes hold
core temprituses become cold
i cant go back
to mistakes i made
without my heart falling apart
i would give up this entire world
just to tell you I'm sorry
truly feeling empty remorse
as i...
I'm aware of the dark
surrounding my essence
weveing and spirieing into
the outer surroundings of my
iggistance,
the insides of my mind shape shifting
into my days
bright morning reflection
dreams driving depression
holding myself like I'm
everything i lost
time gos on
decay takes hold
core temprituses become cold
i cant go back
to mistakes i made
without my heart falling apart
i would give up this entire world
just to tell you I'm sorry
truly feeling empty remorse
as i...
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in the satin pit
the deepest of darkness
the satan pit
the intrapment of the mind
my eyes are open
your iggistance is worthless
in the deepest of darkness
my mind sees clear
concepts concluions
new idears
in the deepest of darkness
no shadows are cast
the only thing in iggistance
my thoughts of us
(reackless adbamnet)
no futur no past
the deepest of darkness
the safest place
remeber each minour detail
the sadness in your face
my place to make you smile
my place to bleed
my place to die
your space to...
the satan pit
the intrapment of the mind
my eyes are open
your iggistance is worthless
in the deepest of darkness
my mind sees clear
concepts concluions
new idears
in the deepest of darkness
no shadows are cast
the only thing in iggistance
my thoughts of us
(reackless adbamnet)
no futur no past
the deepest of darkness
the safest place
remeber each minour detail
the sadness in your face
my place to make you smile
my place to bleed
my place to die
your space to...
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i'll give it to you in a clance then you can never have it again
the blank thought
nothing at all
inspiring no one
a waste of a iggistance.
music is key
keeper of sanity
therapy.
all the poems i read
devastating content
rape death love regret.
and yet
nothing was said
what is the point.
the world is to full
we all must die
we were never ment
to be alive.
plants are the most evolved species on the plant.
nothing at all
inspiring no one
a waste of a iggistance.
music is key
keeper of sanity
therapy.
all the poems i read
devastating content
rape death love regret.
and yet
nothing was said
what is the point.
the world is to full
we all must die
we were never ment
to be alive.
plants are the most evolved species on the plant.
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