Submissions by dfwtinman
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
65 yo and I have taken up the pen (key pad) after a long hiatus. My focus in writing now is on having a clear intention and then realizing that intention.
SELF POEM
Published
12th May 2024 10:32pm
12th May 2024 10:32pm
21 grams
"Now I lay me down to sleep,
I pray the Lord my Soul to keep;
If I should die before I 'wake,
I pray the Lord my Soul to take."
--Traditional Children's Prayer
Walking a balance beam,
aware I might fall--
or fail to stick the landing
I covet the innocence of children,
who, without reservation, believe in Santa Claus,
the Easter Bunny, and the Tooth Fairy.
I contemplate Jacob Marley
and his chains, and recoil
at the ponderous weight.
What deals...
I pray the Lord my Soul to keep;
If I should die before I 'wake,
I pray the Lord my Soul to take."
--Traditional Children's Prayer
Walking a balance beam,
aware I might fall--
or fail to stick the landing
I covet the innocence of children,
who, without reservation, believe in Santa Claus,
the Easter Bunny, and the Tooth Fairy.
I contemplate Jacob Marley
and his chains, and recoil
at the ponderous weight.
What deals...
#religion
#spiritual
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SELF POEM
Published
26th Apr 2024 2:54am
26th Apr 2024 2:54am
Day and night
The glowering morning flowers
as the sun eats holes in my curtain.
I make a cave of pillows,
to no avail.
Light enters uninvited,
dances on my eyelids.
I turn my head seeking darkness,
but the sun is stubborn.
Finally, I surrender to the inevitable.
Though the house is cold,
the shower's warm water cascades over me.
I hang my head under the clement stream.
I greet the day with a subversive smile,
determined to get even.
But a...
as the sun eats holes in my curtain.
I make a cave of pillows,
to no avail.
Light enters uninvited,
dances on my eyelids.
I turn my head seeking darkness,
but the sun is stubborn.
Finally, I surrender to the inevitable.
Though the house is cold,
the shower's warm water cascades over me.
I hang my head under the clement stream.
I greet the day with a subversive smile,
determined to get even.
But a...
#anxiety
#bipolar
#depression
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SELF POEM
Published
3rd Dec 2022 8:48pm
3rd Dec 2022 8:48pm
Percy Lee
newest version
Percy Lee
As a small child, I was scared of many things, and damnably prone to crying. I had been crying one day, and Percy Lee could not stand to see me suffer.
He snatched me up with his good left arm.
I fluttered involuntarily with fear.
His suffering was plain enough,
but the full impact of his stroke
was beyond my child's grasp.
Percy Lee was a man with two halves,
sewn straight down the middle
by a cruel seamstress.
On his left side, he was the grandfather
any...
Percy Lee
As a small child, I was scared of many things, and damnably prone to crying. I had been crying one day, and Percy Lee could not stand to see me suffer.
He snatched me up with his good left arm.
I fluttered involuntarily with fear.
His suffering was plain enough,
but the full impact of his stroke
was beyond my child's grasp.
Percy Lee was a man with two halves,
sewn straight down the middle
by a cruel seamstress.
On his left side, he was the grandfather
any...
#kindness
#TimeHeals
#gratitude #emotions
#gratitude #emotions
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SELF POEM
Published
3rd Dec 2022 5:14pm
3rd Dec 2022 5:14pm
Time and Reminiscence
I've lain here for some time
trying to locate an old wound.
I cannot gauge its depth, nor
trace the jagged edges of its corruption.
Still, but for sepsis and fever
I would stand.
The failing sight of this mind's eye
holds out little hope for correction,
little hope for ablation of the growing
cataracts on my conscience.
But for sepsis and fever
I would kneel and pray for anamnesis,
for the...
trying to locate an old wound.
I cannot gauge its depth, nor
trace the jagged edges of its corruption.
Still, but for sepsis and fever
I would stand.
The failing sight of this mind's eye
holds out little hope for correction,
little hope for ablation of the growing
cataracts on my conscience.
But for sepsis and fever
I would kneel and pray for anamnesis,
for the...
#love
#TimeHeals
#emotions
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SELF POEM
Published
29th Nov 2022 6:53pm
29th Nov 2022 6:53pm
Electroconvulsive Therapy
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Electroconvulsive Therapy
Spying exits, I contemplate my escape
as my wheelchair winds its way from
the ICU to the fifth floor psych ward.
I'm promised three meals a day,
served on trays that bear my name (a name ostensibly Top Secret on this floor).
Next comes the forced sharing of painful memories with other imperfect strangers.
A game played if we hope win our release.
Yet, there's no percentage in this slow attrition. So I go "All In" for the Gold Standard Treatment,...
Electroconvulsive Therapy
Spying exits, I contemplate my escape
as my wheelchair winds its way from
the ICU to the fifth floor psych ward.
I'm promised three meals a day,
served on trays that bear my name (a name ostensibly Top Secret on this floor).
Next comes the forced sharing of painful memories with other imperfect strangers.
A game played if we hope win our release.
Yet, there's no percentage in this slow attrition. So I go "All In" for the Gold Standard Treatment,...
#anxiety
#depression
#SelfHarm
#bipolar
#MentalHealth
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
9th Dec 2020 6:06pm
9th Dec 2020 6:06pm
Riders of Contagion
All over Appalachia bishops matched circuits to riders. "Does he know and keep our faith? "Do people cotton to his preaching?" Of most importance, "has he a good horse?"
Jake, a long time circuit rider, was an admirable horseman who died a passable preacher.
Jake's infectious smile helped carry his message. A half dozen weeks to complete the circuit, all he owned he carried in his saddle bags: a clean shirt, new bibles, and venison jerky.
Living in tiny clusters, Jake tended to church goers who were stitched together by needle thin riders who, like...
Jake, a long time circuit rider, was an admirable horseman who died a passable preacher.
Jake's infectious smile helped carry his message. A half dozen weeks to complete the circuit, all he owned he carried in his saddle bags: a clean shirt, new bibles, and venison jerky.
Living in tiny clusters, Jake tended to church goers who were stitched together by needle thin riders who, like...
#God
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
27th Nov 2020 8:07pm
27th Nov 2020 8:07pm
The Viewing
Didn't he part his hair on the left?"
I'd known him for many years, yet
the pale mortician's skill had created doubt.
The fact that he seemed to be
sleeping peacefully marked him for a corpse.
He never slept. Well, hardly ever.
A loop of 36 photos and 3 songs played
in a continuous time warp, both the
songs and the photos more than a decade old.
The two ballads I could understand, both sad
enough to suit the day, if not the dead man himself. But the hymn was definitely the mortuary's...
I'd known him for many years, yet
the pale mortician's skill had created doubt.
The fact that he seemed to be
sleeping peacefully marked him for a corpse.
He never slept. Well, hardly ever.
A loop of 36 photos and 3 songs played
in a continuous time warp, both the
songs and the photos more than a decade old.
The two ballads I could understand, both sad
enough to suit the day, if not the dead man himself. But the hymn was definitely the mortuary's...
#death
#separation
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DRUGS POEM
Published
12th Nov 2020 11:50pm
12th Nov 2020 11:50pm
message in a bottle
In a fetid BarcaLounger, he stubbed out an unfiltered cig, and took a long pull
from a short-necked bottle.
Each gulp warmed his windpipe,
as the amber-colored solvent
was taken up into his blood.
Worn toes of hand made, mud covered
Lucchese boots peeked above the bottle.
Loyal foot-soldiers in his battle with life.
Hard questions, that had been
chewing at the walls of his gut,
began to liquify and boil-up in his mind.
His eyes closed and the bottle slipped
from his nicotine-stained hands,
as...
from a short-necked bottle.
Each gulp warmed his windpipe,
as the amber-colored solvent
was taken up into his blood.
Worn toes of hand made, mud covered
Lucchese boots peeked above the bottle.
Loyal foot-soldiers in his battle with life.
Hard questions, that had been
chewing at the walls of his gut,
began to liquify and boil-up in his mind.
His eyes closed and the bottle slipped
from his nicotine-stained hands,
as...
#sadness
#loneliness
#heartbroken
#confusion
#despair
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
9th Oct 2020 9:13pm
9th Oct 2020 9:13pm
Finn
When fires and floods come and go,
each, in turn, driving news cycles,
as reporters jockey for the kill shot.
When politicians sharpen their polemics,
which, paradoxically, serve mainly to dull
the minds of their targeted audience.
When suddenly millions upon millions
know the meaning of "Covid-19," "N-95," "Remdesivir" or "social distancing."
When life offers up an over-large portion of the absurd, and the only sane response is to shrug and say, "It's 2020, what were you expecting?"
Well, as it turns out, a baby boy,...
each, in turn, driving news cycles,
as reporters jockey for the kill shot.
When politicians sharpen their polemics,
which, paradoxically, serve mainly to dull
the minds of their targeted audience.
When suddenly millions upon millions
know the meaning of "Covid-19," "N-95," "Remdesivir" or "social distancing."
When life offers up an over-large portion of the absurd, and the only sane response is to shrug and say, "It's 2020, what were you expecting?"
Well, as it turns out, a baby boy,...
#birth
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SELF POEM
Published
28th Jul 2020 8:53pm
28th Jul 2020 8:53pm
Madame Tussaud
It would take years for me to understand
what beauty lay inside my ill paternal grandfather.
After a series of transient ischemic attacks, or TIA's, a massive stroke
finally arrived, parting him down
the middle as if by a cruel craftsman.
I'm told I was damnably prone to crying. I had been crying one day when Percy picked me up in his one good arm.
His last breath saw him melting like some
Madame Tussaud waxwork.
But misshapen as he was, his love for me was whole and perfectly formed.
what beauty lay inside my ill paternal grandfather.
After a series of transient ischemic attacks, or TIA's, a massive stroke
finally arrived, parting him down
the middle as if by a cruel craftsman.
I'm told I was damnably prone to crying. I had been crying one day when Percy picked me up in his one good arm.
His last breath saw him melting like some
Madame Tussaud waxwork.
But misshapen as he was, his love for me was whole and perfectly formed.
#death
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SELF POEM
Published
5th Jul 2020 4:47pm
5th Jul 2020 4:47pm
The Undiscovered Country
Months since that stillborn morning
when they pulled me, ashen, from your arms.
I did not ask to be delivered
from the endless evening to the dawn.
If a list is made to place upon a scale,
will you refrain from fixing the outcome?
Upon the weighing, will you honor the result,
whether it be rainbows or rust?
If I close this chapter, and
lay my head in the Undiscovered Country,
will I...
when they pulled me, ashen, from your arms.
I did not ask to be delivered
from the endless evening to the dawn.
If a list is made to place upon a scale,
will you refrain from fixing the outcome?
Upon the weighing, will you honor the result,
whether it be rainbows or rust?
If I close this chapter, and
lay my head in the Undiscovered Country,
will I...
#suicide
#devil
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SELF POEM
Published
18th May 2020 7:23pm
18th May 2020 7:23pm
disremembering the dead
I have warm memories of my maternal grandfather.
Mother swears I don't.
"You're confusing old photos with reality."
Fondness. Fanciful, Mirth. Memories.
Lately, my memories do not answer
when called. They are tardy things.
Inconvenient. Incomplete. Transient. Torn.
Yet, why does mother insist so?
She has her own memories of her father.
Stoic. Steelworker. Widower. Weary.
I've no heart for this clash of memories.
So grandfather is no longer a fit topic. ...
Mother swears I don't.
"You're confusing old photos with reality."
Fondness. Fanciful, Mirth. Memories.
Lately, my memories do not answer
when called. They are tardy things.
Inconvenient. Incomplete. Transient. Torn.
Yet, why does mother insist so?
She has her own memories of her father.
Stoic. Steelworker. Widower. Weary.
I've no heart for this clash of memories.
So grandfather is no longer a fit topic. ...
#love
#family
#death #memories
#death #memories
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