Submissions by destroy123 (Babygirl18)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
22nd Aug 2016 12:56pm
22nd Aug 2016 12:56pm
Under Eating
They say we over eat; They say we need to eat more; They say we're to skinny ;They say we need to lose weight; They say we're too short; They say we're too tall; They say we need to wear makeup; They say we need to wear less makeup....... The society thinks they know what's best for us but in all honesty they are creating us to have eating disorders, depression, anxiety, self harm, suicide..
~ I'm 18 years and I'm suffering from self harm, an eating disorder, and anxiety~
Living in this world today is creating us for who we are; do we have a choice sure we do
Being told what...
~ I'm 18 years and I'm suffering from self harm, an eating disorder, and anxiety~
Living in this world today is creating us for who we are; do we have a choice sure we do
Being told what...
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DARK POEM
Published
20th Aug 2016 1:22am
20th Aug 2016 1:22am
helpless cold echoes
echo of screams
run through the house
loud crashes, doors banging
cries in the basement
blood dripping from the walls
i cry out in pain
the smell of blood is overpowering
chained to a wall
heat in the room
i feel as if my flesh is burning
my heart is pounding
i think this is how i am going to die
cold to the bone
sitting there helplessly
my thoughts are screaming through my mind
pain is everywhere and so as blood
sitting here and trying not to pass out
i try to sit up and see
only to find someone over the top of...
run through the house
loud crashes, doors banging
cries in the basement
blood dripping from the walls
i cry out in pain
the smell of blood is overpowering
chained to a wall
heat in the room
i feel as if my flesh is burning
my heart is pounding
i think this is how i am going to die
cold to the bone
sitting there helplessly
my thoughts are screaming through my mind
pain is everywhere and so as blood
sitting here and trying not to pass out
i try to sit up and see
only to find someone over the top of...
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SELF POEM
Published
8th Nov 2013 9:29pm
8th Nov 2013 9:29pm
their never leaving
A endless reminder of what i have done
the person who i was
mean, cruel, hateful
Trying to erase those feelings
doing everything i can do, to forget these memories
The consist reminder of the
little white marks
The memory of the blood, smearing on my wrist
the feeling that washes through me
The image of the thin rough knife
comes lashing down
some times i think its all but a dream
until i search for the little white marks
i know this all but a reminder
of what i have become
the person who i was
mean, cruel, hateful
Trying to erase those feelings
doing everything i can do, to forget these memories
The consist reminder of the
little white marks
The memory of the blood, smearing on my wrist
the feeling that washes through me
The image of the thin rough knife
comes lashing down
some times i think its all but a dream
until i search for the little white marks
i know this all but a reminder
of what i have become
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SELF POEM
Published
7th Nov 2013 7:58pm
7th Nov 2013 7:58pm
my last words
i am done
i have been fighting a battle for years inside of me
nothing have seemed to work
why do i feel so helpless?
my parents think i am a screw up
everyone eles thinks i am a bitch
i mean maybe their right
i cant seem to do anything right
everyday i am slowly dying inside
all the happiness drains out of me
left with nothing
i hate myself for disappointing my family
maybe if i go all this would be over
all the stares and glances i get
the whispering behind my back
the looks of disappointment in everyones faces
cant they see...
i have been fighting a battle for years inside of me
nothing have seemed to work
why do i feel so helpless?
my parents think i am a screw up
everyone eles thinks i am a bitch
i mean maybe their right
i cant seem to do anything right
everyday i am slowly dying inside
all the happiness drains out of me
left with nothing
i hate myself for disappointing my family
maybe if i go all this would be over
all the stares and glances i get
the whispering behind my back
the looks of disappointment in everyones faces
cant they see...
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DARK POEM
Published
29th Oct 2013 9:07pm
29th Oct 2013 9:07pm
my play full game
death will come by quick
just close your eyes
and wait, till it comes around
i watch you acrossthe room
see your face full of rage
laughing when you scream in anger
telling you to not waste your time
you dont have much time to live
im growing impatient
with your struggles to get up
i look at the clock
its about time
i look at you and smile
my wicked smile
sitting, tied to the bed
you watch, as i move towards you
you know its time
i can see the fear in your eyes
it just makes me laugh even harder!
at last im...
just close your eyes
and wait, till it comes around
i watch you acrossthe room
see your face full of rage
laughing when you scream in anger
telling you to not waste your time
you dont have much time to live
im growing impatient
with your struggles to get up
i look at the clock
its about time
i look at you and smile
my wicked smile
sitting, tied to the bed
you watch, as i move towards you
you know its time
i can see the fear in your eyes
it just makes me laugh even harder!
at last im...
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DARK POEM
Published
8th Oct 2013 11:41pm
8th Oct 2013 11:41pm
helpless cold echoes
echo of screams
run through the house
loud crashes, doors banging
cries in the basement
blood dripping from the walls
i cry out in pain
the smell of blood is overpowering
chained to a wall
heat in the room
i feel as if my flesh is burning
my heart is pounding
i think this is how i am going to die
cold to the bone
sitting there helplessly
my thoughts are screaming through my mind
pain is everywhere and so as blood
sitting here and trying not to pass out
i try to sit up and see
only to find someone over the top of...
run through the house
loud crashes, doors banging
cries in the basement
blood dripping from the walls
i cry out in pain
the smell of blood is overpowering
chained to a wall
heat in the room
i feel as if my flesh is burning
my heart is pounding
i think this is how i am going to die
cold to the bone
sitting there helplessly
my thoughts are screaming through my mind
pain is everywhere and so as blood
sitting here and trying not to pass out
i try to sit up and see
only to find someone over the top of...
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DARK POEM
Published
7th Oct 2013 10:04pm
7th Oct 2013 10:04pm
drip drip drip
blood...
that drips and drips
i can feel the wetness on my wrist
i looked down
to find that I have cutted to deep
pain rushing in
the throbbing sensation on my wrist
focusing on the pain i feel from the cuts
instead of the pain i feel
that grows inside of me
the pain is the only thing that keeps me alive
watching the thin blade slide over and over again
watching the blood that drips and slides down afterwards
trying to remind myself...
not to cut so deep all the time
just feeling the blade slashing through my skin
shuts out all...
that drips and drips
i can feel the wetness on my wrist
i looked down
to find that I have cutted to deep
pain rushing in
the throbbing sensation on my wrist
focusing on the pain i feel from the cuts
instead of the pain i feel
that grows inside of me
the pain is the only thing that keeps me alive
watching the thin blade slide over and over again
watching the blood that drips and slides down afterwards
trying to remind myself...
not to cut so deep all the time
just feeling the blade slashing through my skin
shuts out all...
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
5th Oct 2013 11:13pm
5th Oct 2013 11:13pm
i'm sorry
i'm sorry for all the pain i put yiu through
i'm sorry for leaving you so soon
i'm sorry for not staying and fighting my way back
leaving you was the last thing on my mind
i just needed away from myself and everyone else
everthing i saw just turned into mymadness
i was falling hard,and couldn't find a way to stop
i screamed and yelled for help
no one never once came
i needed out of this world
i couldn't think ofanything else to do
i couldnt be here anymore
so i left
only i was wrong
i'm sorry for leaving you so soon
i'm sorry for not staying and fighting my way back
leaving you was the last thing on my mind
i just needed away from myself and everyone else
everthing i saw just turned into mymadness
i was falling hard,and couldn't find a way to stop
i screamed and yelled for help
no one never once came
i needed out of this world
i couldn't think ofanything else to do
i couldnt be here anymore
so i left
only i was wrong
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
5th Oct 2013 10:56pm
5th Oct 2013 10:56pm
time
time is running out
and your heart needs to say so much more
but the heart that should hear
they are gone now forever
and you are left with a broken heart
that will soon crumble up into pieces
if it is not to late already
and your heart needs to say so much more
but the heart that should hear
they are gone now forever
and you are left with a broken heart
that will soon crumble up into pieces
if it is not to late already
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SELF POEM
Published
27th Sep 2013 9:18pm
27th Sep 2013 9:18pm
pain
all the pain you feel
clawing out your heart
its hard to ignore
all the screams you hear
inside your head
every minute, every hour, every day
all the pain,all the screams
you can hide or you can run
but you can never escapes
the pain you feel
clawing out your heart
its hard to ignore
all the screams you hear
inside your head
every minute, every hour, every day
all the pain,all the screams
you can hide or you can run
but you can never escapes
the pain you feel
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
22nd Sep 2013 5:52am
22nd Sep 2013 5:52am
the end is here
Darkness is coming
the end is coming
we will all die
sitting in the darkness
listening to all the screams and cries
everyone is dying
i can't breathe
laying here helpless
waiting for death to come
the end is coming
we will all die
sitting in the darkness
listening to all the screams and cries
everyone is dying
i can't breathe
laying here helpless
waiting for death to come
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SELF POEM
Published
21st Sep 2013 6:20pm
21st Sep 2013 6:20pm
everywhere
everywhere i look, everywhere i go
i cant run, i cant breathe
i try not to think
anger builds up inside, fear builds up inside
i cannot think, when everyone thinks im crazy
no one understands me
i need out!
clawing at the walls, the inside of my heart
screaming in my head
what have I've done
im sitting in my own puddle of blood
im screaming, but no one can me
i realized i am alone
forever....
i cant run, i cant breathe
i try not to think
anger builds up inside, fear builds up inside
i cannot think, when everyone thinks im crazy
no one understands me
i need out!
clawing at the walls, the inside of my heart
screaming in my head
what have I've done
im sitting in my own puddle of blood
im screaming, but no one can me
i realized i am alone
forever....
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