Submissions by delusionalfreakk66 (Mina)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
25th May 2012 4:57am
25th May 2012 4:57am
all the shit a mess in my head
life is like a box of chocolate yih never know wut yur ganna get but in the end you know yur happy but at the dame time its like its something that has caught yuh in yur own world where nothing makes scence anymore should i leave or should i stay or should i just shot myself in the head with a 22 caliver just to get the pain away or is this all a dream from everything ive seen im haunted in this life walking the fragil line with death on the other side tell them im on vacation say i went to visit friends that yuh aint hurd from meh for awhile that i dissapperad like it was ment to do ...
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SELF POEM
Published
3rd May 2012 10:24pm
3rd May 2012 10:24pm
demons...
demons take me...
to a world of nothing with
no sanity left in me,every boundery
broken into nothing but no one is listening
that the real me is fading into eternity of nothingless a mental persuit of happieness look into me see yur bitter reality as you can c your drownding into to ice cold reverse shycotherhpy
to a world of nothing with
no sanity left in me,every boundery
broken into nothing but no one is listening
that the real me is fading into eternity of nothingless a mental persuit of happieness look into me see yur bitter reality as you can c your drownding into to ice cold reverse shycotherhpy
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SELF POEM
Published
20th Apr 2012 2:20pm
20th Apr 2012 2:20pm
THY DISHONED BY THY ONE SHE LOVED.....
Thy is not worth
Thy is not happy
By thy dishoning pain
She has hurt me nomore
Because thy shal stay strong
Thy shal stand tall
The dark hours arnt here yet
But thy can see it
It isnt as good as evil itself
My mother
Thy owner
My lover
My creater has left me
In ruins
Shes broken me
Shes ripped me
Now shes completely done with me
Shes left me for nothing
Ripped my soul to nothing
Now theirs blood pouring ohh no its just my bloody tears crying
All the lyes that are once said are dying
Ever so...
Thy is not happy
By thy dishoning pain
She has hurt me nomore
Because thy shal stay strong
Thy shal stand tall
The dark hours arnt here yet
But thy can see it
It isnt as good as evil itself
My mother
Thy owner
My lover
My creater has left me
In ruins
Shes broken me
Shes ripped me
Now shes completely done with me
Shes left me for nothing
Ripped my soul to nothing
Now theirs blood pouring ohh no its just my bloody tears crying
All the lyes that are once said are dying
Ever so...
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SELF POEM
Published
26th Mar 2012 3:21am
26th Mar 2012 3:21am
You...
Milk it for all it's worth, make sure you get there first
The apple of your eye, the rotten core inside
We are all prisoners, things couldn't get much worse
I've had it up to here, you know your end is near
You had to have it all, well have you had enough ?
You greedy little bastard, you will get what you deserve
When all is said and done, I will be the one
To leave you in your misery and hate what you've become
Intoxicated eyes, no longer live that life
You should have learned by now, I'll burn this whole world down
I need some peace of mind, no...
The apple of your eye, the rotten core inside
We are all prisoners, things couldn't get much worse
I've had it up to here, you know your end is near
You had to have it all, well have you had enough ?
You greedy little bastard, you will get what you deserve
When all is said and done, I will be the one
To leave you in your misery and hate what you've become
Intoxicated eyes, no longer live that life
You should have learned by now, I'll burn this whole world down
I need some peace of mind, no...
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SELF POEM
Published
6th Mar 2012 6:34pm
6th Mar 2012 6:34pm
dreams are becoming to real
jezz my dreams get the best of my
tearing every part of me scratchez all
over my body its crazy but hurting like burning
i wake up alone every morning like really this aint happening
theirs no such thing as demons attacking
me cuz im guarded by my guardian angel
he keeps me warm fills me with dreams but every
scence my heart stoped beating it took the rest of me
my soul completely fading like an unstopable goal this thing wont
leave untill it steals every part of my look at me
can you c me im fuking fading into nothing
tearing every part of me scratchez all
over my body its crazy but hurting like burning
i wake up alone every morning like really this aint happening
theirs no such thing as demons attacking
me cuz im guarded by my guardian angel
he keeps me warm fills me with dreams but every
scence my heart stoped beating it took the rest of me
my soul completely fading like an unstopable goal this thing wont
leave untill it steals every part of my look at me
can you c me im fuking fading into nothing
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LOVE POEM
Published
6th Mar 2012 4:52am
6th Mar 2012 4:52am
REMEMBER,,,,,
Theirs a rememberance of the past
still in my head i feel sometimes i am
going crazy and others im delusional alil
too much im looking threw the old box of notes found
the pictures you were looking for i told myself i wont miss you
but i remember wut it feels right beside you and i think you should know that you deserve better then me i have no more fight to go on nor do i want to be hurt constently lied to when you asked me to marry you but you gotta baby mama, a gurlfriend but your in love with me ? like really i cant stand to fight or take wuts flying at me i will...
still in my head i feel sometimes i am
going crazy and others im delusional alil
too much im looking threw the old box of notes found
the pictures you were looking for i told myself i wont miss you
but i remember wut it feels right beside you and i think you should know that you deserve better then me i have no more fight to go on nor do i want to be hurt constently lied to when you asked me to marry you but you gotta baby mama, a gurlfriend but your in love with me ? like really i cant stand to fight or take wuts flying at me i will...
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SELF POEM
Published
27th Feb 2012 6:09am
27th Feb 2012 6:09am
i think im in love
i think im in love
theirs this feeling of lust
ive never felt b4 i met you your
perfect,everything i want,everything i need
everything i find gud to me fuk wut people say they can
hate cuz i think im finally happy for what i acheived
i love yur laugh i love yur smile yur everything too perfect for words its so hard to show this cuz for now i dont know how to say this
theirs this feeling of lust
ive never felt b4 i met you your
perfect,everything i want,everything i need
everything i find gud to me fuk wut people say they can
hate cuz i think im finally happy for what i acheived
i love yur laugh i love yur smile yur everything too perfect for words its so hard to show this cuz for now i dont know how to say this
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SELF POEM
Published
23rd Feb 2012 6:39am
23rd Feb 2012 6:39am
now i lay me down to sleep...
Now i lay me down to sleep
I pray shangri-la my soul to keep,
But if I'm dead b4 i wake i pray to ninjas,
my axe to take, pass it on, from clown to clown
and all have fun from the underground
swining hatchets
now worldwide
Hatchets held high Thats Juggalo pride ;)
I pray shangri-la my soul to keep,
But if I'm dead b4 i wake i pray to ninjas,
my axe to take, pass it on, from clown to clown
and all have fun from the underground
swining hatchets
now worldwide
Hatchets held high Thats Juggalo pride ;)
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SELF POEM
Published
21st Feb 2012 12:09pm
21st Feb 2012 12:09pm
So fed up
I am so fed up
to the point that
shit doesnt matter anymore
i cant do shit right in this dumass place
and tbh i really want out of this cage
it feels that im being locked down
with no way out or around they locked me
hear forever young and now they think itll
be fine but im completely strung
"I want out" they hear me cry
everybody i c laughs at me and lies
"im going crazy" but they dont understand
that people like me need to be free
we cant be locked up like this cuz were just
ganna plain flip im so so done...
to the point that
shit doesnt matter anymore
i cant do shit right in this dumass place
and tbh i really want out of this cage
it feels that im being locked down
with no way out or around they locked me
hear forever young and now they think itll
be fine but im completely strung
"I want out" they hear me cry
everybody i c laughs at me and lies
"im going crazy" but they dont understand
that people like me need to be free
we cant be locked up like this cuz were just
ganna plain flip im so so done...
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LOVE POEM
Published
21st Feb 2012 6:04am
21st Feb 2012 6:04am
L.O.V,E
Love is just an icy wind
witch blows between cold
hearts,as i stand here in this
breeze i know our love departs
time a truth the old will tell
a storie to teach the young
so i lie here in this grave no
air in either lungs
pain is just a pleasure
lost it rips away the fear
now i sit here looking bck
remourse in every tear
black is but this winter morne
it tells of time gone by and as i
sit here looking bck
I know our love must die...
witch blows between cold
hearts,as i stand here in this
breeze i know our love departs
time a truth the old will tell
a storie to teach the young
so i lie here in this grave no
air in either lungs
pain is just a pleasure
lost it rips away the fear
now i sit here looking bck
remourse in every tear
black is but this winter morne
it tells of time gone by and as i
sit here looking bck
I know our love must die...
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SELF POEM
Published
20th Feb 2012 7:39pm
20th Feb 2012 7:39pm
Im bck
Nigguh im bck
now ima do me
ima spit this rap
like i was a og
i got this bitch on lock
from head to toe my flow is so deep
this life we all live have their ups and
down but now this whole fukin town is maken a frown
their aint shit er and i know dat for a fact
dis bitch better get hur ass bck b4 she gets smacked
im done with the drama we all live it and when we dont face it
we all will hide from it i dont have shit to give unless i get shit bck im tired of bein someones overhang bag im done serven the dead and all its deciples and the pigs...
now ima do me
ima spit this rap
like i was a og
i got this bitch on lock
from head to toe my flow is so deep
this life we all live have their ups and
down but now this whole fukin town is maken a frown
their aint shit er and i know dat for a fact
dis bitch better get hur ass bck b4 she gets smacked
im done with the drama we all live it and when we dont face it
we all will hide from it i dont have shit to give unless i get shit bck im tired of bein someones overhang bag im done serven the dead and all its deciples and the pigs...
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SELF POEM
Published
17th Feb 2012 5:14am
17th Feb 2012 5:14am
So alone</3
Hmm soo alone wut should i do
ive said this over and over again
im just plain threw my brother says i
stay bored but now i think hes right
i need to get out of the house for abit
but i just got bck,this bed is so lonely
listening to music and thinking will i ever
find my special one,the one i can call my own
and to be owned?
Time goes on tick by tick and theirs so may
things making me sick from friends, to family
even exs too trobleing decisions and yet still
aint shit to do im tired of thinking cuz the
memories we usually try to...
ive said this over and over again
im just plain threw my brother says i
stay bored but now i think hes right
i need to get out of the house for abit
but i just got bck,this bed is so lonely
listening to music and thinking will i ever
find my special one,the one i can call my own
and to be owned?
Time goes on tick by tick and theirs so may
things making me sick from friends, to family
even exs too trobleing decisions and yet still
aint shit to do im tired of thinking cuz the
memories we usually try to...
716 reads
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