Submissions by deathscar
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
LOVE POEM
Published
24th Oct 2014 2:07am
24th Oct 2014 2:07am
Craving for scars
Its like I'm dead to people
And I'm blinded by love
The scars that's never heal
I'm craving for another
The love I never noticed
They caress at the most
I pushes the love away
Let me craved, the scars is made
Deep inside I'm dying for love
But everywhere I goes the masks
I wore over and over they'll never notice
Let's love come to me I'll never see
The scars I carved I'm relieved the pain
Let me craved where another scar is made
When love is here I'm free again
And I'm blinded by love
The scars that's never heal
I'm craving for another
The love I never noticed
They caress at the most
I pushes the love away
Let me craved, the scars is made
Deep inside I'm dying for love
But everywhere I goes the masks
I wore over and over they'll never notice
Let's love come to me I'll never see
The scars I carved I'm relieved the pain
Let me craved where another scar is made
When love is here I'm free again
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
13th Oct 2014 9:01am
13th Oct 2014 9:01am
suicidal help
Suicides not only because they did it for no reasons
They did it to get rid of the pain, the stuff they been battling
Self-harming, depression issues, abusive problem and bullying
The more they dealt with, the more they're waiting for time
The right time, perfect timing where no one can stop them
The only people who suicidal is the one whose dying for help
But can't find anyone who could help them, the one whose weak
So do me a favor and save those people whose going thru that stage
Never tell them to go kill themselves, it could possibly made it worst...
They did it to get rid of the pain, the stuff they been battling
Self-harming, depression issues, abusive problem and bullying
The more they dealt with, the more they're waiting for time
The right time, perfect timing where no one can stop them
The only people who suicidal is the one whose dying for help
But can't find anyone who could help them, the one whose weak
So do me a favor and save those people whose going thru that stage
Never tell them to go kill themselves, it could possibly made it worst...
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LOVE POEM
Published
13th Oct 2014 8:57am
13th Oct 2014 8:57am
No Phonecalls
Another night without a call
Another night I eager to linger
Oh why haven't you called, my dear?
I have not heard from you in over a month
Please be okay, tell me what is wrong
I missed your voice, your text, and letters
All the times I spent with you now no longer here
I called and called, the phone disconnected
I pray and pray hoping nothing happened
I cried til I couldn't shed a tear no more
Baby why haven't you called, say something!
I'm losing hope, losing love everything I had
No longer be found, no longer for it to be reappear
Please...
Another night I eager to linger
Oh why haven't you called, my dear?
I have not heard from you in over a month
Please be okay, tell me what is wrong
I missed your voice, your text, and letters
All the times I spent with you now no longer here
I called and called, the phone disconnected
I pray and pray hoping nothing happened
I cried til I couldn't shed a tear no more
Baby why haven't you called, say something!
I'm losing hope, losing love everything I had
No longer be found, no longer for it to be reappear
Please...
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STORY POEM
Published
8th Oct 2014 6:15am
8th Oct 2014 6:15am
Annebelle
Before the count of three, there's another scar
Before the tears fall, the rapist came to rape me
I try to fight thru this, but I fail many, many times
I begun to eat less and less, becoming anorexic
The rapist know I'm not as strong as he is
So each night he threw me in the basement, the horror began
Rape me over and over, I screamed trying to find help
But no one was near us, just the rapist and I
I hated him, he knew I'm troubled if I tell
I ignored every little movement he makes
Every glance he makes, because he was a father
Who raped his own...
Before the tears fall, the rapist came to rape me
I try to fight thru this, but I fail many, many times
I begun to eat less and less, becoming anorexic
The rapist know I'm not as strong as he is
So each night he threw me in the basement, the horror began
Rape me over and over, I screamed trying to find help
But no one was near us, just the rapist and I
I hated him, he knew I'm troubled if I tell
I ignored every little movement he makes
Every glance he makes, because he was a father
Who raped his own...
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SELF POEM
Published
27th Aug 2014 6:30am
27th Aug 2014 6:30am
I'm poetic
My voice oh so poetic as it sound
I can never get enough as the poet writes
Creative, depression, happiness, who care?
Let it be heard for the goods to win
Let it be heard for the worst to leave the world..
I can never get enough as the poet writes
Creative, depression, happiness, who care?
Let it be heard for the goods to win
Let it be heard for the worst to leave the world..
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ANGER POEM
Published
1st Aug 2014 9:15am
1st Aug 2014 9:15am
Fakers
Whores gotta lot to learn
Nothing amazing bout them cheaters
But to play games everyday
Liars be spitting shitful of deceivers
Dramatics never grow up
As if they'll stays young
The person who blame shit on people
Hell the only thing you're blaming is yourself
When, bloody hell, will you stop faking
Grow up and be more realistic?
Nothing amazing bout them cheaters
But to play games everyday
Liars be spitting shitful of deceivers
Dramatics never grow up
As if they'll stays young
The person who blame shit on people
Hell the only thing you're blaming is yourself
When, bloody hell, will you stop faking
Grow up and be more realistic?
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DARK POEM
Published
7th Jul 2014 1:39am
7th Jul 2014 1:39am
Speak of The Darkness
Here to I'll never live
Here to where I'll die for
If you were to give me peace
I'll give my heart to break
Give the quietness, speak of the dead
Don't speak of the darkness alone
As my body break in disaster
Here to I'll never live
Here to where I'll die for
Left the peace alone
Speak of the darkness alive
Here to where I'll die for
If you were to give me peace
I'll give my heart to break
Give the quietness, speak of the dead
Don't speak of the darkness alone
As my body break in disaster
Here to I'll never live
Here to where I'll die for
Left the peace alone
Speak of the darkness alive
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DARK POEM
Published
16th Jun 2014 2:51am
16th Jun 2014 2:51am
Suicidal
Gun to head, ready to shoot
Be ready cause I'm not giving any signs
Oh baby, don't you remember the good times?
The time we spent, the happiness
Now my heart torn into pieces
Like a machine shredding papers
in my hand is a small silvery gun
Pointing straight at my head
No worry, I'll be fine, I'll be okay
Just worry about yourself, not me
I'm not worth it nor am I that important
You wanted me dead so here I am
About to make it happen, making it real
One goes the thoughts could not be forgotten
Two, many tears rolling the face, like...
Be ready cause I'm not giving any signs
Oh baby, don't you remember the good times?
The time we spent, the happiness
Now my heart torn into pieces
Like a machine shredding papers
in my hand is a small silvery gun
Pointing straight at my head
No worry, I'll be fine, I'll be okay
Just worry about yourself, not me
I'm not worth it nor am I that important
You wanted me dead so here I am
About to make it happen, making it real
One goes the thoughts could not be forgotten
Two, many tears rolling the face, like...
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SELF POEM
Published
8th Jun 2014 8:56am
8th Jun 2014 8:56am
Everything is not ok
I'm a bit lonely tonight
But I won't say if I am
You may think I'm alright
When I know I'm failing
I comes with a fake smile
As people think nothing is wrong
I try to scream "help me!"
Yet no word have been heard
I lied with a smile when they asked
A smile that hide all my emotions
When deep inside I know
That everything is not going to be ok
You'll find out one day, just one day
That once everything is a lie
You'll realize that everything is not ok
But I won't say if I am
You may think I'm alright
When I know I'm failing
I comes with a fake smile
As people think nothing is wrong
I try to scream "help me!"
Yet no word have been heard
I lied with a smile when they asked
A smile that hide all my emotions
When deep inside I know
That everything is not going to be ok
You'll find out one day, just one day
That once everything is a lie
You'll realize that everything is not ok
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LOVE POEM
Published
5th Jun 2014 6:48am
5th Jun 2014 6:48am
The Lying Game
Those words spoken into lies
You believe every bits of it
Sometimes no reasons
Or they left you for good
Sure they're cheating on you
But yet also they lied
Nothing you could do about it
But to cry your eyes out
Thinking why they have to lie
To make you feel dumber than ever
You believe every bits of it
Sometimes no reasons
Or they left you for good
Sure they're cheating on you
But yet also they lied
Nothing you could do about it
But to cry your eyes out
Thinking why they have to lie
To make you feel dumber than ever
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LOVE POEM
Published
5th Jun 2014 6:44am
5th Jun 2014 6:44am
Those Lying Words
You have tricked me
After all these years, you said,
"I love you and I will never leave you"
I took those words and kept it
Like a girl kept a diary to herself
When I try talking to you
You, you just completely ignored me
My feelings of happiness went to depression
All because of you have lied
Because I have fell for your lying words
Which I thought it would come true
Why and how could you do that?
You don't know how much I loves you
I guess you didn't loves me like I love you
Because now my heart have shattered into pieces...
After all these years, you said,
"I love you and I will never leave you"
I took those words and kept it
Like a girl kept a diary to herself
When I try talking to you
You, you just completely ignored me
My feelings of happiness went to depression
All because of you have lied
Because I have fell for your lying words
Which I thought it would come true
Why and how could you do that?
You don't know how much I loves you
I guess you didn't loves me like I love you
Because now my heart have shattered into pieces...
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SELF POEM
Published
1st Jun 2014 6:41am
1st Jun 2014 6:41am
Faking My Smile
Feeling a bit lonely tonight
But I won't say that I'm hurt
Wont say that I'm depress
Cause I know you will worry sick
You know I fake it all
Can't you see I'm faking my smile?
Maybe not cause you thought I'm perfectly fine
When I know something is bothering me
I'm always smiling to hide the emotions
I'm always lying so you can believe me
So that you wont have to worry
To let you know happiness is not my thing
But faking my smile knowing you won't worry is
But I won't say that I'm hurt
Wont say that I'm depress
Cause I know you will worry sick
You know I fake it all
Can't you see I'm faking my smile?
Maybe not cause you thought I'm perfectly fine
When I know something is bothering me
I'm always smiling to hide the emotions
I'm always lying so you can believe me
So that you wont have to worry
To let you know happiness is not my thing
But faking my smile knowing you won't worry is
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