Submissions by darknessengulfsme

by darknessengulfsme

DEAR GOD.

ARE you there?
if you are please save me
from these demons, from my nightmare.

many a night i've spent on my knees.
praying to you, i'm hurt and in pain !
can't you see.

do you not see the blood drippin.
the scars,the sickness,my demons..
that keep these razors cutting and ripping.

I want to believe in you,
believe in your power!

but i lose more faith ,
more will power,and blood by the hour!

They whisper in my ear,
god, they laugh at me!
they say your not real!...

learning to love?
by darknessengulfsme

learning to love?
watching a baby smile.
a sunset on the beach,
golden heavens above.

is the demons really gone?
the razors cease!
have something,
I've never known.

could love be this real?
to drive the darkness out,
and make a blackened heart feel?

to feel something so true,
love unscathed,
love brand new.

i can only pray it's not a dream.
that the blood quit's drippin,
that i can sleep in peace,
and the demons not scream.

i hope,
i pray to...

the beckoning razor.
by darknessengulfsme

noone know's what i feel,
I smile on the outside,inside i bleed still.

Noone can see my pain
and i'm the only one to blame.

I created my own hell,a story of tragedy
A story i'll never tell.

I love my demon's,after all their mine.
even though they've scarred my body a many a time.

it's the release of pulling a razor across my skin,
in my world i'm free then.

but then i feel love,I awake to my beautifull daughter,
standing over me smiling from above.

and i turn...

Lifeless
by darknessengulfsme

The last few drips of blood touches the ground
A heart that beats no more a body never found.

A soul wondering in darkness where few will ever go
Never to laugh in the sunlight
Love I will never know.

A body abused beyond repair
Life lived in hate
Fed by fear and despair.

Bred by shadows that did not care
A parents love they would never share.

A world of pain left all alone
Childhood of torture fianally gone.

I leave this world to go on to better place
no more suffering...