Submissions by damagedandbroken
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
untitled
The begining
I watch you everyday
And it simply breaks my heart
To see you everyday in pain
From the start
Please dont try to hide it
I can see it in your eyes
Do you really think when you show your pain
It takes me by surprise?
Years later
I still can see your pain
Youve stopped trying to hide it
Now Ill ask you how you feel
And often your answer is spdp
Same pain diffrent day...
It breaks my heart to
Hear you say that everyday..
Knowing there is nothing I can do.
I watch you everyday
And it simply breaks my heart
To see you everyday in pain
From the start
Please dont try to hide it
I can see it in your eyes
Do you really think when you show your pain
It takes me by surprise?
Years later
I still can see your pain
Youve stopped trying to hide it
Now Ill ask you how you feel
And often your answer is spdp
Same pain diffrent day...
It breaks my heart to
Hear you say that everyday..
Knowing there is nothing I can do.
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lifeless
She sits alone waiting for something
She cries into the dark
Screaming letting her pain
And frustration out with all her might
Its to late now
She had slit her wrist
She felt her life ebbing away
As her lifes blood draining
At a rait
nobody could stop it..
She was dieing
She could feel no regret
this would make everything better..
They found her
In a pool of her own blood
"Is She alive?"
Her mothers histerical voice
She felt someone check her pulse.
She is breathing
But only just
...
She cries into the dark
Screaming letting her pain
And frustration out with all her might
Its to late now
She had slit her wrist
She felt her life ebbing away
As her lifes blood draining
At a rait
nobody could stop it..
She was dieing
She could feel no regret
this would make everything better..
They found her
In a pool of her own blood
"Is She alive?"
Her mothers histerical voice
She felt someone check her pulse.
She is breathing
But only just
...
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stay strong
ol I dlot tlook llllike a trash can today..
Because Im round.. another fat joke
Wow how fucking original..
Yet it hurts sttill..
And I wonderd why I close myself off to people around me.
Its still early but I feel like crying..
People like that are the reason I hate myself
But Ill do my best
And try to stay strong..
Because Im round.. another fat joke
Wow how fucking original..
Yet it hurts sttill..
And I wonderd why I close myself off to people around me.
Its still early but I feel like crying..
People like that are the reason I hate myself
But Ill do my best
And try to stay strong..
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Broke Inside </3
Fell hard when I wouldnt let myself fall at all
Didnt see it till to late
I'd pushed to hard... you walked away
Didnt relize then the road Id taken
Would end up with my heart. Breaken
I wanted to forget you
But everywhere I go...
Is a memory of you
Its like my heart breaks again
Everytime I think of you
My hearts starts to race..
Warm turns to cold
Roses arnt red anymore
And colors arnt so bold
The world starts turning fast
I just cant get a grasp
My heart just wont let go
My minds telling me no! ...
Didnt see it till to late
I'd pushed to hard... you walked away
Didnt relize then the road Id taken
Would end up with my heart. Breaken
I wanted to forget you
But everywhere I go...
Is a memory of you
Its like my heart breaks again
Everytime I think of you
My hearts starts to race..
Warm turns to cold
Roses arnt red anymore
And colors arnt so bold
The world starts turning fast
I just cant get a grasp
My heart just wont let go
My minds telling me no! ...
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Forbidden Fountain
I've got scars on my wrist Cause I doubled my fist
And drew the silver blade,
To open the fountain of the deepst red
That society forbade.
As emotions overwhelmed I said Fuck the world
And did it again and again
Long sleeves. And fake smiles
Pretending I'm okay.. In reality I'm dieing
But no one seems to care.
I'm tierd of people telling me that life just isnt fair!
Seek me, beat me, save me from myself..
I've got scars on my wrist cause I doubled my fist
And drew the silver blade... Once... Twice..
three times..
Its not deep...
And drew the silver blade,
To open the fountain of the deepst red
That society forbade.
As emotions overwhelmed I said Fuck the world
And did it again and again
Long sleeves. And fake smiles
Pretending I'm okay.. In reality I'm dieing
But no one seems to care.
I'm tierd of people telling me that life just isnt fair!
Seek me, beat me, save me from myself..
I've got scars on my wrist cause I doubled my fist
And drew the silver blade... Once... Twice..
three times..
Its not deep...
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confusion and pain
My heart aches and I dont know why.
Sometimes I wonder
Why I even try.. My heart
Is so broken
I dont know if will ever mend enough..
Sometimes i have to ask...
Why do I bother? Tell me why?!
So as days go by and
I try to forget the things
That i really regret.
So I pull the razor from its hiding place..
And draw that bloody line
Watching as the bead turns
Into a trickle and a trickle to a stream..
As tears fall from my eyes
From the never ending pain...
Sometimes I wonder
Why I even try.. My heart
Is so broken
I dont know if will ever mend enough..
Sometimes i have to ask...
Why do I bother? Tell me why?!
So as days go by and
I try to forget the things
That i really regret.
So I pull the razor from its hiding place..
And draw that bloody line
Watching as the bead turns
Into a trickle and a trickle to a stream..
As tears fall from my eyes
From the never ending pain...
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its a bitch
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dangerouse addiction
Cold biting metal that causes
Pain i crave so much.
I guess I really am that fucked up.
I hide my scars
And hide my pain. All this was truly done
In vain.
My scars,my pain, my shame
I pull down my sleeves and try
to hide these things
But eventualy the truth comes out.
They see my scars
They scream and shout
They tell me what I was doing.. is wrong
But I knew already
There could be no doubt
Even as I cried in the dark..
I knew it was wrong
As i drew the cold biting metal
Across my wrist
Digging deeper...
Pain i crave so much.
I guess I really am that fucked up.
I hide my scars
And hide my pain. All this was truly done
In vain.
My scars,my pain, my shame
I pull down my sleeves and try
to hide these things
But eventualy the truth comes out.
They see my scars
They scream and shout
They tell me what I was doing.. is wrong
But I knew already
There could be no doubt
Even as I cried in the dark..
I knew it was wrong
As i drew the cold biting metal
Across my wrist
Digging deeper...
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Lost cause
Staring out this window
As memories engulf me,
A diffrent time, diffrent place,
Diffrent person standing in this space.
Wishing that I knew then what I know now,
Would it still be a lost cause?
Could I have changed it? Made it right,
Enstead of crying myself to sleep at night.
Is this a lost cause? Have I skrewed things up so badly..
I cant fix them?
As memories engulf me,
A diffrent time, diffrent place,
Diffrent person standing in this space.
Wishing that I knew then what I know now,
Would it still be a lost cause?
Could I have changed it? Made it right,
Enstead of crying myself to sleep at night.
Is this a lost cause? Have I skrewed things up so badly..
I cant fix them?
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hiding
I cutt my wrists
And blacken my eyes
I use this smile to hide my lies..
I'm okay.. Everything is just fine..
You believe me...
Thats just fine... You dont see through
The tears I. Hide behind
But its okay that you dont see
That while I'm smiling...
Inside I'm dieing..
And blacken my eyes
I use this smile to hide my lies..
I'm okay.. Everything is just fine..
You believe me...
Thats just fine... You dont see through
The tears I. Hide behind
But its okay that you dont see
That while I'm smiling...
Inside I'm dieing..
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