Submissions by crickstreetking
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
i am an observer more than a poet
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When the feel becomes to much to bear,the weight crushes the soul
To get out from under this heavy cloud,another life must be stoled
The rip the tear,the lips a beautiful blue,the feeling of god as they beg and pray to you
Just like the childs story they sell all so well,you are merciless like the fabled one that cast satan to hell
No laws of this world do you obey,like a god you pick the ones who get to leave or stay
No one will understand the beast that you are,your hate of life,you are a living scar
A wound brought on by a world...
To get out from under this heavy cloud,another life must be stoled
The rip the tear,the lips a beautiful blue,the feeling of god as they beg and pray to you
Just like the childs story they sell all so well,you are merciless like the fabled one that cast satan to hell
No laws of this world do you obey,like a god you pick the ones who get to leave or stay
No one will understand the beast that you are,your hate of life,you are a living scar
A wound brought on by a world...
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for you i die to live
If i died tomorrow would tears roll down your face,
Would you understand that your hand held the blade.
When i think of you the razor touches skin,
Without warning i feel the slice oh so thin.
The hurt is the release my soul yearns for,
For a few precious seconds my heart hurts no more.
Deep as the cut is as deep as i feel,
Blood dripping to the carpet seems so unreal.
In a blink the agony turns to sweet bliss,
The sorrow of knowing i can never share this.
All the long sleeves and the hoodies i wear,
Are not from the cold...
Would you understand that your hand held the blade.
When i think of you the razor touches skin,
Without warning i feel the slice oh so thin.
The hurt is the release my soul yearns for,
For a few precious seconds my heart hurts no more.
Deep as the cut is as deep as i feel,
Blood dripping to the carpet seems so unreal.
In a blink the agony turns to sweet bliss,
The sorrow of knowing i can never share this.
All the long sleeves and the hoodies i wear,
Are not from the cold...
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relive
I search in this darkness for a way out,lost in the smoke of a signal fire that no one see"s.
The light barely penetrates through the mist of my fogged mind, and still i crawl along to you.
Pain is the fuel that my screaming engine needs,i devour it as if it were gasoline.
Whisperes tear out of my soul to be lost in the wind,a journey into madness is where i began to end.
If i died tomorrow would it be soon enough,as the parade of clowns line up for the viewing.
The spirit of the broken heart so dead but so strong,it stalks the desires...
The light barely penetrates through the mist of my fogged mind, and still i crawl along to you.
Pain is the fuel that my screaming engine needs,i devour it as if it were gasoline.
Whisperes tear out of my soul to be lost in the wind,a journey into madness is where i began to end.
If i died tomorrow would it be soon enough,as the parade of clowns line up for the viewing.
The spirit of the broken heart so dead but so strong,it stalks the desires...
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7o 1 of 2
This dream will fade away,to my memories of yesterday
To that place i fear to go,that place that leaves my heart cold
It will be placed amongst the memories,i try not to recall
That jumbled up mess of feelings that leaves your soul so raw
That place where hopes and dreams are painted black
Where cruel words are spoken and cannot be taken back
We shut it out and act like it does not exsist
This place i put you and your sweet kiss
To that place i fear to go,that place that leaves my heart cold
It will be placed amongst the memories,i try not to recall
That jumbled up mess of feelings that leaves your soul so raw
That place where hopes and dreams are painted black
Where cruel words are spoken and cannot be taken back
We shut it out and act like it does not exsist
This place i put you and your sweet kiss
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smokin
the shades are drawn,the tv is turned down low
guess what im doing,i think you know
im creeping from room to room,on the prowl
me, my stem ,and my wet dish towel
shhh,listen you hear that,oh its only that damn cat
no one say a single word,till i see what was that noise i heard
i step over the crawlers to get to my spot
i use my towel cause this mother fuckers hot
no i wont give you a hit to see
them old worn out saggy titties
no i dont need a stereo
leave me alone im tweeking dont you know
i spent my check my gold...
guess what im doing,i think you know
im creeping from room to room,on the prowl
me, my stem ,and my wet dish towel
shhh,listen you hear that,oh its only that damn cat
no one say a single word,till i see what was that noise i heard
i step over the crawlers to get to my spot
i use my towel cause this mother fuckers hot
no i wont give you a hit to see
them old worn out saggy titties
no i dont need a stereo
leave me alone im tweeking dont you know
i spent my check my gold...
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love you to death
when im alone you come to mind
i find my self once again lost in time
like a child at play
my imagination runs away
the thought of you i can not escape
no other thoughts can my mind make
i live each day with your voice in my soul
searching for the heart you stole
my very being revolves around you
why cant i just pass on through
let you go like the rest
it wasnt like you was even the best
my love has turned to hate
because i blame you for this i cant escape
you are cruel and evil too
i feel you deserve your...
i find my self once again lost in time
like a child at play
my imagination runs away
the thought of you i can not escape
no other thoughts can my mind make
i live each day with your voice in my soul
searching for the heart you stole
my very being revolves around you
why cant i just pass on through
let you go like the rest
it wasnt like you was even the best
my love has turned to hate
because i blame you for this i cant escape
you are cruel and evil too
i feel you deserve your...
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wreckage
like the leaf green when it began
then fades to brown in the end
life has came and it was bright
now i feel i am in eternal night
the wind as it blows i can hear it call my name
im so different now but i am still the same
this life i have i used to love
now i struggle each day not to self destruct
live to the fullest, each day like it was my last
now i stand in the train wreck of my past
then fades to brown in the end
life has came and it was bright
now i feel i am in eternal night
the wind as it blows i can hear it call my name
im so different now but i am still the same
this life i have i used to love
now i struggle each day not to self destruct
live to the fullest, each day like it was my last
now i stand in the train wreck of my past
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away
like the foggy mist across the country side
the warm smell of dawn creeping in to steal the night
waking with the sound of your name whispered to me
from out of the dream i had of you
the smell i smell before i open my eyes is of you
i can taste you as if you were still here
time ceases to be real for me and i stumble on
falling time and time again since the day you went away
why i scream out did this have to be
no answer comes as i live on in disbelief
the realization that you will never return
the cowardice feeling...
the warm smell of dawn creeping in to steal the night
waking with the sound of your name whispered to me
from out of the dream i had of you
the smell i smell before i open my eyes is of you
i can taste you as if you were still here
time ceases to be real for me and i stumble on
falling time and time again since the day you went away
why i scream out did this have to be
no answer comes as i live on in disbelief
the realization that you will never return
the cowardice feeling...
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poet
yeah im a real deep thinker
a real wine drinker
i write every day about other people and other places
make smart ass comments cause i aint gotta see their faces
my life sucks so i try to be better than every one
because my whole life i have never won
my skills are mediocre,like my little life
so i try to be nice as i weld my blunt knife
i am so much smarter so cool am i
i speak whole sentences in my sickening sighs
so let me speak my say and abra cadabra you
cause as you know even my screen name is cool
i know...
a real wine drinker
i write every day about other people and other places
make smart ass comments cause i aint gotta see their faces
my life sucks so i try to be better than every one
because my whole life i have never won
my skills are mediocre,like my little life
so i try to be nice as i weld my blunt knife
i am so much smarter so cool am i
i speak whole sentences in my sickening sighs
so let me speak my say and abra cadabra you
cause as you know even my screen name is cool
i know...
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the sadistic life of happiness
I took a journey of a thousand life times
Seen midnight in the middle of the day
Watched the sun fall from the sky
Seen the mountains crumble
Watched the world take its last breath
Is there more out there
Cant see the trees for my blind eye
Shut out all the bad, to be right
Darkness gathers and i tremble
Can the dye be recast
Thought all was right
Found all i hoped was a lie
Swallow the over sold way of the righteous wrong
Every thing just bleeds the soul
The mind takes all it can
Shuffles it up and deals again...
Seen midnight in the middle of the day
Watched the sun fall from the sky
Seen the mountains crumble
Watched the world take its last breath
Is there more out there
Cant see the trees for my blind eye
Shut out all the bad, to be right
Darkness gathers and i tremble
Can the dye be recast
Thought all was right
Found all i hoped was a lie
Swallow the over sold way of the righteous wrong
Every thing just bleeds the soul
The mind takes all it can
Shuffles it up and deals again...
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normal
the moon pulls the tide as i pull the plunger
no escape from the spell im under
sick in my heart sick in my soul
it would be easier to just let go
the blood mixes with my sin
as once again i cave in
try so hard to be like you would have me to
but the looking glass calls i must pass through
the gnawing at my very being
slowly starts its receeding
i step from the glass a new man
oh forgive me for what i am
the high is not what i search for
its just to be normal like i was before
its the act of doing what i done ...
no escape from the spell im under
sick in my heart sick in my soul
it would be easier to just let go
the blood mixes with my sin
as once again i cave in
try so hard to be like you would have me to
but the looking glass calls i must pass through
the gnawing at my very being
slowly starts its receeding
i step from the glass a new man
oh forgive me for what i am
the high is not what i search for
its just to be normal like i was before
its the act of doing what i done ...
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too easy
in this darkness i stand as i wait for my prey,
ignorance is my partner as they shuffle my way
i slip from the darkness blade glistens in the moon,
as i lead their poor souls to doom
i embrace them like a lover,pull them to me,smell their fear as i drink in their misery
drag them away from the life they know ,as i fill with lust as the blood starts to flow
i am evil incarnate,a dying demon tossed from hells gate
timeless as the universe,as old as the sun,ive been alive forever,
i feel the power rise as i finish my deed
lips part in a smile as i watch them...
ignorance is my partner as they shuffle my way
i slip from the darkness blade glistens in the moon,
as i lead their poor souls to doom
i embrace them like a lover,pull them to me,smell their fear as i drink in their misery
drag them away from the life they know ,as i fill with lust as the blood starts to flow
i am evil incarnate,a dying demon tossed from hells gate
timeless as the universe,as old as the sun,ive been alive forever,
i feel the power rise as i finish my deed
lips part in a smile as i watch them...
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