Submissions by craze4u (Jaylyne Lugo)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
ImPERFECTion
SELF POEM
Published
13th Mar 2011 10:59pm
13th Mar 2011 10:59pm
self inflicted poetry
Cutting is my poetry.
NO need to find words to explain.
I am the paper and my blade is the pen.
Creating a true work of art, as my emotions guide my blade.
Things untold, writen in a way where i can only decode.
My poetry might one day just kill me.
Leaving me out of paper, but surely the pen will never die out.
NO need to find words to explain.
I am the paper and my blade is the pen.
Creating a true work of art, as my emotions guide my blade.
Things untold, writen in a way where i can only decode.
My poetry might one day just kill me.
Leaving me out of paper, but surely the pen will never die out.
1113 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
5th Feb 2011 5:04pm
5th Feb 2011 5:04pm
Whats the point?
Drenched in blood and tears.
Demons are the least of my fears.
Shut down and led astray.
Paying the price i have to pay.
This cluttered disaster i caused, i dont mind, it can stay.
Why waste time to clean it up anyway?!
I will be back here in less than a day!
Demons are the least of my fears.
Shut down and led astray.
Paying the price i have to pay.
This cluttered disaster i caused, i dont mind, it can stay.
Why waste time to clean it up anyway?!
I will be back here in less than a day!
809 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
4th Feb 2011 3:55am
4th Feb 2011 3:55am
fed up
Emotionally drained.
Tainted to the vein.
How would you feel if i were never to be seen again?!
Would you cry?
Would you wonder why?
OR would you wish i were still alive?
When still alive, you didnt seem to care if i were to die.!
Remember those last words you chose to say, when i throw my life away.
Please, save your apologies and lies!
'cause thier will be no time for goodbyes!
Tainted to the vein.
How would you feel if i were never to be seen again?!
Would you cry?
Would you wonder why?
OR would you wish i were still alive?
When still alive, you didnt seem to care if i were to die.!
Remember those last words you chose to say, when i throw my life away.
Please, save your apologies and lies!
'cause thier will be no time for goodbyes!
967 reads
5 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
4th Feb 2011 3:04am
4th Feb 2011 3:04am
Bloody rain...
YOu take pain and turn it into love.
Its funny how i take the love and turn it to pain.
And when that happens, its starts to rain....
Its funny how i take the love and turn it to pain.
And when that happens, its starts to rain....
793 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
15th Jan 2011 11:19pm
15th Jan 2011 11:19pm
What About tomorrow?
I want to kill myself,
But i dont know how tomorrow will be.
So i will wait and see,
If killing myself is necessary.
But i dont know how tomorrow will be.
So i will wait and see,
If killing myself is necessary.
877 reads
7 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
9th Jan 2011 4:08pm
9th Jan 2011 4:08pm
submerging soul acceptance
My life is grown on a foundation of no meaning.
Sinking down in an eternity of the damned.
I know where my life will lead.
This is my destiny.
So i will hold my breath till thesubmerging is complete.
Sinking down in an eternity of the damned.
I know where my life will lead.
This is my destiny.
So i will hold my breath till thesubmerging is complete.
857 reads
2 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
19th Dec 2010 2:59pm
19th Dec 2010 2:59pm
Fuk wat u say! DIE!
They say to love other, like you love yourself.
So If i hate others then you know why.^
They say The good guy always wins last.
Well then Im the bad guy cuz i never win!
They say Honor your mother and father and you would live a long life.
Well, i rather die right now then to have respect for my shitty parent!
They say respect your elders.
Fuck that, They aint do shit for me!
They can wither and die and go straight to hell with me.
You say that they always come running back home.
Well, i would like to see if thats true and i rather get the hell away...
So If i hate others then you know why.^
They say The good guy always wins last.
Well then Im the bad guy cuz i never win!
They say Honor your mother and father and you would live a long life.
Well, i rather die right now then to have respect for my shitty parent!
They say respect your elders.
Fuck that, They aint do shit for me!
They can wither and die and go straight to hell with me.
You say that they always come running back home.
Well, i would like to see if thats true and i rather get the hell away...
1175 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
19th Dec 2010 2:38pm
19th Dec 2010 2:38pm
theres never a happy ending...!
A lonely girl.
Filled with pain.
All she wants is someone to love.
Her heart is like a vault.
Over flowing with a passionate love.
Many have came her way.
She opens the door to her heart,
and gets slammed shut right before her.
The slamming door leaves crackson the walls of her heart.
She promises not to never let that happen again.
Filled with pain.
All she wants is someone to love.
Her heart is like a vault.
Over flowing with a passionate love.
Many have came her way.
She opens the door to her heart,
and gets slammed shut right before her.
The slamming door leaves crackson the walls of her heart.
She promises not to never let that happen again.
911 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
19th Dec 2010 1:46am
19th Dec 2010 1:46am
Its gonna be to late.
You cant even help your own child.
You cant even figure out whats wrong with them.
You wonder why they do this to you.
You wish you can just do all in your power to get rid of the problem.
You insist things that you dont even know if thats the source.
You cant find an answer.
You say you try.
You say you care.
You say "I love you"
They say "I hate You"
But have you really just sat there and listen.
Have you just really hear what there trying to say.
Do you listen between the words that are trying to be spoken.
Stop trying to take what they...
You cant even figure out whats wrong with them.
You wonder why they do this to you.
You wish you can just do all in your power to get rid of the problem.
You insist things that you dont even know if thats the source.
You cant find an answer.
You say you try.
You say you care.
You say "I love you"
They say "I hate You"
But have you really just sat there and listen.
Have you just really hear what there trying to say.
Do you listen between the words that are trying to be spoken.
Stop trying to take what they...
972 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
6th Nov 2010 3:48pm
6th Nov 2010 3:48pm
ugh
Falling apart
You want me to be perfect
But you are blinded.
You expect me to be someone im not
I am my own person
You can do anything in your power
But at the end Ill still be the same.
Your compelling ways
Drive me more insane
You are no help
So stop trying to help
I am not learning anything
So stop teaching
Give up on me already
Just stop trying
Your wasting your time
I will always be dead inside
Let my emotions run wild
Let me hurt
Let me fall apart
This who I am
This who I will always be.
You want me to be perfect
But you are blinded.
You expect me to be someone im not
I am my own person
You can do anything in your power
But at the end Ill still be the same.
Your compelling ways
Drive me more insane
You are no help
So stop trying to help
I am not learning anything
So stop teaching
Give up on me already
Just stop trying
Your wasting your time
I will always be dead inside
Let my emotions run wild
Let me hurt
Let me fall apart
This who I am
This who I will always be.
932 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
28th Oct 2010 6:04pm
28th Oct 2010 6:04pm
2010
Screaming and yelling.
I cant stop it.
Make it go away.
Adding on the pain.
This pain isnt as painfull when its been afflicted again and again.
As it builds up with the tears in my eyes,
I feel that i need some kind of control.
Not to escape but to let go.
This kind of relief is my way of releasing.
Increasing agony, releasing, repeating over and over again.
All this screeaming and yelling, it doesnt end...
I cant stop it.
Make it go away.
Adding on the pain.
This pain isnt as painfull when its been afflicted again and again.
As it builds up with the tears in my eyes,
I feel that i need some kind of control.
Not to escape but to let go.
This kind of relief is my way of releasing.
Increasing agony, releasing, repeating over and over again.
All this screeaming and yelling, it doesnt end...
1009 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
17th Oct 2010 00:06am
17th Oct 2010 00:06am
....<3....
Dont look at me, Dont love me, Dont hurt me, Dont find me. Leave me as forgotten just like all the rest. Leave me left for dead behind the walls that guard me. Guarding me from my own pathetic fears. Red tears fall through the cracks of my unwanted soul. My once shinig light is my cold blade in the night. A restless soul, but still wonders if someone find me here all alone. You looked at me, you love me, you would never hurt me, you found me. You broke down the walls and saved my dying soul. You made sure i bleed no longer.
1230 reads
3 Comments
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