Submissions by craze4u (Jaylyne Lugo)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
ImPERFECTion
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
6th Oct 2017 10:27pm
6th Oct 2017 10:27pm
This life is not meant for me
Life is not how it used to be.
I was a good kid.
I wasn't in the streets
Life took a turn
360
Every so often
Im just ready to be put in a coffin.
This life is not meant for me.
Crisis after crisis
I need to remain on top
Everything is happening at once
I can't make it stop
I open my eyes wide
See everything in front of me
This life is not made for me
Im tired of life's "surprises"
Everyone else cant see, what I see.
I wish they could.
Still trying to pursue my dreams
But things need to fall...
I was a good kid.
I wasn't in the streets
Life took a turn
360
Every so often
Im just ready to be put in a coffin.
This life is not meant for me.
Crisis after crisis
I need to remain on top
Everything is happening at once
I can't make it stop
I open my eyes wide
See everything in front of me
This life is not made for me
Im tired of life's "surprises"
Everyone else cant see, what I see.
I wish they could.
Still trying to pursue my dreams
But things need to fall...
779 reads
5 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
6th Oct 2017 1:35pm
6th Oct 2017 1:35pm
What I wrote before overdosing on my medication Sept. 12, 2017
I hate my life
Where is the knife
Fuck it
I need to get high
Im out of this world
And out of my mind
......
I WAS ADMITTED TO THE HOSPITAL THEN A MENTAL INSTITUTE.
PUT LIFE IN A DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE BUT THE NEW MEDS HELP BALANCE MY MIND OUT . BUT DEATH WILL ALWAYS BE A GUARANTEE IN THIS LIFE.
Where is the knife
Fuck it
I need to get high
Im out of this world
And out of my mind
......
I WAS ADMITTED TO THE HOSPITAL THEN A MENTAL INSTITUTE.
PUT LIFE IN A DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE BUT THE NEW MEDS HELP BALANCE MY MIND OUT . BUT DEATH WILL ALWAYS BE A GUARANTEE IN THIS LIFE.
645 reads
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
6th Oct 2017 1:31pm
6th Oct 2017 1:31pm
Poetry from my heart
My time is wasting like a burning cigarette .
Trying to live life with no regrets.
I regret the time i had , I could've spent.
Pick it up
Take it
Breathe it in
Let it choke me
Let it mold me
Dont forget to catch my breath
Living in sin
Who cares about death
When death seems the best
I got to get this off my chest
I sin everyday but i feel blessed
Long live the rest
But my exit is next.
Im going to level up
Without bad habits,
This life sucks.
The only way for me is up.
Trying to live life with no regrets.
I regret the time i had , I could've spent.
Pick it up
Take it
Breathe it in
Let it choke me
Let it mold me
Dont forget to catch my breath
Living in sin
Who cares about death
When death seems the best
I got to get this off my chest
I sin everyday but i feel blessed
Long live the rest
But my exit is next.
Im going to level up
Without bad habits,
This life sucks.
The only way for me is up.
608 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
8th Jun 2017 8:08pm
8th Jun 2017 8:08pm
Whirlpool Of Me
Hours of sitting,
Looking forward to quitting.
Everything.
Leaves me to wonder on things that dwell in my mind.
Everyday.
I sit and think, letting myself sink.
I want to do more but where do I start?
So much to do, I can't keep up with falling apart.
I feel stuck or trapped inside.
My eyes want to cry.
All I want to do is try.
When it feels like, I’ve come prepared, fully aware.
Time flies when you desire to die.
Just trying to get by, saying, “Hi!” to everyone so they think you are alive.
But why?
Do I...
Looking forward to quitting.
Everything.
Leaves me to wonder on things that dwell in my mind.
Everyday.
I sit and think, letting myself sink.
I want to do more but where do I start?
So much to do, I can't keep up with falling apart.
I feel stuck or trapped inside.
My eyes want to cry.
All I want to do is try.
When it feels like, I’ve come prepared, fully aware.
Time flies when you desire to die.
Just trying to get by, saying, “Hi!” to everyone so they think you are alive.
But why?
Do I...
748 reads
2 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
31st Mar 2017 4:09pm
31st Mar 2017 4:09pm
Molested Children of SIN
People filling up this space from multiplying these children of sin.
We fall from grace giving life to vermin who don't belong in this place.
For your own personal greed, we have too many mouths to feed.
We cry when they die but their life was always a lie.
Don't give life if you don't have one, Us kids desire to be gone.
We fall from grace giving life to vermin who don't belong in this place.
For your own personal greed, we have too many mouths to feed.
We cry when they die but their life was always a lie.
Don't give life if you don't have one, Us kids desire to be gone.
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LOVE POEM
Published
2nd Dec 2016 9:22pm
2nd Dec 2016 9:22pm
Armageddon out of here!
Colors are bleeding from your skin,
Left you melting in sin.
The warmth I had inside has grown dim.
Bounded in your world of grey,
Why am I the one to pay?
And I pray that I find my saving grace.
Turned to look in the mirror to find my face.
Blame the birds and the bees,
For always being fr-enemies.
The birds have gone away,
And so the bees have drowned.
I can't be the reason,
For the change of the season.
Don’t blame God for all the ups,
That we have sent,
That came crashing down.
Don’t worry still born,
Down the...
Left you melting in sin.
The warmth I had inside has grown dim.
Bounded in your world of grey,
Why am I the one to pay?
And I pray that I find my saving grace.
Turned to look in the mirror to find my face.
Blame the birds and the bees,
For always being fr-enemies.
The birds have gone away,
And so the bees have drowned.
I can't be the reason,
For the change of the season.
Don’t blame God for all the ups,
That we have sent,
That came crashing down.
Don’t worry still born,
Down the...
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SELF POEM
Published
9th Jun 2012 10:34pm
9th Jun 2012 10:34pm
faded scars i missed.
The scars,..
Once a painful story afflicted on my skin.
As they fade,..
The memory still lyes within.
Once a painful story afflicted on my skin.
As they fade,..
The memory still lyes within.
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2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
9th Jun 2012 10:32pm
9th Jun 2012 10:32pm
Letting it out.
Held this blade against the veins that surfaces on my wrist.
Just one or two slits and it will all come out.
The pain, The lies, The truth, The love, the Hate.
Take this flowing blood and draw my darling a picture.
Upon the canvas where my fed up heart pulses its last pulse.
Just one or two slits and it will all come out.
The pain, The lies, The truth, The love, the Hate.
Take this flowing blood and draw my darling a picture.
Upon the canvas where my fed up heart pulses its last pulse.
782 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
11th Dec 2011 10:17pm
11th Dec 2011 10:17pm
i dream ...
I dream of your touch while you are away,
I dream of your smile all through the day,
I remember the day,
You came into my life,
I dream of the day I will be your wife.
I dream of the day I can fall asleep next to you,
I dream of the day I can say I do.
To be your wife,
To be together for life,
Is a dream I have,
Every night
I dream of your smile all through the day,
I remember the day,
You came into my life,
I dream of the day I will be your wife.
I dream of the day I can fall asleep next to you,
I dream of the day I can say I do.
To be your wife,
To be together for life,
Is a dream I have,
Every night
935 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
23rd May 2011 2:49am
23rd May 2011 2:49am
my fallen angel
Your wings! They are torned!
But yet you show no pain.
Let me be the one to mend them,
So you can fly again.
But yet you show no pain.
Let me be the one to mend them,
So you can fly again.
1005 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
17th May 2011 00:47am
17th May 2011 00:47am
i doubt about love...
Maybe i expected to much outa love.
I should of never put love on such a high pedistool.
I should of known better.
Is itreally worth all the pain in the end?
I was better of never chosing love.
I can certainly live life with out it.
Or..can I?
Should i blame love for everything, or me?
I let myself fall into it.
I let it become intoa trap of emotions.
Even though i want out.
Im to deep in.
I dont want it..its to much..
But then again, im not sure.
I should of never put love on such a high pedistool.
I should of known better.
Is itreally worth all the pain in the end?
I was better of never chosing love.
I can certainly live life with out it.
Or..can I?
Should i blame love for everything, or me?
I let myself fall into it.
I let it become intoa trap of emotions.
Even though i want out.
Im to deep in.
I dont want it..its to much..
But then again, im not sure.
1041 reads
6 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
10th May 2011 4:26am
10th May 2011 4:26am
Oh, Silent Death
Blurr my vision,
Oh salty tears of mine.
Cloud my mind,
Oh desired suicide.
Fill my heart,
Oh sweet sorrow.
Reveal all around my skin,
Oh painfully loved deep cuts.
Paint me red,
Oh dreadfully craved blood.
Surround me,
Oh so many demons.
Take my life,
Oh silent death.
Oh salty tears of mine.
Cloud my mind,
Oh desired suicide.
Fill my heart,
Oh sweet sorrow.
Reveal all around my skin,
Oh painfully loved deep cuts.
Paint me red,
Oh dreadfully craved blood.
Surround me,
Oh so many demons.
Take my life,
Oh silent death.
1161 reads
2 Comments
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