Submissions by conflicted_soul12
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
LOVE POEM
Published
28th Jan 2013 1:59pm
28th Jan 2013 1:59pm
Broken heart
In the midst of my broken heart, knives slash it wide open
My love for someone is so tainted by a family torn apart
My hurt and anger festers like a poison
Her memories haunt him and leek into my veins
I love this man so much, a crossroad emerges
Sometimes I'd like to lose my newest memories as I would like him to lose his oldest memories
My blood boils ready to poor over and smother what we have grown together
I'm so hurt and angry, second class feels so low
There's nothing else to muster
Time can only tell
My love for someone is so tainted by a family torn apart
My hurt and anger festers like a poison
Her memories haunt him and leek into my veins
I love this man so much, a crossroad emerges
Sometimes I'd like to lose my newest memories as I would like him to lose his oldest memories
My blood boils ready to poor over and smother what we have grown together
I'm so hurt and angry, second class feels so low
There's nothing else to muster
Time can only tell
640 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
22nd Apr 2012 2:13am
22nd Apr 2012 2:13am
I hate me
I can't stand to look in the mirror
I hate the monster I have transformed into
I yearn for a razor blade
I crave the sensation of blood poring down my skin
I want to be loved
I may be unlovable
Every day is another mistake to be made
I just need to cut deeper
I need to be punished
I need to kill the monster inside
I can't stand to be with my self
There is no escape
Just me and a razor blade
I hate the monster I have transformed into
I yearn for a razor blade
I crave the sensation of blood poring down my skin
I want to be loved
I may be unlovable
Every day is another mistake to be made
I just need to cut deeper
I need to be punished
I need to kill the monster inside
I can't stand to be with my self
There is no escape
Just me and a razor blade
655 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
20th Apr 2012 9:08am
20th Apr 2012 9:08am
pieces of my broken heart
I cry at night because your gone
I miss those days we laughed together
the ones where we act like dorks
The days when things were simple
when it was me and you against the world
The miles are tearing us a part
the loneliness is killing me inside
I wish you knew how bad it hurts
I love you so much
I wish you loved me enough
Im falling apart hoping you'll see my broken heart
I miss those days we laughed together
the ones where we act like dorks
The days when things were simple
when it was me and you against the world
The miles are tearing us a part
the loneliness is killing me inside
I wish you knew how bad it hurts
I love you so much
I wish you loved me enough
Im falling apart hoping you'll see my broken heart
649 reads
1 Comment
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
19th Apr 2012 3:51am
19th Apr 2012 3:51am
We should all smile
we should all smile
when a flower blooms
when I child laughs
when you see a baby born
we should all smile
when the sun shines
when the stars come out
when the oceans waves touch your feet
always remember
we should all smile
when a flower blooms
when I child laughs
when you see a baby born
we should all smile
when the sun shines
when the stars come out
when the oceans waves touch your feet
always remember
we should all smile
983 reads
5 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
18th Apr 2012 4:16am
18th Apr 2012 4:16am
Void
There is a void inside me
A void no one can see
I try to fill it up
Alcohol, drugs, food, distraction
it never goes away
When your gone, you take my heart with
Im bleeding inside
Im crying out loud
I just want this pain to go away
Stab me in the heart
I'm sure it would feel better
A void no one can see
I try to fill it up
Alcohol, drugs, food, distraction
it never goes away
When your gone, you take my heart with
Im bleeding inside
Im crying out loud
I just want this pain to go away
Stab me in the heart
I'm sure it would feel better
741 reads
2 Comments
SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
13th Apr 2012 4:48am
13th Apr 2012 4:48am
Constant
He is the only constant
it took so long to figure out
i turned my back so many times
he never turned his
friends, family, things, feelings
they are only temporary
He is the only constant
the one who doesn't care if you'r not perfect
He can see your heart
He can feel your pain
He will never go away
it took so long to figure out
i turned my back so many times
he never turned his
friends, family, things, feelings
they are only temporary
He is the only constant
the one who doesn't care if you'r not perfect
He can see your heart
He can feel your pain
He will never go away
656 reads
8 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
12th Apr 2012 4:56am
12th Apr 2012 4:56am
My little girl wants her mommy back
As she began to blossom in my tummy I told my self I will not repeat my families boozed out history.
I will love and nourish her
I will be all I can be
When I saw her sweet face for the first time I was sure I conquered my deepest fear...
Avoiding what hurt me so much
Three years later I am what I never wanted to be
I can hear her cries " mommy, mommy, where are you going?"
I looked right through her with a pain in my heart
I walked out the door, I drank my self to a pitiful state only to find her waiting by my bed, "mommy , can we play a...
I will love and nourish her
I will be all I can be
When I saw her sweet face for the first time I was sure I conquered my deepest fear...
Avoiding what hurt me so much
Three years later I am what I never wanted to be
I can hear her cries " mommy, mommy, where are you going?"
I looked right through her with a pain in my heart
I walked out the door, I drank my self to a pitiful state only to find her waiting by my bed, "mommy , can we play a...
886 reads
6 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
11th Apr 2012 8:06pm
11th Apr 2012 8:06pm
Completely, utterly misplaced in this world
Completely, utterly misplaced in this world
Another day another regret
All avenues abandoned all hopes squashed
I try; I fall
Little hope of change
I am my own worst enemy
I am out to destroy my own existence
Self medication is no longer helping
I’ve lost my self so long ago
I don’t even know who I am
Self destruction controls my every thought
I am a void in this magnificent world
What does it take to find my way out?
Completely, utterly misplaced in this world
Another day another regret
All avenues abandoned all hopes squashed
I try; I fall
Little hope of change
I am my own worst enemy
I am out to destroy my own existence
Self medication is no longer helping
I’ve lost my self so long ago
I don’t even know who I am
Self destruction controls my every thought
I am a void in this magnificent world
What does it take to find my way out?
Completely, utterly misplaced in this world
644 reads
3 Comments
SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
11th Apr 2012 8:03pm
11th Apr 2012 8:03pm
Dear God
Dear God
Here I am saying to my self will he forgive me again?
Another session on my knees saying please forgive my sin
Here I am saying dear god do I have a soul?
Why can’t I be your beautiful servant.
So many regrets so many mistakes
What kind of entity can accept someone like me
Are you up there? Did you finally realize im a fallin sheep gone astray?
Dear God
Please help me I am so broken.
You made me so beautiful and rare at life’s starting line, what have I done to your beautiful child?
The scars, the blood, the chemicals, sin after sin...
Here I am saying to my self will he forgive me again?
Another session on my knees saying please forgive my sin
Here I am saying dear god do I have a soul?
Why can’t I be your beautiful servant.
So many regrets so many mistakes
What kind of entity can accept someone like me
Are you up there? Did you finally realize im a fallin sheep gone astray?
Dear God
Please help me I am so broken.
You made me so beautiful and rare at life’s starting line, what have I done to your beautiful child?
The scars, the blood, the chemicals, sin after sin...
699 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
11th Apr 2012 11:25am
11th Apr 2012 11:25am
Purple pen
Purple pen write me a poem, open my mind and unwind a beautiful idea
Pigeons, flowers, colors and rhymes
I dont care just write me a poem
Purple pen please help me out
Inspirations, aspirations come aboard
Purple pen, thanks again!
Pigeons, flowers, colors and rhymes
I dont care just write me a poem
Purple pen please help me out
Inspirations, aspirations come aboard
Purple pen, thanks again!
657 reads
0 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
11th Apr 2012 11:18am
11th Apr 2012 11:18am
Love is
Love is words that cannot be written
Feelings that cannot be explained
Love is that moment when you cannot speak because so much wants to be said
Love is when you cannot imagine your life any differently
Love is friendship that cannot be broken
Love is two souls wrapped in one
Love hurts so wonderfully you cannot let go
Feelings that cannot be explained
Love is that moment when you cannot speak because so much wants to be said
Love is when you cannot imagine your life any differently
Love is friendship that cannot be broken
Love is two souls wrapped in one
Love hurts so wonderfully you cannot let go
1195 reads
2 Comments
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