Submissions by cheesa
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I'm not a poet I started writing to Express feelings when going through hard times. I hope others can relate to or enjoy what I write
My life
My life's not that bad
I just don't want to do it nomore
I just don't want to do it nomore
#dark
#despair
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It's a shame
Everything has become so brutally painful
The world is so mundane
It's a shame
My interest in life has diminished
My sky offers only rain
It's a shame
I wake already exhausted
I live my life in vain
It's a shame
The world is so mundane
It's a shame
My interest in life has diminished
My sky offers only rain
It's a shame
I wake already exhausted
I live my life in vain
It's a shame
#boredom
#despair
#loneliness
#sadness
#shame
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The unknown
We value the opinion of others
Whilst we forget ourselves
We shaped by the words of our mothers
Whilst being lost on shelves
We care about out possessions
Whilst forget whose home
We dream about perfect heavans
Whilst all this is unkown
Whilst we forget ourselves
We shaped by the words of our mothers
Whilst being lost on shelves
We care about out possessions
Whilst forget whose home
We dream about perfect heavans
Whilst all this is unkown
#anxiety
#disappointment
#frustration
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Incomplete
The only freedom I find I'm in chains
The only normality with the Insane
I feel it coming closer and I have no choice
I feel it coming and it's stole my voice
Living this life I'm better off dead
Living this life is only in my head
I feel it coming closer and I can't stop
I feel it coming closer I can't wait to drop
The only freedom for me I'm a slave
The only freedom for me im living in a cave
I'm only happy when I'm asleep
I can't fix my mind because I'm incomplete
The only normality with the Insane
I feel it coming closer and I have no choice
I feel it coming and it's stole my voice
Living this life I'm better off dead
Living this life is only in my head
I feel it coming closer and I can't stop
I feel it coming closer I can't wait to drop
The only freedom for me I'm a slave
The only freedom for me im living in a cave
I'm only happy when I'm asleep
I can't fix my mind because I'm incomplete
#despair
#emotional
#emptiness
#FeelingLost
#FeelingTrapped
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A poem for my daughter
I mess up sometimes
I make mistakes
I give too much in a world that takes
I fail I fall
I go back to old ways
I do regret what I did in past days
I lose my temper
I over think
I waste to much of myself on drink
I gotta say through it all to you
I always mean the best I do
And I will always love so true
I make mistakes
I give too much in a world that takes
I fail I fall
I go back to old ways
I do regret what I did in past days
I lose my temper
I over think
I waste to much of myself on drink
I gotta say through it all to you
I always mean the best I do
And I will always love so true
#courage
#forgiveness
#hope #love
#hope #love
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Where do I go when I'm alone
Second fiddle
Last in line
For me you can never find the time
Backburner
Cast aside
Submerged by the rising tide
Where do I go when I'm alone
I've got noone I'm on my own
I don't want to do this
I don't want to play
I'm not an item to be stowed away
Second fiddle
Sealed lips of mine
Forgotten sock on the washing line
Where do I go when I'm alone
I've got noone I'm on my own
Where do I go when I'm alone
This place I live don't feel like home
Last in line
For me you can never find the time
Backburner
Cast aside
Submerged by the rising tide
Where do I go when I'm alone
I've got noone I'm on my own
I don't want to do this
I don't want to play
I'm not an item to be stowed away
Second fiddle
Sealed lips of mine
Forgotten sock on the washing line
Where do I go when I'm alone
I've got noone I'm on my own
Where do I go when I'm alone
This place I live don't feel like home
#despair
#emptiness
#grief
#jealousy
#loneliness
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Never enough
I don't know if I can go on
Waking wanting to sleep
Sleeping not wanting to wake
Giving my all but never enough
Struggling through the days because life is so tough
I don't know if I can cope
Everyday not wanting the next
Hating the present hating my past
Giving my all but never enough
There's no smooth there's only the rough
Waking wanting to sleep
Sleeping not wanting to wake
Giving my all but never enough
Struggling through the days because life is so tough
I don't know if I can cope
Everyday not wanting the next
Hating the present hating my past
Giving my all but never enough
There's no smooth there's only the rough
#despair
#emotional
#emptiness
#grief
#hurt
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6 Comments
Break the chain
I've got to stop and start over
Yet again
Another step backwards
Here comes the pain
Next time will be different
It ended just the same
Keep stopping to start over
Is how I remain
I don't know how long I can do this
It's not a life I can sustain
I'm going to achieve it this time
I got it in my brain
I need to find a way
I need to break the chain
Yet again
Another step backwards
Here comes the pain
Next time will be different
It ended just the same
Keep stopping to start over
Is how I remain
I don't know how long I can do this
It's not a life I can sustain
I'm going to achieve it this time
I got it in my brain
I need to find a way
I need to break the chain
#anger
#confusion
#despair
#sadness
#shame
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Look in the mirror
I take a look in the mirror
I don't know whose staring back at me
I take a look in the mirror
I don't recognise who I see
I see a reflection
But it looks so scarred
I can't handle the rejection
Simple tasks become so hard
So I look in the mirror
That person thats not me
I look in the mirror
When did this come to be
Lord give me protection
Send me kindest regard
Show me the direction
Stop this pain I feel so jarred
I don't know whose staring back at me
I take a look in the mirror
I don't recognise who I see
I see a reflection
But it looks so scarred
I can't handle the rejection
Simple tasks become so hard
So I look in the mirror
That person thats not me
I look in the mirror
When did this come to be
Lord give me protection
Send me kindest regard
Show me the direction
Stop this pain I feel so jarred
#anxiety
#despair
#emptiness
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The right love
Life goes by so fast yet
Things happen so slow
We watch people we loved become
People we don't know
We go through so much
Wondering how to get through
Yet at the time
We haven't a clue
Slowly we heal
We learn to love
We forget
All of the above
Just one smile
Can change it all
The right love to make
Us walk tall
Things happen so slow
We watch people we loved become
People we don't know
We go through so much
Wondering how to get through
Yet at the time
We haven't a clue
Slowly we heal
We learn to love
We forget
All of the above
Just one smile
Can change it all
The right love to make
Us walk tall
#love
#hope
#TimeHeals #admiration
#TimeHeals #admiration
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Is it any wonder
Everyone is depressed
Wages don't cover our living
Discipline has disimished
The world is taking and not giving
Yet we ask why our sky is full of thunder
Well is it any wonder
People are so rude
Respect has long since gone
Morals have disappeared
And values are none
Yet we ask why we feel so down and under
Well is it any wonder
Wages don't cover our living
Discipline has disimished
The world is taking and not giving
Yet we ask why our sky is full of thunder
Well is it any wonder
People are so rude
Respect has long since gone
Morals have disappeared
And values are none
Yet we ask why we feel so down and under
Well is it any wonder
#anger
#disappointment
#bittersweet
250 reads
8 Comments
Do the world a favour
You madam are a skidmark in my favourite boxers
A pimple on the face of life
I look at you and I question reality
It's made debate suicide once or twice
You are an ingrowing toenail
A brick in the shoe
So cock sure but you haven't a clue
If there was a prize for idiocy you'd get first place
When the hunt for brains was on you must not have joined the race
Please don't breed do the world a favour
Better still jump of a cliff with you're stupid behaviour
A pimple on the face of life
I look at you and I question reality
It's made debate suicide once or twice
You are an ingrowing toenail
A brick in the shoe
So cock sure but you haven't a clue
If there was a prize for idiocy you'd get first place
When the hunt for brains was on you must not have joined the race
Please don't breed do the world a favour
Better still jump of a cliff with you're stupid behaviour
#dark
#frustration
#disappointment
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