Submissions by ceceliafox

Its been eight months since Iv last heard your voice, eight months Iv felt incomplete . I know you left me but I swear it feels like you never left , Honey Iv had these dreams where I go to you. Where I pick up and leave my life to find you , Oh how many times I have cried cause you feel like a ghost. I can feel you but I cant see you and it kills me . The things Id do just to hold you in my arms . And every night I watch the pendelum swing , I listen to the songs that play on the radio at work, the songs we shared that no one else would know , just when I felt like giving up I hear those...

I hadn't done my hair in weeks , my hair was in what was supposed to be a bun at the top of my head but instead of a bun it was a nest of knotted curls that haven't been brushed in weeks. what was once gorgeous thick curls was now thin and brittle waves knotted on the top of my head . what was once glowing skin was now sickly and pale with dark bags under my eyes that matched the color of a plum . my lips were cracked and my eyes were red. I have felt so numb for months and its not like I didn't try reaching for help because i did but soon enough found out that no one cared . my thoughts were...