Submissions by broken_shadows (nina stillwell)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
~Losing Myself ....Again~
Your acting just like him
your making me cringe
with every sorry you make me say
what happened to never hurting me??
you lied apparently
I finally got myself back
but again I'm going off track
because of you again I'm losing my sense of self
once again I'm wearing the monsters pelt
your making me cringe
with every sorry you make me say
what happened to never hurting me??
you lied apparently
I finally got myself back
but again I'm going off track
because of you again I'm losing my sense of self
once again I'm wearing the monsters pelt
880 reads
4 Comments
~Saying Sorry~
Sorry
I hate that word
why can't you see
what it does to me?
when I say it
I want to die
and I can't help but cry
with that word he destroyed my identity
and now you have to pay the penalty
I'm always saying sorry
even for things I didn't do
thats how he got to me
and now so do you
you don't think much about it
in fact you think I'm being overdramatic
but I'm not
when I say sorry
I die inside...
I hate that word
why can't you see
what it does to me?
when I say it
I want to die
and I can't help but cry
with that word he destroyed my identity
and now you have to pay the penalty
I'm always saying sorry
even for things I didn't do
thats how he got to me
and now so do you
you don't think much about it
in fact you think I'm being overdramatic
but I'm not
when I say sorry
I die inside...
816 reads
6 Comments
~To My Brother~
I miss you
my brother
my friend
I try to pretend
like I'm not hurting
but that unfortunately isn't true
I miss you David
why did you have to kill yourself?
I know its been a few years now
but I still think of you everyday
how we use to play
and we would laugh
I wish that wasn't just in the past
your life should have lasted
and not ended at sixteen
~I love you David and I always will~
my brother
my friend
I try to pretend
like I'm not hurting
but that unfortunately isn't true
I miss you David
why did you have to kill yourself?
I know its been a few years now
but I still think of you everyday
how we use to play
and we would laugh
I wish that wasn't just in the past
your life should have lasted
and not ended at sixteen
~I love you David and I always will~
1206 reads
21 Comments
~THIS WORLD~
I HATE THIS WORLD
ITS FULL OF LIARS
WELL SORRY I'M NO LONGER A BUYER
SO QUIT THE SHIT
EITHEIR THAT OR STAY THE HELL OUTTA MY LIFE
WHILE YOUR AT IT TAKE THE KNIFE
THAT YOU USED ONE TWO MANY TIMES
I'M TIRED OF SAYING I'M FINE!!
ITS FULL OF LIARS
WELL SORRY I'M NO LONGER A BUYER
SO QUIT THE SHIT
EITHEIR THAT OR STAY THE HELL OUTTA MY LIFE
WHILE YOUR AT IT TAKE THE KNIFE
THAT YOU USED ONE TWO MANY TIMES
I'M TIRED OF SAYING I'M FINE!!
861 reads
4 Comments
~Pretending~
Darkness desends
everyone pretends
that everything is fine
but thats a lie
they live their lives in denial
but when their death is final
they will see
they will cry out
and no longer doubt
the darkness and evil
that has taken over this world
everyone pretends
that everything is fine
but thats a lie
they live their lives in denial
but when their death is final
they will see
they will cry out
and no longer doubt
the darkness and evil
that has taken over this world
816 reads
3 Comments
~BLEEDING THE PAIN OUT~
Emotions
twisted and tangled
your heart hanging by a nail
what are you to do now
Anger bubbles to the top
and you just can't stop
you slide the razor across quickly
and smile sickly
as you are soon drained
of all emotions that previously came
twisted and tangled
your heart hanging by a nail
what are you to do now
Anger bubbles to the top
and you just can't stop
you slide the razor across quickly
and smile sickly
as you are soon drained
of all emotions that previously came
979 reads
12 Comments
~He Loves Me~
He loves me
and my smile
this hasn't happened in awhile
and the last time it did
the guy made me cringe
with every mean word he said
but this new guy
I can't get him outta my head
wtih him my heart finally mends
and my smile
this hasn't happened in awhile
and the last time it did
the guy made me cringe
with every mean word he said
but this new guy
I can't get him outta my head
wtih him my heart finally mends
773 reads
2 Comments
~The Social Leaders~
They hate me
the social leaders
them and their feeders
they don't like what I've discovered
their cover is blown
they lost their control
they want to make my life no more
to even the score
I'm screwed
because their methods are crude
the social leaders
them and their feeders
they don't like what I've discovered
their cover is blown
they lost their control
they want to make my life no more
to even the score
I'm screwed
because their methods are crude
795 reads
3 Comments
~Houses~
Houses
they are ment to be homes
but can be your own personal hell
and who are you to tell
no one cares
so shed your tears
and try to hide your fears
try to make it out alive
a mist all the lies
either that or die
they are ment to be homes
but can be your own personal hell
and who are you to tell
no one cares
so shed your tears
and try to hide your fears
try to make it out alive
a mist all the lies
either that or die
670 reads
0 Comments
~Imaginary Killer~
I'm a monster on the inside
this you can not deny
I wish people dead
in my head
It brings a smile to my face
to see them pace
andI wonder if they know my plan
this you can not deny
I wish people dead
in my head
It brings a smile to my face
to see them pace
andI wonder if they know my plan
851 reads
3 Comments
~Clones~
Everyone is acting mad
its the newest fad
act sad
and get a free ride somewhere else
act glad
and get called scary
everyone is acting mad
didn't you hear
its the newest fad
be sure to act like a clone
or you will be left all alone
its the newest fad
act sad
and get a free ride somewhere else
act glad
and get called scary
everyone is acting mad
didn't you hear
its the newest fad
be sure to act like a clone
or you will be left all alone
834 reads
8 Comments
~EVIL TAKING OVER~
Death
its rising
and over taking
the evil is recreating
the zombies its minions
have no opinion
controled by mind restraints
this evil taints
the world falls into darkness
of which the light is no more apart of
its rising
and over taking
the evil is recreating
the zombies its minions
have no opinion
controled by mind restraints
this evil taints
the world falls into darkness
of which the light is no more apart of
1296 reads
3 Comments
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