Submissions by blu_ice
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I generally write poems about what's in my head at that moment. I'd say I'm quite partial to certain drugs and I enjoy writing about them, oh and indulging in em. I tend to use the odd expletive too, as I would day to day. Hope you en
Why, why us, she’s just a kid.
#TruthOfLife
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Baby steps
My mind is scarred by what my eyes seen by what I seen every day being high in the ice scene, my battle scars mark where my needles been now my battles a daily one just to be clean.
Being on the straight and narrow...I don't dare lean as I tread precariously over this unbalanced beam which is so fucking unstable and has always been just one step at a time on this narrow beam.
Avoiding the cracks, the possible collapse....relapse of the crack in the ice seam, it's the ice above the surface that's usually seen n most the damage remains unseen.
Like an ice glacier adrift at sea...
Being on the straight and narrow...I don't dare lean as I tread precariously over this unbalanced beam which is so fucking unstable and has always been just one step at a time on this narrow beam.
Avoiding the cracks, the possible collapse....relapse of the crack in the ice seam, it's the ice above the surface that's usually seen n most the damage remains unseen.
Like an ice glacier adrift at sea...
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Their story
Next time you see a homeless man begging in the street asking for spare change so he can eat do you turn your head so your eyes don't meet and walk straight past, not realising you just passed..judgement without even knowing his past or ever having to walk his path.
You don't know how he reached this point in his life
You don't know that 2 years ago a drunken driver... ran a red light killing his 2 young children and wife, leaving him the lone survivor...then a judge sentences the drunken driver...to only 6 years in jail when he should of got 3 times life... don't be so quick to...
You don't know how he reached this point in his life
You don't know that 2 years ago a drunken driver... ran a red light killing his 2 young children and wife, leaving him the lone survivor...then a judge sentences the drunken driver...to only 6 years in jail when he should of got 3 times life... don't be so quick to...
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If the shoe fits!!
Some people give some people just take
very few people are real most are fake
All in it for themselves, they want it all plus the cake...just let someone else do the work then watch it bake, that's how they like it..ain't no mistake, they play games with ur head...fuck what u said why would they care it's not their heart they break its only yours that aches.
They constantly lie their blood pumps cold like a snake, can't even lye straight in bed still lieing while lying in bed asleep subconscious wide awake... always scamming scheming never dreaming...always plotting never...
very few people are real most are fake
All in it for themselves, they want it all plus the cake...just let someone else do the work then watch it bake, that's how they like it..ain't no mistake, they play games with ur head...fuck what u said why would they care it's not their heart they break its only yours that aches.
They constantly lie their blood pumps cold like a snake, can't even lye straight in bed still lieing while lying in bed asleep subconscious wide awake... always scamming scheming never dreaming...always plotting never...
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Demon dreamin
Demon Dreamin
Laying here thinking fuck this, to much time awakes wen my mind starts playin and I fuckin hate it.
Just close my eyes and go to sleep, yeah right, if it was that fuckjng easy it wouldn't faze me, I tried counting sheep but the fuckers just chase me, it's like my brains stuck in this feeding frenzy, fuck this shit, it's fucking crazy.
Why does my brain gotta be so active, y can't it be like the rest of my body and just be bone fuckin lazy.
Dumb arse head I'm in bed you've already been fed now let me sleep just like a baby or I'll give you a fatal fucking...
Laying here thinking fuck this, to much time awakes wen my mind starts playin and I fuckin hate it.
Just close my eyes and go to sleep, yeah right, if it was that fuckjng easy it wouldn't faze me, I tried counting sheep but the fuckers just chase me, it's like my brains stuck in this feeding frenzy, fuck this shit, it's fucking crazy.
Why does my brain gotta be so active, y can't it be like the rest of my body and just be bone fuckin lazy.
Dumb arse head I'm in bed you've already been fed now let me sleep just like a baby or I'll give you a fatal fucking...
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Dealing with shit
Another night spent feeling depressed, somehow I need to feel refreshed how do I do that when I'm fuckng stressed. My body's so tired I feel so weak don't wanna jinx myself I need to sleep I only weep my tears gives me relief they help my soul confess express what my heart wont keep. I can only keep so much pain inside I need release I need to confide that's y I find the time to write these rhymes otherwise I shit you not I'm tied up in knots u might not spot an awful lot but my heart will rot my blood will clot and it's long way back to the top.
That's y I write that's how I deal wit...
That's y I write that's how I deal wit...
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Awake
So many nights I spent awake chasing a high that never gives and only takes, so much time asking myself why, why I do it every day for fucks sake, even when I know it's my soul my life my family that it breaks.
Fuck the syringe, once again it's a habit it's no longer a binge. The highs just a bonus, I crave the cold steel, that's what it's all about, all about the fucking feel, as I push it into the well used vein, jack it back then plunge it to release the pain that's the feel for the steel ruling my brain.
That's my meal, my mixed veggies, my steak, my mixed grill def not perfect...
Fuck the syringe, once again it's a habit it's no longer a binge. The highs just a bonus, I crave the cold steel, that's what it's all about, all about the fucking feel, as I push it into the well used vein, jack it back then plunge it to release the pain that's the feel for the steel ruling my brain.
That's my meal, my mixed veggies, my steak, my mixed grill def not perfect...
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My A to Z
My A to Z of Drugs
A is for Arrest either by cardiac or the jacks
B is for the Bowl so you can Burn what comes next
C is for Crack-Cocaine n Crystal...methamphetamine
D is for the Dragon that we end up chasin
E is for Euphoria what u feel when on Ecstasy
F is for the Fucked up Fiends who end up being someone they didn't wanna be
G is for Ghb n Gram n Grass
H is for Herb
I is for Ice and Inhaling the previous 3 fucking verbs
J is for Junkie who will take any drug by any means
K is for the K-hole u visit when on Ketamine
L is for Lysergic...
A is for Arrest either by cardiac or the jacks
B is for the Bowl so you can Burn what comes next
C is for Crack-Cocaine n Crystal...methamphetamine
D is for the Dragon that we end up chasin
E is for Euphoria what u feel when on Ecstasy
F is for the Fucked up Fiends who end up being someone they didn't wanna be
G is for Ghb n Gram n Grass
H is for Herb
I is for Ice and Inhaling the previous 3 fucking verbs
J is for Junkie who will take any drug by any means
K is for the K-hole u visit when on Ketamine
L is for Lysergic...
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Stranded
My life has been a wreck mangled and twisted like a plane that's crash landed and I'm the only one left the only one stranded. To scared to call out incase nobody answered.
I look deep inside the answers not there, only the shredded remains of my hopes and despair who will I turn to will anyone care are all the bridges Ive burned beyond repair. So once again I surrender back into my shell, and wait for someone who I can trust to tell so I can leave the trail of destruction that I know all to well, leave it behind me then look back to remind me that if I never reached out no one would...
I look deep inside the answers not there, only the shredded remains of my hopes and despair who will I turn to will anyone care are all the bridges Ive burned beyond repair. So once again I surrender back into my shell, and wait for someone who I can trust to tell so I can leave the trail of destruction that I know all to well, leave it behind me then look back to remind me that if I never reached out no one would...
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Shard shadows
This is a mix of the side affects of ice.
Some apply to me or my friends.
Some are what I seen in a documentary called
Four corners ice documentary in you tube.
Worth a watch.
Shadows always surround me, they are everywhere. Sometimes not visible, but always fucking there.
Voices everywhere its driving me insane, all whispering then shouting and calling out my name, over and over and over and over a fucking gain.
Trees that are transforming before my very eyes, from elephants to dinosaurs to dragons in the skies. All lead me to believe, my brain...
Some apply to me or my friends.
Some are what I seen in a documentary called
Four corners ice documentary in you tube.
Worth a watch.
Shadows always surround me, they are everywhere. Sometimes not visible, but always fucking there.
Voices everywhere its driving me insane, all whispering then shouting and calling out my name, over and over and over and over a fucking gain.
Trees that are transforming before my very eyes, from elephants to dinosaurs to dragons in the skies. All lead me to believe, my brain...
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Aussie Aussie Aussie oi oi oi
What's it mean to be Australian,
This land thats girt by sea.
So this is my definition of what it means to me.
It's freedom of speech without fear of consequence, as we're a democracy.
It's remembering the fallen who gave their lives, brothers in arms, fighting for this great country.
It's watching fireworks on Australia Day and enjoying the celebration.
It's having a flutter on the Melbourne cup, the race that stops the nation.
At 3pm, on the first Tuesday in November.
It's watching the AFL grand final on that one day in September.
It's waking up...
This land thats girt by sea.
So this is my definition of what it means to me.
It's freedom of speech without fear of consequence, as we're a democracy.
It's remembering the fallen who gave their lives, brothers in arms, fighting for this great country.
It's watching fireworks on Australia Day and enjoying the celebration.
It's having a flutter on the Melbourne cup, the race that stops the nation.
At 3pm, on the first Tuesday in November.
It's watching the AFL grand final on that one day in September.
It's waking up...
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Friendship v's relationship
Friendship v's Relationship
Have u ever fallen in love with someone who wasn't in love with you.
Accepting that thats the way it is, might leave you feeling blue!!
Knowing that to your heart you must stay true.
So once you weigh up all the options and carefully think them through.
Then and only then it will become clear what you should do.
Friendship versus relationship, what is it you would choose?
Would it complicate things and jeopardise what you share.
If it did can u imagine life, with them no longer there.
Especially when they are someone for...
Have u ever fallen in love with someone who wasn't in love with you.
Accepting that thats the way it is, might leave you feeling blue!!
Knowing that to your heart you must stay true.
So once you weigh up all the options and carefully think them through.
Then and only then it will become clear what you should do.
Friendship versus relationship, what is it you would choose?
Would it complicate things and jeopardise what you share.
If it did can u imagine life, with them no longer there.
Especially when they are someone for...
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