Submissions by bloodydeath
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
12th Feb 2023 1:25am
12th Feb 2023 1:25am
Mom
I never ment to hurt you
..but where were you
12 is still old enough
Enough to want your mom
But where were you...
You allowed him control
Control over your little girl
You said he'd be my dad
But what he wanted was worse than that
He wanted to be daddy
To put you in your place
Sorry he said
But back to it all
I'm scared
I'm ruined
We both flinch
What the fuck is that
I'll be damned of I do that to my little girl
Mom's are supposed to be our projector
Our rocks
But who were you this whole...
..but where were you
12 is still old enough
Enough to want your mom
But where were you...
You allowed him control
Control over your little girl
You said he'd be my dad
But what he wanted was worse than that
He wanted to be daddy
To put you in your place
Sorry he said
But back to it all
I'm scared
I'm ruined
We both flinch
What the fuck is that
I'll be damned of I do that to my little girl
Mom's are supposed to be our projector
Our rocks
But who were you this whole...
#hate
#loneliness
#heartbroken
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
2nd Dec 2015 1:28am
2nd Dec 2015 1:28am
life
I’m lost in a world
Where I cannot breath
Suffocating on life's demands
I toss and I turn
In this dream of chaos
Wondering which way to lead
Feeling like tweedledum and tweedledee
Arguing with my mind
Its this way
No its that way
Spinning in a maze of emotions
Will the next corner make me happy?
Will the next right make me sad?
I'm lost in a world of chaos
Trying to chew on the lies
And swallow them whole
Not letting them deceive me
My mind is empty
Like the bottomless pit of a cave
Dealing with all its demons...
Where I cannot breath
Suffocating on life's demands
I toss and I turn
In this dream of chaos
Wondering which way to lead
Feeling like tweedledum and tweedledee
Arguing with my mind
Its this way
No its that way
Spinning in a maze of emotions
Will the next corner make me happy?
Will the next right make me sad?
I'm lost in a world of chaos
Trying to chew on the lies
And swallow them whole
Not letting them deceive me
My mind is empty
Like the bottomless pit of a cave
Dealing with all its demons...
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LOVE POEM
Published
5th Jul 2014 8:13am
5th Jul 2014 8:13am
my secret unfold
Knowing we can never be kinda really hurts
Knowing im not pregnant really breaks my heart
Even more so because it could have been yours
I know im only dreaming
On something that would never be
But you make me happy
I dont what you do to me
But damn im fucking yours with a snap of a finger
I know you belong to her and I guess that makes it worse
Worse because I feel bad but also because I want you for my own
I dont know what you feel for me
Maybe im just a fling
But I know what I feel is real and I really like you...
Knowing im not pregnant really breaks my heart
Even more so because it could have been yours
I know im only dreaming
On something that would never be
But you make me happy
I dont what you do to me
But damn im fucking yours with a snap of a finger
I know you belong to her and I guess that makes it worse
Worse because I feel bad but also because I want you for my own
I dont know what you feel for me
Maybe im just a fling
But I know what I feel is real and I really like you...
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SELF POEM
Published
27th Jul 2013 3:00am
27th Jul 2013 3:00am
morbidly unknown
Haven't written in a very long time not one of my best so bere with me
Everywhere I've lived
There has been a place to run to
Now that I'm living here
I'm trapped with nowhere to go
But to the dark places in my head
And when I'm there it's hard to come back
I hear things
Feel things
Things I don't want to feel
But behind every smile
Is a shadow just creeping up
Mine is just darker than some
The funny thing is
My darkness
Is what keeps me alive
Does that make me crazy?
No just perfectly normal
And don't say you don't...
Everywhere I've lived
There has been a place to run to
Now that I'm living here
I'm trapped with nowhere to go
But to the dark places in my head
And when I'm there it's hard to come back
I hear things
Feel things
Things I don't want to feel
But behind every smile
Is a shadow just creeping up
Mine is just darker than some
The funny thing is
My darkness
Is what keeps me alive
Does that make me crazy?
No just perfectly normal
And don't say you don't...
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
15th Oct 2012 3:43pm
15th Oct 2012 3:43pm
To My Love
Not a day goes by
Without you on my mind
Not a dream as sweet
Without you by my side
You're the thought I can't escape
The reason for my breathin
My heart skips a beat
Every time I see you
I can't help but smile every time I'm near you
I'm fighting for our love
In a world that won't accept
You're the reason for my breathin
The reason I keep on singin
I die without your kisses
And touches that you give
Tu eres mi amor
Tu eres mi corazon
Without you on my mind
Not a dream as sweet
Without you by my side
You're the thought I can't escape
The reason for my breathin
My heart skips a beat
Every time I see you
I can't help but smile every time I'm near you
I'm fighting for our love
In a world that won't accept
You're the reason for my breathin
The reason I keep on singin
I die without your kisses
And touches that you give
Tu eres mi amor
Tu eres mi corazon
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
18th Sep 2012 3:48pm
18th Sep 2012 3:48pm
Stalkers of the Night
Whose tho say vampires aren't real
What do people really know
They believe they were born from monkeys
They believe in war
They believe in so many more things
So why not vampires
We are people of the night
We strike when you least expect it
We are real too
So beware...
We will stick...
When you least expect it...
Vampires are real
If you believe in so many things
Why not that
So beware
You could be next
But who knows
After all
They're not real
Right...
What do people really know
They believe they were born from monkeys
They believe in war
They believe in so many more things
So why not vampires
We are people of the night
We strike when you least expect it
We are real too
So beware...
We will stick...
When you least expect it...
Vampires are real
If you believe in so many things
Why not that
So beware
You could be next
But who knows
After all
They're not real
Right...
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DARK POEM
Published
17th Sep 2012 6:09pm
17th Sep 2012 6:09pm
My Trusty Fiend
It calls my name
Tells me it misses
The skin it used to touch
I've been strong to resist
My trusty fiend
The only thing
That took away the pain
Caused a happiness some how
"Rebekah" it whispers
"Grab me
Watch it flow
You know you want me
You know you love me
But not as much as i love you"
"No" I say
I shall not loose
I..I..I..
It feels so good
Touching my skin
Cool to the touch
Then warm with my blood
Oh how I miss
My trusty..old fiend..
Tells me it misses
The skin it used to touch
I've been strong to resist
My trusty fiend
The only thing
That took away the pain
Caused a happiness some how
"Rebekah" it whispers
"Grab me
Watch it flow
You know you want me
You know you love me
But not as much as i love you"
"No" I say
I shall not loose
I..I..I..
It feels so good
Touching my skin
Cool to the touch
Then warm with my blood
Oh how I miss
My trusty..old fiend..
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ANGER POEM
Published
17th Sep 2012 5:00pm
17th Sep 2012 5:00pm
To a f**king Basterd
My parents don't see
That I hate sleeping
They can't see the nightmares you cause
I cry every night
I don't like to sleep early
You used me
And confused me
How could I have ever loved you
A monster God created
Praying doesn't help
Just makes me cry harder
I'm locking my emotions
Throwing away the key
Having built up anger
Is so much better
Than having you in me
I'm sitting here
Trying to make a song
Since all of my music
Was taken away from me
Sometimes I wish
God could just kill me
And...
That I hate sleeping
They can't see the nightmares you cause
I cry every night
I don't like to sleep early
You used me
And confused me
How could I have ever loved you
A monster God created
Praying doesn't help
Just makes me cry harder
I'm locking my emotions
Throwing away the key
Having built up anger
Is so much better
Than having you in me
I'm sitting here
Trying to make a song
Since all of my music
Was taken away from me
Sometimes I wish
God could just kill me
And...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
13th Jun 2012 2:52am
13th Jun 2012 2:52am
The Past Has Yet To End
You used me for your pleasures
You went from manual to sex drive
You treated me like trash
Not taking my feelings into consideration
You were a sick basterd
And now you're doing time
For the crime that you commited
To a six year old girl
As innocent as she
You took her life
But now she is strong
And as independent as she can be
Only depending on th one she calls dad
Now she's all grown
And as strong as she can be
Still trying to overcome
What the past has brung
She sits and she wonders
Will she ever overcome?...
You went from manual to sex drive
You treated me like trash
Not taking my feelings into consideration
You were a sick basterd
And now you're doing time
For the crime that you commited
To a six year old girl
As innocent as she
You took her life
But now she is strong
And as independent as she can be
Only depending on th one she calls dad
Now she's all grown
And as strong as she can be
Still trying to overcome
What the past has brung
She sits and she wonders
Will she ever overcome?...
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DARK POEM
Published
8th Jun 2012 2:16pm
8th Jun 2012 2:16pm
A Cutters Requiem
Come to the dark side
I hear them say
Come to the dark side
And we'll make you cry
Come to the dark side
And we'll slit your wrist
Look at the blood
Dripping down my wrist
I see my vains
A beautiful shade of blue
I wonder what happens
If I cut that too..
Look at my body
Dead on the floor
Wonder what mommy will think
Will she even care
Look at my body
Dead on the floor
Wonder if that dead beat
Will ever know
I hear them say
Come to the dark side
And we'll make you cry
Come to the dark side
And we'll slit your wrist
Look at the blood
Dripping down my wrist
I see my vains
A beautiful shade of blue
I wonder what happens
If I cut that too..
Look at my body
Dead on the floor
Wonder what mommy will think
Will she even care
Look at my body
Dead on the floor
Wonder if that dead beat
Will ever know
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DARK POEM
Published
29th May 2012 3:09pm
29th May 2012 3:09pm
When Death Comes a Knocking
As I feel my heart
Slowly slip away
I think about my past
And what could have been
I start to wonder
If I would be here
On death row
Just waiting for the reaper
To pull me away from it all
I lay on the floor
My wrist dripping
With blood
I turn my head slowly
To the right of me
And give a small chuckle
The last I'll ever have
At the thought of knowing
It was me who went knocking
On deaths door
I look at my wrists once more
And I see what I carved on them
ME = PROBLEM NO MORE
Slowly slip away
I think about my past
And what could have been
I start to wonder
If I would be here
On death row
Just waiting for the reaper
To pull me away from it all
I lay on the floor
My wrist dripping
With blood
I turn my head slowly
To the right of me
And give a small chuckle
The last I'll ever have
At the thought of knowing
It was me who went knocking
On deaths door
I look at my wrists once more
And I see what I carved on them
ME = PROBLEM NO MORE
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DARK POEM
Published
29th May 2012 5:07am
29th May 2012 5:07am
My Drug
I sit here and play
With a blade in my hand
Craving the blades work
On my skin
With all lifes demands
I just want a hit
From my little drug
The blade
With a blade in my hand
Craving the blades work
On my skin
With all lifes demands
I just want a hit
From my little drug
The blade
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