Submissions by bean (forever_and_always)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Dec 2017 8:25pm
3rd Dec 2017 8:25pm
I miss you
I miss you and you’ll never even know,
I hate myself for setting the distance and losing you now,
I thought I made the right choice,
I thought I was focusing on him,
We lost touch when I lost sight,
I called you that night and you didn’t know who I was….
I told you “it’s me”,
You remembered….
“Now’s not a good time” you reply,
Before I could explain,
Before I could say I love you,
You were gone….
I called everyday but you never picked up,
I told you I loved you and you never replied,
I know that I lost you and I know it’s...
I hate myself for setting the distance and losing you now,
I thought I made the right choice,
I thought I was focusing on him,
We lost touch when I lost sight,
I called you that night and you didn’t know who I was….
I told you “it’s me”,
You remembered….
“Now’s not a good time” you reply,
Before I could explain,
Before I could say I love you,
You were gone….
I called everyday but you never picked up,
I told you I loved you and you never replied,
I know that I lost you and I know it’s...
#PopCulture
626 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
3rd Dec 2017 5:32am
3rd Dec 2017 5:32am
Demons
Stupid, look at how you act
Worthless, look at whose left you,
Slut, look at what you’ve done,
Useless, look at what your good at,
Pathetic, look at what you’re doing
And failure, look at what you’ve accomplished,
You try to ignore me but darling I’m still here,
I’ll whisper sweet nothings and you’ll want to give up,
Your nothing and your weak, come on just give in!
You know that I’m right just listen my dear,
They don’t love you; they’re just trying to use you,
They don’t want you; they just want your body,
You’re nothing to...
Worthless, look at whose left you,
Slut, look at what you’ve done,
Useless, look at what your good at,
Pathetic, look at what you’re doing
And failure, look at what you’ve accomplished,
You try to ignore me but darling I’m still here,
I’ll whisper sweet nothings and you’ll want to give up,
Your nothing and your weak, come on just give in!
You know that I’m right just listen my dear,
They don’t love you; they’re just trying to use you,
They don’t want you; they just want your body,
You’re nothing to...
#dark
652 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
1st Dec 2017 4:49pm
1st Dec 2017 4:49pm
I'm sorry
I’m sorry I wasn’t there,
I’m sorry you feel so low,
I just want to love on you and show you I care but in these walls I can’t know you,
I’m sorry I pushed you away and convinced the outside we weren’t healthy,
I blame myself for where we are now and I’m sorry it got to this,
I love you with my heart, mind, and soul,
I wish you knew just how much you mean,
I wish you knew just how much your worth,
Sitting in between reality here,
Knowing it’ll be over soon,
I’ll go back and it’ll wash over me,
Drowning me, slowly,
Seeing you walk...
I’m sorry you feel so low,
I just want to love on you and show you I care but in these walls I can’t know you,
I’m sorry I pushed you away and convinced the outside we weren’t healthy,
I blame myself for where we are now and I’m sorry it got to this,
I love you with my heart, mind, and soul,
I wish you knew just how much you mean,
I wish you knew just how much your worth,
Sitting in between reality here,
Knowing it’ll be over soon,
I’ll go back and it’ll wash over me,
Drowning me, slowly,
Seeing you walk...
#PopCulture
533 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
30th Nov 2017 3:45pm
30th Nov 2017 3:45pm
Daddy I loved you
I gave you my all, the finest in possession,
I wish to look to you and see a leader, see you’re strong,
But that title was stolen when it was replaced with adulterous,
Not just her heart you broke but mine as well,
See I found out my daddy didn't love me enough to fight,
He wanted a change of pace and he took it without strife,
You say that you were numb as if though it was an excuse,
But when you see my wrists knowing I am numb you tell me I’m retarded and ungrateful,
No regard not at all,
Daddy I'm sorry but I just have to say,
You lost your...
I wish to look to you and see a leader, see you’re strong,
But that title was stolen when it was replaced with adulterous,
Not just her heart you broke but mine as well,
See I found out my daddy didn't love me enough to fight,
He wanted a change of pace and he took it without strife,
You say that you were numb as if though it was an excuse,
But when you see my wrists knowing I am numb you tell me I’m retarded and ungrateful,
No regard not at all,
Daddy I'm sorry but I just have to say,
You lost your...
#grief
#rejection
#father
#abuse
#memories
505 reads
10 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
30th Nov 2017 00:28am
30th Nov 2017 00:28am
William shakespeare
not my work but I admire it immensely
"I love thee, I love but thee with a love that shall not die,
till the sun grows cold and the stars grow old."
-William Shakespeare
dedicated to my dearest fluffy <3
"I love thee, I love but thee with a love that shall not die,
till the sun grows cold and the stars grow old."
-William Shakespeare
dedicated to my dearest fluffy <3
#love
#WritingPoetry
#gratitude
#admiration
#respect
657 reads
6 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
29th Nov 2017 3:42pm
29th Nov 2017 3:42pm
Morbid monsters
Stains on the floor once belonging in my veins,
A shattered heart and tapered mind,
Blood stained skin at midnight but in the morning I’ll be "fine",
Cruelty was my childhood and numb is the present,
When you loved so inconspicuously,
I was left alone,
My monsters they love me,
Never leaving my side,
They whisper sweet nothings of terror and dread,
I try to sleep but the kick at my bed,
Goodnight dear soul I know you’ve been tired,
Sleep now darling I’ll put us at ease,
The pain is no longer as I thank my monsters.
A shattered heart and tapered mind,
Blood stained skin at midnight but in the morning I’ll be "fine",
Cruelty was my childhood and numb is the present,
When you loved so inconspicuously,
I was left alone,
My monsters they love me,
Never leaving my side,
They whisper sweet nothings of terror and dread,
I try to sleep but the kick at my bed,
Goodnight dear soul I know you’ve been tired,
Sleep now darling I’ll put us at ease,
The pain is no longer as I thank my monsters.
#LifeStruggles
#despair
#suffering
#emotional
#hurt
619 reads
5 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
29th Nov 2017 3:41pm
29th Nov 2017 3:41pm
In-explainable agony
let me sit,
just in this agony,
hope pleading on
but blood stained wrists,
my tale has a much broken twist,
I paint this beautiful picture with a story you'll never see,
like the sand falling away beneath my bare feet,
you slipped away when I forgot to be fixed,
I love you everyday but you know not of the pain,
your happier today and now its not upon me,
with in-explainable dread,
forever and always alas came to its end.
just in this agony,
hope pleading on
but blood stained wrists,
my tale has a much broken twist,
I paint this beautiful picture with a story you'll never see,
like the sand falling away beneath my bare feet,
you slipped away when I forgot to be fixed,
I love you everyday but you know not of the pain,
your happier today and now its not upon me,
with in-explainable dread,
forever and always alas came to its end.
#sadness
#anxiety
#dark
#emotional
#emotions
498 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
29th Nov 2017 1:28am
29th Nov 2017 1:28am
Weary endearment
Now how would you know?
you have a prodigious love,
never dry nor despondent,
see you find a future,
one gold and exquisite
yet I still fear for what lies ahead,
weather dull or bright im left with the doubt,
now scarred wrists and chapped lips,
with a melancholy love and an irresolute life,
I live through the game still longing for your rapturous love.
you have a prodigious love,
never dry nor despondent,
see you find a future,
one gold and exquisite
yet I still fear for what lies ahead,
weather dull or bright im left with the doubt,
now scarred wrists and chapped lips,
with a melancholy love and an irresolute life,
I live through the game still longing for your rapturous love.
#love
#lover
#myself
#emotional
#hurt
681 reads
17 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
29th Nov 2017 1:02am
29th Nov 2017 1:02am
A long for love
Feeling down I wonder why I'm still here,
loving you and feeling nothing returned,
I look to home searching for hope
but fall to my knees seeing a house that's crumbled,
nothing but walls and empty screams and broken dreams
I look to you and wonder,when will you love me.
loving you and feeling nothing returned,
I look to home searching for hope
but fall to my knees seeing a house that's crumbled,
nothing but walls and empty screams and broken dreams
I look to you and wonder,when will you love me.
#PopCulture
678 reads
2 Comments
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