Submissions by babyitme (phyco-babe)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
the darker side of love
in restless dreams my anguished cries are heard
in the wretchedness of my own dismay I am cast down
dejected and stripped of my sanity and my refuge
I weep, cornered to face the wraith of the wicked demon living inside of me
ablaze in my lonesome captivity i walk searching to find someone
to pluck me from my perferted, torturous darkend prison
but i find nothing but my own inhumane animalistic self
I cringe at the site of distorted and malformed face standing before me
it's icy misty hands wrapping around my shoulders and digging into my flesh
I...
in the wretchedness of my own dismay I am cast down
dejected and stripped of my sanity and my refuge
I weep, cornered to face the wraith of the wicked demon living inside of me
ablaze in my lonesome captivity i walk searching to find someone
to pluck me from my perferted, torturous darkend prison
but i find nothing but my own inhumane animalistic self
I cringe at the site of distorted and malformed face standing before me
it's icy misty hands wrapping around my shoulders and digging into my flesh
I...
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sex before they open the door
screaming and quivering
we warn't alone for vary long
you went to the bathroom to came back
and find me nude laying in front of you
you stared at me with wide eyes and an evil smile
just until you couldn't take it anymore
i cried your name and pleaded for more
i couldn't resist the temp of your precious moans
i was enveloped in your every motion
astonished by your every breath
hung on every time you whispered my name
cherished the taste of your warm salty reddened skin
unable to contain myself orgasmic keens escaping me
the...
we warn't alone for vary long
you went to the bathroom to came back
and find me nude laying in front of you
you stared at me with wide eyes and an evil smile
just until you couldn't take it anymore
i cried your name and pleaded for more
i couldn't resist the temp of your precious moans
i was enveloped in your every motion
astonished by your every breath
hung on every time you whispered my name
cherished the taste of your warm salty reddened skin
unable to contain myself orgasmic keens escaping me
the...
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glass heart
i have a glass heart
it has been broken apart
i have a glass heart
it was hammered apart
vivid broken and sharp it remains
shattered in my chest still i wish
for the best even with the glass shards
of my broken heart still stuck in my chest
i stay living for him i stay breathing for him
tears drip from my face i feel like i'v failed
i feel like i'm letting everyone down
i feel like i'm hurting all those around
my frail glass heart it's broken apart
the fragments are uneven and jagged
i have someone who helps he cuts...
it has been broken apart
i have a glass heart
it was hammered apart
vivid broken and sharp it remains
shattered in my chest still i wish
for the best even with the glass shards
of my broken heart still stuck in my chest
i stay living for him i stay breathing for him
tears drip from my face i feel like i'v failed
i feel like i'm letting everyone down
i feel like i'm hurting all those around
my frail glass heart it's broken apart
the fragments are uneven and jagged
i have someone who helps he cuts...
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left alone
really nice of someone to leave you
right when they know you need them
after you get home from the ER
sad mad and needing a hug
your left alone in a room with no one
your left alone like nobody cares
everybody leaves you despite everything
nobody seems to care enough to stay
so what can i say all i can do is deal
with problems on my own
leave home get left alone in a room i don't know
and still i have nothing to show but an aching heart
and a mind slowly falling apart
right when they know you need them
after you get home from the ER
sad mad and needing a hug
your left alone in a room with no one
your left alone like nobody cares
everybody leaves you despite everything
nobody seems to care enough to stay
so what can i say all i can do is deal
with problems on my own
leave home get left alone in a room i don't know
and still i have nothing to show but an aching heart
and a mind slowly falling apart
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when life feels pointless?
can't take it i hate everything anymore
i'm hurt i'm burned always the victem
no one cares they all go about there days
even if i'm in heart breaking pain
i try to help but just hear how much
of a waste i am i'm hurt for helping
i'm hurt if i mind my own
so that's it? i'm hurt where ever i go?
i don't understand how i can live
when i can't even be with the one i love
it seems like such a hassle just to put on
some ripped clothes and sloppy make up in the morning
so what is it i do when you feel life you have no life?
what...
i'm hurt i'm burned always the victem
no one cares they all go about there days
even if i'm in heart breaking pain
i try to help but just hear how much
of a waste i am i'm hurt for helping
i'm hurt if i mind my own
so that's it? i'm hurt where ever i go?
i don't understand how i can live
when i can't even be with the one i love
it seems like such a hassle just to put on
some ripped clothes and sloppy make up in the morning
so what is it i do when you feel life you have no life?
what...
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allurement at sleep
here i lay awake watching you
your roseate lips are parted in a deep slumber
your flawless body at rest and in passivity
i recognize there's no where i'd rather be
a breezy pleased smile carves my blood stained lips
my entire body goes listless, satisfied
i lay back and enjoy your allurement at sleep
i find my wounded and anguished soul at peace
wishing that because you fell asleep with me
your nightmares and torment would
vanish just for tonight
your roseate lips are parted in a deep slumber
your flawless body at rest and in passivity
i recognize there's no where i'd rather be
a breezy pleased smile carves my blood stained lips
my entire body goes listless, satisfied
i lay back and enjoy your allurement at sleep
i find my wounded and anguished soul at peace
wishing that because you fell asleep with me
your nightmares and torment would
vanish just for tonight
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stop his tears
they make him cry and break him
over and over again
it drives me insane that when he's in pain
i can't even be there to hold him
all i want are for his tears to stop
because he doesn't deserve the pain
i wish i could make it go away
someday i will help to numb it
i'll never miss a chance to tell him
how smart sexy strong and funny he is
because i just want to hold him and numb his pain
i just want to make him feel better
soon i'll be there to hold him close
soon i'll be there to keep him happy
i'll make...
over and over again
it drives me insane that when he's in pain
i can't even be there to hold him
all i want are for his tears to stop
because he doesn't deserve the pain
i wish i could make it go away
someday i will help to numb it
i'll never miss a chance to tell him
how smart sexy strong and funny he is
because i just want to hold him and numb his pain
i just want to make him feel better
soon i'll be there to hold him close
soon i'll be there to keep him happy
i'll make...
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warm blood, cold concrete
every time i walk down the stairs
i imagine myself tripping and falling
falling onto the hard cold concrete
breaking my neck creaking my head
my blood pooling around my mangled body
my lungs filling with blood slowly i would be choking
unable to call for help i'd slowly die choking or crushed
i'd die unable to say any goodbyes
somebody finding me broken and bled
screaming for help that i had fallen
only to find i had already died
that the light had already went out of my eyes
i was already gone my blood already cold...
i imagine myself tripping and falling
falling onto the hard cold concrete
breaking my neck creaking my head
my blood pooling around my mangled body
my lungs filling with blood slowly i would be choking
unable to call for help i'd slowly die choking or crushed
i'd die unable to say any goodbyes
somebody finding me broken and bled
screaming for help that i had fallen
only to find i had already died
that the light had already went out of my eyes
i was already gone my blood already cold...
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red dress
A Red lace dress clinging to my pale flesh
nimble fingers gently tracing my chest
soft lips trailing kisses down my neck
my heart racing with every brush of his lips
our bodies pressed close our lips touched
you picked me up and lifted me into our bed
your hand pressed firmly to the back of my head
you pushed my dress up and your pants down
entered me deep and made me scream out your name
holding you tightly in my arms I felt no shame
feeling you inside of me I finely felt safe
nimble fingers gently tracing my chest
soft lips trailing kisses down my neck
my heart racing with every brush of his lips
our bodies pressed close our lips touched
you picked me up and lifted me into our bed
your hand pressed firmly to the back of my head
you pushed my dress up and your pants down
entered me deep and made me scream out your name
holding you tightly in my arms I felt no shame
feeling you inside of me I finely felt safe
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short and sweet
You know sometimes I forget to say
Just how much I love you
And how in love with you I am
everyday
But just know you mean the world to me
And though I don't remember to say it
everyday....
I love you baby
Just how much I love you
And how in love with you I am
everyday
But just know you mean the world to me
And though I don't remember to say it
everyday....
I love you baby
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happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
I cut my arms and watched them bleed
I cried until my eyes were raw and red
It didn't help me this time
The blood driped
My tears streamed
But why didn't it help me?
The cuts only bled
The tears were only wet
I don't feel better
I don't feel refreashed
I still feel depressed
I still want to cry
I still feel worthless
I still feel..pain
This time I don't know if it goes away.....
Happy birthday to me
I cut my arms and watched them bleed
I cried until my eyes were raw and red
It didn't help me this time
The blood driped
My tears streamed
But why didn't it help me?
The cuts only bled
The tears were only wet
I don't feel better
I don't feel refreashed
I still feel depressed
I still want to cry
I still feel worthless
I still feel..pain
This time I don't know if it goes away.....
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my love's pain
He begs to be beaten black and blue
He begs to be punished and hurt
He thinks he deserves the pain
The pain I just want to wash away
He cries and screams in a broken down heap
I hold him close and let him weep
I told him he dosen't deserve the punishment
I refuse to hurt him
I refuse to give him pain
I will stay by his side
hold his hand and kiss his lips
For As long as we live I will gladly love him
My sweet love you don't deserve pain
Baby,you only deserve to be loved and protected
He begs to be punished and hurt
He thinks he deserves the pain
The pain I just want to wash away
He cries and screams in a broken down heap
I hold him close and let him weep
I told him he dosen't deserve the punishment
I refuse to hurt him
I refuse to give him pain
I will stay by his side
hold his hand and kiss his lips
For As long as we live I will gladly love him
My sweet love you don't deserve pain
Baby,you only deserve to be loved and protected
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