Submissions by anonymouslyhere (Pariah Shadow)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I just toss words around until it feels right.
DARK POEM
Published
6th Feb 2014 10:19am
6th Feb 2014 10:19am
in the dark
someone look here
its where I am
nothing shines in here
no one speaks
nothing changes
no one feels
we're numb
where cut and damaged
were all alone
the abyss we stare at
looks back
you could say its hell
but its not
its just here
there's nothing to explain
its bland beauty
taunts those who see it
its where I am
nothing shines in here
no one speaks
nothing changes
no one feels
we're numb
where cut and damaged
were all alone
the abyss we stare at
looks back
you could say its hell
but its not
its just here
there's nothing to explain
its bland beauty
taunts those who see it
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
5th Feb 2014 9:20am
5th Feb 2014 9:20am
somewhere
somewhere
between where I am
and where I thought I was
sets a lake
with bountiful gifts
its the stranger ways
that clear the air
look at the sky
look at the stars
slip away
to find yourself
did I fall in the fire
did it burn are desire
is it all the rage
would we change the fad
are we stuck in the past or
are we just smart enough
to not fall into
all there lies
did we when the fight?
or lose are minds
were in the dark
and all alone
is this are place
or
just where we stopped
between where I am
and where I thought I was
sets a lake
with bountiful gifts
its the stranger ways
that clear the air
look at the sky
look at the stars
slip away
to find yourself
did I fall in the fire
did it burn are desire
is it all the rage
would we change the fad
are we stuck in the past or
are we just smart enough
to not fall into
all there lies
did we when the fight?
or lose are minds
were in the dark
and all alone
is this are place
or
just where we stopped
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
4th Feb 2014 10:39am
4th Feb 2014 10:39am
something i felt the need to say
some people don't understand
cutters
I don't understand the ones who do it for attention
and some do those ones who load it online and are like
100 likes and i'll stop
yeah then you just want attention
good for you
fuck off!
some of us that's the only way to deal with the pain
its hard
i always hid it and my family still don't know it
i quit writing is more my release now
so if you cut cause its the only release from your life
cause every day drags so long
and ended it seems like an option
but you chose to cut to feel alive...
cutters
I don't understand the ones who do it for attention
and some do those ones who load it online and are like
100 likes and i'll stop
yeah then you just want attention
good for you
fuck off!
some of us that's the only way to deal with the pain
its hard
i always hid it and my family still don't know it
i quit writing is more my release now
so if you cut cause its the only release from your life
cause every day drags so long
and ended it seems like an option
but you chose to cut to feel alive...
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DARK POEM
Published
3rd Feb 2014 7:48am
3rd Feb 2014 7:48am
settling for self destrution
I can't take another second
sink it in
blood runs down
the red stains
are setting in
the more I do
the more I want
the more I want
the more I need
the more I need
the further it goes
squeezing
clench the air
things get to real
inside make-belief
the fix isn't enough
to settle the craving
the fix did the damage
the repair failed
but never felt so good
I love the failures
they settle the cracks
in an unstable foundation
that sits on uneasy grounds
when it all gives way
there'll be...
sink it in
blood runs down
the red stains
are setting in
the more I do
the more I want
the more I want
the more I need
the more I need
the further it goes
squeezing
clench the air
things get to real
inside make-belief
the fix isn't enough
to settle the craving
the fix did the damage
the repair failed
but never felt so good
I love the failures
they settle the cracks
in an unstable foundation
that sits on uneasy grounds
when it all gives way
there'll be...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
2nd Feb 2014 10:18am
2nd Feb 2014 10:18am
the grave yard
its peaceful and quite
not a sound to speak of
story's stand at all places to see
stand on the green
gaze at the stones
this is the end
but a stop on the way
the good the bad
the young at rest
the tears that fell
in the crisp story of life
history or present
this is the place I enjoy to sit alone
not a sound to speak of
story's stand at all places to see
stand on the green
gaze at the stones
this is the end
but a stop on the way
the good the bad
the young at rest
the tears that fell
in the crisp story of life
history or present
this is the place I enjoy to sit alone
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
2nd Feb 2014 10:11am
2nd Feb 2014 10:11am
fade to black
friendly fire
burns hotter
think of the stray as your own
someone told off the losers
the harder I try
the deeper I fall
in the fails of life
ive lost my page
I found a place in the other side
no one ever said it was easy
smile in the end
close your eyes
fade to black.
burns hotter
think of the stray as your own
someone told off the losers
the harder I try
the deeper I fall
in the fails of life
ive lost my page
I found a place in the other side
no one ever said it was easy
smile in the end
close your eyes
fade to black.
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DARK POEM
Published
27th Jan 2014 7:39am
27th Jan 2014 7:39am
tragedy
suffer slowly
watch this life
slip away
fade to black
remember the moments
that are gone
stab the bleeding hart
stop the breathing lungs
fall into deep
forever asleep
to never again awake
dream of thoughts
that passed though mind
anger feels the hart
laughter cleaned the soul
something broke the dam
and flooded all beneath
someone took it all
and left nothing to spare
this life is no more
it was a little to late
another tragedy
no one will see
they shit on the hurt
cover...
watch this life
slip away
fade to black
remember the moments
that are gone
stab the bleeding hart
stop the breathing lungs
fall into deep
forever asleep
to never again awake
dream of thoughts
that passed though mind
anger feels the hart
laughter cleaned the soul
something broke the dam
and flooded all beneath
someone took it all
and left nothing to spare
this life is no more
it was a little to late
another tragedy
no one will see
they shit on the hurt
cover...
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DARK POEM
Published
25th Jan 2014 2:00am
25th Jan 2014 2:00am
standing in freedom
feeling as free as a bird
roaming like a wolf
blackened harts bleed out
to send the messages
looking to the free
they can only see
captivity has filled the soul
with the bitterness
that darkened the hart
the clean pureness of the free
look as a dream
to the damned
listen to the sound
blood runs in my hand
the wind blow by
i can't see anyone standing
where i left before
side to side
a rebirthing into a new breath
sending away what came before
slip away
to the ways of old
the...
roaming like a wolf
blackened harts bleed out
to send the messages
looking to the free
they can only see
captivity has filled the soul
with the bitterness
that darkened the hart
the clean pureness of the free
look as a dream
to the damned
listen to the sound
blood runs in my hand
the wind blow by
i can't see anyone standing
where i left before
side to side
a rebirthing into a new breath
sending away what came before
slip away
to the ways of old
the...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
8th Jan 2014 11:28am
8th Jan 2014 11:28am
her
seeing her
is as seeing
the green trees on a far forest
the brightness sparkling
her little eyes
and a smile sweet as honey
the little smile on my face
as she calls me her bad little guy
when i begin to slip dreaming of her
is like my net
are love of dark
mixed with the light we make
when she leaves i can feel a tear
when she is hear
i can't hold back a smile
to feel something that isn't fake
is as flying like a little bird
is as seeing
the green trees on a far forest
the brightness sparkling
her little eyes
and a smile sweet as honey
the little smile on my face
as she calls me her bad little guy
when i begin to slip dreaming of her
is like my net
are love of dark
mixed with the light we make
when she leaves i can feel a tear
when she is hear
i can't hold back a smile
to feel something that isn't fake
is as flying like a little bird
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DARK POEM
Published
8th Jan 2014 11:17am
8th Jan 2014 11:17am
awakened dream
let me see just what i think
lay out the hand that feeds you
bite deep
when blood starts to run
look at the sun
gaze at the moon
stare at the black
listen to a whisper
cry to the screams
living in a nightmare
or only in a dream
lay out the hand that feeds you
bite deep
when blood starts to run
look at the sun
gaze at the moon
stare at the black
listen to a whisper
cry to the screams
living in a nightmare
or only in a dream
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DARK POEM
Published
10th Nov 2013 6:49am
10th Nov 2013 6:49am
enemy slipping though time
my worst enemy puts me down
slams my face into the ground
tells me i'll always be
worthless fucked up
that person is me
i know the me
no one else will ever see
they say be better to yourself
but they don't know what i feel
or how i can't seem to heal
i feel as though i missed my youth
and its like losing a tooth
it's gone forever
too return never
it wasn't all bad
but most of it was
it left me with scares and fear
and little voices i hear
i can't get my life on track
and ever moment i...
slams my face into the ground
tells me i'll always be
worthless fucked up
that person is me
i know the me
no one else will ever see
they say be better to yourself
but they don't know what i feel
or how i can't seem to heal
i feel as though i missed my youth
and its like losing a tooth
it's gone forever
too return never
it wasn't all bad
but most of it was
it left me with scares and fear
and little voices i hear
i can't get my life on track
and ever moment i...
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