Submissions by anonymousgirl567

how do you tell the people
that gave you life
you don't want it anymore

how do you tell your friends
that always make you smile
it was all fake

and how do you tell your brother
who always helps you up when you fall
that you don't want to get up anymore

how am I supposed to tell them
when It will break their hearts

but how can I not tell them
when if I don't it will only be a matter of time
before it also breaks there hearts

To live
or
to die
they will both cause people pain ...

So many things locked behind closed doors
Doors that keep us separated
Separated by secrets
Secrets I just want to let it out
Out I just want to scream and shout
But I don’t
I somehow control myself and keep it in

I see all your posts
All the pictures of you crying
A grab for attention or maybe the truth
I want to yell I understand
I want to post every time I cry I want to post about the time I almost said goodbye

But than again
I don’t want to know what people say
I don’t want how people to see me change...

When you look at me you see just another face
But when I look at me
I see a broken girl pretending to be okay
When I look into the mirror tears form in my eyes
Till I can no longer see the sadness of my reflection staring back at me

I work so hard to convince everyone I’m okay
That sometimes I convince myself of the same
Until one minor inconvenience comes my way
And I begin to feel my self slip away
Spiraling down a hole
A mixture of silent tears and pain
these tears are just another reminder that I am not okay
That I have...