Submissions by adarahzombie (Adarah)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
28th Dec 2011 10:00am
28th Dec 2011 10:00am
stranger
I'm Not That Girl.
Who Looks Back In The Mirror.
I Am Lost, I Do Not Know Where I Am.
I Do Not Know Who I Am.
I Am Nothing.
I Am Not That Girl You See.
Everyone Treats Me Just Like A Stranger..
You Treat Me Just Like A Stranger..But Why?
I Must Be On My Way Home.
I Am Not That, That.. Creature.
For The Thing Looking Back Looks Mentally Ill.
All Teary Eyed And Bloody..
What Has She Done?
Shes Lost And Forgotten.
No One To Hold Her.
Teary Eyed And Bloody..Is The...
Who Looks Back In The Mirror.
I Am Lost, I Do Not Know Where I Am.
I Do Not Know Who I Am.
I Am Nothing.
I Am Not That Girl You See.
Everyone Treats Me Just Like A Stranger..
You Treat Me Just Like A Stranger..But Why?
I Must Be On My Way Home.
I Am Not That, That.. Creature.
For The Thing Looking Back Looks Mentally Ill.
All Teary Eyed And Bloody..
What Has She Done?
Shes Lost And Forgotten.
No One To Hold Her.
Teary Eyed And Bloody..Is The...
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SELF POEM
Published
28th Dec 2011 9:58am
28th Dec 2011 9:58am
unwanted
Although it's clearly over now.
I still suffer in my woe.
The reasons you left me behind.
I don't believe I'll ever know.
Hiding behind the good things.
I try to find in myself.
Leaves only an empty feeling.
For I do not offer as much as everyone else.
My hair never looks as lovely
As most other people's do.
My smile's somewhat crooked.
And my words aren't always true.
My heart always seems to find
A way to be miserably broken.
My body's not in shape.
And I'm...
I still suffer in my woe.
The reasons you left me behind.
I don't believe I'll ever know.
Hiding behind the good things.
I try to find in myself.
Leaves only an empty feeling.
For I do not offer as much as everyone else.
My hair never looks as lovely
As most other people's do.
My smile's somewhat crooked.
And my words aren't always true.
My heart always seems to find
A way to be miserably broken.
My body's not in shape.
And I'm...
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DARK POEM
Published
25th Dec 2011 7:02pm
25th Dec 2011 7:02pm
THE END OF US
The sun is dark
Clouds cover the sky
Death is soon to pass by
Nightmares comes and go like that
Good dreams only come to the bad
Riots spread over towns
Children in their nightgowns
Will suffer a very bloody fate
Crying and screaming all day
People turn into dark shadows
The ones you love don't matter
Revenge is a natural happening
Yet it only leads to crying
Children left out in the acid rain
Will scream out in terrible pain
As their skin is torn off
...
Clouds cover the sky
Death is soon to pass by
Nightmares comes and go like that
Good dreams only come to the bad
Riots spread over towns
Children in their nightgowns
Will suffer a very bloody fate
Crying and screaming all day
People turn into dark shadows
The ones you love don't matter
Revenge is a natural happening
Yet it only leads to crying
Children left out in the acid rain
Will scream out in terrible pain
As their skin is torn off
...
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DARK POEM
Published
25th Dec 2011 6:24pm
25th Dec 2011 6:24pm
AFFAIRS OF A BLOODY PARADISE
I hear music from the room
I see darkness around the world
Children playing on the swings
Will turn to zombies on rusted rings
Chaos around you will stay that way
No one wants to change the plays
The mighty will cower at the weak
And stab themselves over a sink
Catch the blood
Yes, hurry now
To drink later if the world goes round
Six years ago the venom spread
To my heart and to my head
Suffering of cancer only leads to death
When you see your icy breath
...
I see darkness around the world
Children playing on the swings
Will turn to zombies on rusted rings
Chaos around you will stay that way
No one wants to change the plays
The mighty will cower at the weak
And stab themselves over a sink
Catch the blood
Yes, hurry now
To drink later if the world goes round
Six years ago the venom spread
To my heart and to my head
Suffering of cancer only leads to death
When you see your icy breath
...
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DARK POEM
Published
25th Dec 2011 5:12am
25th Dec 2011 5:12am
suicide
just a girl
In this world while it twirls when it whirls
her head in a haze
can't seem to find away out
If she screams
Not a soul hears her cry
There's nothing but dark skies
She's consumed by her thoughts
Everything around, the pain has brought
Her slit wrists
Her bloody grip
She raised her arm once more
on the bathroom floor
the blood reaches her neck life flows out
still not a soul listens for her shout
she's left she's flown
to a happier place
...
In this world while it twirls when it whirls
her head in a haze
can't seem to find away out
If she screams
Not a soul hears her cry
There's nothing but dark skies
She's consumed by her thoughts
Everything around, the pain has brought
Her slit wrists
Her bloody grip
She raised her arm once more
on the bathroom floor
the blood reaches her neck life flows out
still not a soul listens for her shout
she's left she's flown
to a happier place
...
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DARK POEM
Published
25th Dec 2011 5:04am
25th Dec 2011 5:04am
the blade
The blade runs across me thigh
To me that's my personal high
Blood comes gushing out
The only thing I can't live without
Tears come flying down my cheek
As I sit there looking oh so weak
No one cares how I feel
They all just want me killed
Maybe I will kill myself tonight
I can't take it I'm done with this fight
Life is me is no more worth living
I just hope after this all is forgiven
Things will never change for me
My heart is frozen solid you see
Drowning in a sea...
To me that's my personal high
Blood comes gushing out
The only thing I can't live without
Tears come flying down my cheek
As I sit there looking oh so weak
No one cares how I feel
They all just want me killed
Maybe I will kill myself tonight
I can't take it I'm done with this fight
Life is me is no more worth living
I just hope after this all is forgiven
Things will never change for me
My heart is frozen solid you see
Drowning in a sea...
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SELF POEM
Published
24th Dec 2011 8:37pm
24th Dec 2011 8:37pm
overloaded soul
You know the feeling when it all got too much,
The feeling when your head was full,
Full of hurt, memories and pain.
The hazy smell of pure confusion.
Moving from one chapter to another,
Why wont it leave you, the pain, the memories, the hurt.
Why can you feel it choking your knotted soul in ten pieces.
Why cant you leave it at the door, and close it for good.
I love you, You don't,
I want you, You don't,
I'm different, You're not
Your...
The feeling when your head was full,
Full of hurt, memories and pain.
The hazy smell of pure confusion.
Moving from one chapter to another,
Why wont it leave you, the pain, the memories, the hurt.
Why can you feel it choking your knotted soul in ten pieces.
Why cant you leave it at the door, and close it for good.
I love you, You don't,
I want you, You don't,
I'm different, You're not
Your...
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DARK POEM
Published
24th Dec 2011 7:11pm
24th Dec 2011 7:11pm
THE NIGHT OF TERRORS
Lying awake alone at night
Crying and trembling with fright
A policeman comes to kill the hound
That takes children with no sound
Covers of black that blanket the sky
Telling you no one will ever pass by
The house that comes with screams
Of pain
No one can ever stay sane
The killers that stalk the street at night
Will take your soul to show the might
A man that once could take you away
Will now beg you to always stay
Strangers that you see walk to you
Can take the...
Crying and trembling with fright
A policeman comes to kill the hound
That takes children with no sound
Covers of black that blanket the sky
Telling you no one will ever pass by
The house that comes with screams
Of pain
No one can ever stay sane
The killers that stalk the street at night
Will take your soul to show the might
A man that once could take you away
Will now beg you to always stay
Strangers that you see walk to you
Can take the...
658 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
24th Dec 2011 7:27am
24th Dec 2011 7:27am
battle with myself
Have you ever sat up at night,
And just let your barrier down?
Brick by brick.
I've sat in silence and cried..
Plenty of times.
I've let it defeat me,
Made me think I'm worthless,
I let the burden of my thoughts get to me.
Like safety pins and razors..
I regret it,
Now I've got the scars..
They remind me..
Of how the scarlet red trickled down my skin.
I regret the pleasure it gave me,
How I felt I needed it to happen.
I regret that I let my...
And just let your barrier down?
Brick by brick.
I've sat in silence and cried..
Plenty of times.
I've let it defeat me,
Made me think I'm worthless,
I let the burden of my thoughts get to me.
Like safety pins and razors..
I regret it,
Now I've got the scars..
They remind me..
Of how the scarlet red trickled down my skin.
I regret the pleasure it gave me,
How I felt I needed it to happen.
I regret that I let my...
706 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
24th Dec 2011 3:14am
24th Dec 2011 3:14am
spirits
The sky darkens.
To fit the mood.
Lightning brightens the sky.
Thunder rolls across the horizon.
Rain falls down upon every inch of existence.
I sit alone by the window sill.
Losing myself in the atmosphere.
That is when the spirits appear.
Haunting me.
Plaguing me.
They play a simple game with me.
How much can he take?
They never leave.
I cannot rest.
What can I do?
When my mind is put to the test.
All I want is solitude.
But, that is...
To fit the mood.
Lightning brightens the sky.
Thunder rolls across the horizon.
Rain falls down upon every inch of existence.
I sit alone by the window sill.
Losing myself in the atmosphere.
That is when the spirits appear.
Haunting me.
Plaguing me.
They play a simple game with me.
How much can he take?
They never leave.
I cannot rest.
What can I do?
When my mind is put to the test.
All I want is solitude.
But, that is...
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LOVE POEM
Published
23rd Dec 2011 7:18pm
23rd Dec 2011 7:18pm
fallen out of love
I am bored with love
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two by fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we...
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two by fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we...
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DARK POEM
Published
23rd Dec 2011 7:07pm
23rd Dec 2011 7:07pm
Death
I’m struggling
I’m trying to beat it
It’s a match
With strength and endurance
Death keeps staring at me
With those devil eyes of his
Whispering things
No human has ever heard before
I’m not where I should be
I don’t think I ‘m ready on what
Is about to happen
I hold my eyes shut
Hoping that it is all a dream
I count to ten
Bu when I open
Death is still there
But now He is striding
Towards me
Before I know it
A pain comes...
I’m trying to beat it
It’s a match
With strength and endurance
Death keeps staring at me
With those devil eyes of his
Whispering things
No human has ever heard before
I’m not where I should be
I don’t think I ‘m ready on what
Is about to happen
I hold my eyes shut
Hoping that it is all a dream
I count to ten
Bu when I open
Death is still there
But now He is striding
Towards me
Before I know it
A pain comes...
649 reads
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