Submissions by abby-curry (bleeding heart)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
11th Aug 2011 11:17pm
11th Aug 2011 11:17pm
See right through me
My heart is a blank page.
That's never felt the scares of words.
When you look in my eyes.
You see the picture that lies behind the lies.
Can you find my soul deep in there?
I feel like im at war,
and a prisoneer i will stay.
I just want to lay in bed,
and not deal with the stress of my day.
I'm tired of the looks a glares.
I just want to fall down some stair's,
and break my legs.
Then they will have something to look at.
As time went on I thought to myself.
My god is this feeling going to ever be gone.
I just wish someone...
That's never felt the scares of words.
When you look in my eyes.
You see the picture that lies behind the lies.
Can you find my soul deep in there?
I feel like im at war,
and a prisoneer i will stay.
I just want to lay in bed,
and not deal with the stress of my day.
I'm tired of the looks a glares.
I just want to fall down some stair's,
and break my legs.
Then they will have something to look at.
As time went on I thought to myself.
My god is this feeling going to ever be gone.
I just wish someone...
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LOVE POEM
Published
7th Aug 2011 1:39am
7th Aug 2011 1:39am
This funny thin called love!
You said you loved me!
I said it too.
The only thing is!
I didn't lie too you.
I said it too.
The only thing is!
I didn't lie too you.
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LOVE POEM
Published
27th Jul 2011 12:59pm
27th Jul 2011 12:59pm
f**k you
You lead me on useing,
and abuseing me.
You said you loved me.
she had you in her sights.
Thats the moment I lost you,
to anothers eyes.
I really never had you.
You were a dick,
and I took it.
You hate cheaters right?
Look what you turned into.
You never loved me or cared about me.
so I know how this story ends.
babe i've been hurt before you,
but you dont care.
I think I just need some fresh air.
You were the only one I cared about
fuck it,
love isnt real.
You can't see it you can barely fuckin feel...
and abuseing me.
You said you loved me.
she had you in her sights.
Thats the moment I lost you,
to anothers eyes.
I really never had you.
You were a dick,
and I took it.
You hate cheaters right?
Look what you turned into.
You never loved me or cared about me.
so I know how this story ends.
babe i've been hurt before you,
but you dont care.
I think I just need some fresh air.
You were the only one I cared about
fuck it,
love isnt real.
You can't see it you can barely fuckin feel...
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SELF POEM
Published
21st Jul 2011 5:46pm
21st Jul 2011 5:46pm
I need to make the change
I had a dream last night.
That I died and went to heaven,
and god was standing at the pearly gates waiting for me.
He said, im sorry I can't let you in.
Lets look back in the past,
and see were you're life has been.
As we both looked back,
I seen some things that I wasn't proud of.
Thought about it for a minute,
and said im only one to blame.
I think my life needs a change.
Then he starred into my soul,
Said theres some good among the strife..
You will have to pay a toll.
Im...
That I died and went to heaven,
and god was standing at the pearly gates waiting for me.
He said, im sorry I can't let you in.
Lets look back in the past,
and see were you're life has been.
As we both looked back,
I seen some things that I wasn't proud of.
Thought about it for a minute,
and said im only one to blame.
I think my life needs a change.
Then he starred into my soul,
Said theres some good among the strife..
You will have to pay a toll.
Im...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
21st Jul 2011 4:53am
21st Jul 2011 4:53am
Suicide
I pick up the knife,
but I just wasn't able to push it in deep.
Then I found a bottle of pills.
I thought these can't kill,
there meant to heal.
So I just dug in them deep pulled out alot,
then I thought man.. I better not...
but I swallowed them all.
Then I thought to myself this wont hurt.
This is a much easier way to go,
but I didn't know how bad it would hurt.
Until I woke up 3 days later in a hospital gown,
and then I saw my mom frown with disappointment on her face.
Wow I didn't win the race of death.
I thought my life...
but I just wasn't able to push it in deep.
Then I found a bottle of pills.
I thought these can't kill,
there meant to heal.
So I just dug in them deep pulled out alot,
then I thought man.. I better not...
but I swallowed them all.
Then I thought to myself this wont hurt.
This is a much easier way to go,
but I didn't know how bad it would hurt.
Until I woke up 3 days later in a hospital gown,
and then I saw my mom frown with disappointment on her face.
Wow I didn't win the race of death.
I thought my life...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
19th Jul 2011 8:47pm
19th Jul 2011 8:47pm
Jail time
When your sitting in jail.
That cell is your hell..
Sitting there remenscing,
surrounded by your thoughts.
About the past
If you were asked,
to start all over.
What would you do?
Who would you turn to?
Would you sit there in hell,
and shut the demons of your past out..
or try to be saved by the bell.
Would you turn to the lord?
Or would you just sit there bored?
Theres no bad people in the world,
just the paths they choose to go..
and the decsions they made.
Would you rise out of hell? ...
That cell is your hell..
Sitting there remenscing,
surrounded by your thoughts.
About the past
If you were asked,
to start all over.
What would you do?
Who would you turn to?
Would you sit there in hell,
and shut the demons of your past out..
or try to be saved by the bell.
Would you turn to the lord?
Or would you just sit there bored?
Theres no bad people in the world,
just the paths they choose to go..
and the decsions they made.
Would you rise out of hell? ...
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LOVE POEM
Published
19th Jul 2011 7:46am
19th Jul 2011 7:46am
Lost love
Ilost your love to another.
Dear god willI ever recover?
You were my first love.
Was that not enough?
You done me wrong,
and slept with another.
I really liked are song.
Now every time it plays.
You pop into my mind for days..
Why does the thought of you,
make the pain stay?
You said you loved me,
but then you used and abused me.
Then after you told me what you had done..
You left me to cry alone,
with no one to hold.
That night a little part of me died.
That's the night i lost your love,
but asI think back...
Dear god willI ever recover?
You were my first love.
Was that not enough?
You done me wrong,
and slept with another.
I really liked are song.
Now every time it plays.
You pop into my mind for days..
Why does the thought of you,
make the pain stay?
You said you loved me,
but then you used and abused me.
Then after you told me what you had done..
You left me to cry alone,
with no one to hold.
That night a little part of me died.
That's the night i lost your love,
but asI think back...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
18th Jul 2011 6:07am
18th Jul 2011 6:07am
Back stabber
You stabed me in the back.
When i needed you most.
You were the bug and i was the host.
You drained the life out of me.
Sucked me up dry,
with all of your lies.
Left me nothing to hide,
because youtold everyone what you drained.
Theres was nothing in my brain,
that you didnt know.
So everyone hated me.
You twisted the truth.
Now were does that getyou?
You were a spy.
That got thethings out of me..
That i treid so hard to hide.
Yes i use to be a spy,
that lied and hid behind the smile..
but then i seen the change...
When i needed you most.
You were the bug and i was the host.
You drained the life out of me.
Sucked me up dry,
with all of your lies.
Left me nothing to hide,
because youtold everyone what you drained.
Theres was nothing in my brain,
that you didnt know.
So everyone hated me.
You twisted the truth.
Now were does that getyou?
You were a spy.
That got thethings out of me..
That i treid so hard to hide.
Yes i use to be a spy,
that lied and hid behind the smile..
but then i seen the change...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
18th Jul 2011 00:50am
18th Jul 2011 00:50am
Constant cycle
Everything is looking up.
Isee things clearley now..
I kno what i have to do,
but i cant seem to fill these shoe's.
As soon as i go up,
and im happy.
I fall back down,
and hit the ground.
Yes it hurts,
butI know what i have to do..
So I try to regain what little strength,
I have and get back up again.
Then try to find happiness again,
and it seems like everytimeI find it.
Ifall the next day.
it's a constent cycle..
it's like a ledge,
and im on the edge.
That i fall off everytime,
so then i just get up and...
Isee things clearley now..
I kno what i have to do,
but i cant seem to fill these shoe's.
As soon as i go up,
and im happy.
I fall back down,
and hit the ground.
Yes it hurts,
butI know what i have to do..
So I try to regain what little strength,
I have and get back up again.
Then try to find happiness again,
and it seems like everytimeI find it.
Ifall the next day.
it's a constent cycle..
it's like a ledge,
and im on the edge.
That i fall off everytime,
so then i just get up and...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
15th Jul 2011 2:18am
15th Jul 2011 2:18am
life's demeaning
Life's demeaning,
really what is the meaning?
I'll say there's no meaning,
it's a mountain.
You climb, you fall, and start again...
and for some people it's a long deepabyss.
Where they fall and never get up again.
and sometimes when your life changes,
it's the storm and you're the drain.
Ican't get this question out of my brain;
I think about it night andday 'cause my life is just in a haze.
It's a maze with no ending,
It's all depending...
on the routeI chose to go.
I need to get mypriorities straight,
and tryand win...
really what is the meaning?
I'll say there's no meaning,
it's a mountain.
You climb, you fall, and start again...
and for some people it's a long deepabyss.
Where they fall and never get up again.
and sometimes when your life changes,
it's the storm and you're the drain.
Ican't get this question out of my brain;
I think about it night andday 'cause my life is just in a haze.
It's a maze with no ending,
It's all depending...
on the routeI chose to go.
I need to get mypriorities straight,
and tryand win...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
15th Jul 2011 1:56am
15th Jul 2011 1:56am
Falling back down to earth
Smack. It hits my face,
and thenI snap back to reality..
All the stress rushes back into my mind,
and I lose it .
Ineed to regain my strength,
amI even part of the human race?
I feel so distant, so far...
Am Iblind?
Why wont this shit get out of my mind?
I can't get out of my selfish ways,
that's why the pain comes and stays...
soI fall untilI hit reality again.
Andthenmy mind starts to spin,
what kind of state amI in?
Ican't seem to realize what I've done wrong,
I need to change my ways
but for now I'll just fall....
and thenI snap back to reality..
All the stress rushes back into my mind,
and I lose it .
Ineed to regain my strength,
amI even part of the human race?
I feel so distant, so far...
Am Iblind?
Why wont this shit get out of my mind?
I can't get out of my selfish ways,
that's why the pain comes and stays...
soI fall untilI hit reality again.
Andthenmy mind starts to spin,
what kind of state amI in?
Ican't seem to realize what I've done wrong,
I need to change my ways
but for now I'll just fall....
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DRUGS POEM
Published
13th Jul 2011 10:17pm
13th Jul 2011 10:17pm
Pain Pills
They heal and peel the pain away.
They are used,
mostly abused.
They bring you up,
and take you down.
So you just frown,
Then you lose your high.
So you get mad over the littlest things,
So you swallow more down,
the high comes back.
You think everythingis alright,
untill you fall into a deep sleep..
that you neverwake up from.
now what do you have to be proud of?
You just ended your life.
They are used,
mostly abused.
They bring you up,
and take you down.
So you just frown,
Then you lose your high.
So you get mad over the littlest things,
So you swallow more down,
the high comes back.
You think everythingis alright,
untill you fall into a deep sleep..
that you neverwake up from.
now what do you have to be proud of?
You just ended your life.
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