Submissions by Zodiax (Rob Washick)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Pitch black ambiguity lights my way.
What I carry
I carry a lighter to kindle my therapy,
So I may burn my problems away.
I carry a heavy heart,
In a cage-like penitentiary.
I carry the blood of alcoholism,
Prone to every addiction.
I carry low self-esteem,
My primary affliction
I carry countless knives half sheathed into my back,
From all the cowards incapable of finishing what they've started.
I carry optimism for what my future holds.
At least I did, before it all departed.
I carry ink stained skin,
Over & under scarred tissue.
I carry an obsessive mind,
Dwelling restlessly...
So I may burn my problems away.
I carry a heavy heart,
In a cage-like penitentiary.
I carry the blood of alcoholism,
Prone to every addiction.
I carry low self-esteem,
My primary affliction
I carry countless knives half sheathed into my back,
From all the cowards incapable of finishing what they've started.
I carry optimism for what my future holds.
At least I did, before it all departed.
I carry ink stained skin,
Over & under scarred tissue.
I carry an obsessive mind,
Dwelling restlessly...
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Haikus for High-fools
I have no problem
With the season of winter
Or the snow it brings.
Nor will I look down
On recreational brown,
The killer of pain.
That would make me fake,
A hypocrite, a high-fool
Writing a haiku
Fun is never free.
Habits can be expensive,
Please take it from me.
Have moderation
& set your priorities.
Who am I kidding?
Read these & be warned.
Have all the fun you deserve,
& don't be consumed
For this can affect
All those who dwell in your home,
The ones that love you.
With the season of winter
Or the snow it brings.
Nor will I look down
On recreational brown,
The killer of pain.
That would make me fake,
A hypocrite, a high-fool
Writing a haiku
Fun is never free.
Habits can be expensive,
Please take it from me.
Have moderation
& set your priorities.
Who am I kidding?
Read these & be warned.
Have all the fun you deserve,
& don't be consumed
For this can affect
All those who dwell in your home,
The ones that love you.
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4 Comments
Drug in pairs
A waste of soul
A wasted whole
Scorching soles
Scaling coals
In amazement
In a basement.
As I shout
No way out.
No ear to hear
The heinous drear
Of the puppeteer.
Reinforced walls
capture my calls.
I've seen them before
The walls & the floor
I can't seem to place
Where I've been placed.
My loss of grace
Laughs in my face
As they laugh at my flesh
They've burnt until fresh.
One man has left
To commit more theft
& find me a friend
To be tortured & penned.
My feet they burn.
The...
A wasted whole
Scorching soles
Scaling coals
In amazement
In a basement.
As I shout
No way out.
No ear to hear
The heinous drear
Of the puppeteer.
Reinforced walls
capture my calls.
I've seen them before
The walls & the floor
I can't seem to place
Where I've been placed.
My loss of grace
Laughs in my face
As they laugh at my flesh
They've burnt until fresh.
One man has left
To commit more theft
& find me a friend
To be tortured & penned.
My feet they burn.
The...
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Forbidden f**king
1345 reads
2 Comments
This wasn't sex
Goosebumps & chills
Inhabit my skin
As I explore hers
From her toes to her grin
Her pupils are dilated
My love is her drug
She's starting me up
She's my spark plug
The lights are off
The candles are lit
I'm kissing her neck
& rubbing her clit
She's gritting her teeth
& pushing me down
So hot & moist
Hope I don't drown
Can't tell what's wetter
My lips or hers
Her face is cringing
An orgasm occurs
Just one of many
My hands are soaked
But I'm not done yet
Another's...
Inhabit my skin
As I explore hers
From her toes to her grin
Her pupils are dilated
My love is her drug
She's starting me up
She's my spark plug
The lights are off
The candles are lit
I'm kissing her neck
& rubbing her clit
She's gritting her teeth
& pushing me down
So hot & moist
Hope I don't drown
Can't tell what's wetter
My lips or hers
Her face is cringing
An orgasm occurs
Just one of many
My hands are soaked
But I'm not done yet
Another's...
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Let the gin fill in
Another lousy day
Brings severe depression
Pass the Bombay
So I may drink it away
I'll disown my kin
& all their oppression
After I spill the gin
& let it all fill in
Or perhaps some rum
To lift my chest of lead
I'm already dumb
May as well be numb
I just want to drink
Until I'm left dead
Leaning on the brink
Of father's kitchen sink
I also want to smoke
Clouds into my lungs
Mix it with some coke
No wonder I'm so broke
Broke as I am high
Speaking in tongues
Forever I'd fly
& say...
Brings severe depression
Pass the Bombay
So I may drink it away
I'll disown my kin
& all their oppression
After I spill the gin
& let it all fill in
Or perhaps some rum
To lift my chest of lead
I'm already dumb
May as well be numb
I just want to drink
Until I'm left dead
Leaning on the brink
Of father's kitchen sink
I also want to smoke
Clouds into my lungs
Mix it with some coke
No wonder I'm so broke
Broke as I am high
Speaking in tongues
Forever I'd fly
& say...
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Free my Love
My tears travel down your back
As I pull your body against mine
You give me the strength I lack
To restore my mind
Alone the world holds me down
With no hope for completion
With you I found a way around
& stopped my heart's depletion
I need that comfort to stay
Even after I let go
So I can wake the next day
To watch our flowers grow
With my water & your sun
They'll bloom into something pure
Our garden will weigh a ton
Of this much you can be sure
Already they are growing
& are...
As I pull your body against mine
You give me the strength I lack
To restore my mind
Alone the world holds me down
With no hope for completion
With you I found a way around
& stopped my heart's depletion
I need that comfort to stay
Even after I let go
So I can wake the next day
To watch our flowers grow
With my water & your sun
They'll bloom into something pure
Our garden will weigh a ton
Of this much you can be sure
Already they are growing
& are...
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3 Comments
Make me hate you
Drown me in apathy
While I reflate you
You threw me away
Like the trash I am
But I still can't hate you
Your problems are mine
And whenever I prate you
You write me off
Again & again
But I still can't hate you
We took a trip to hell & back
Lonely I await you
For you've left me
Half way there
But I still can't hate you
You led me on
Thought I would date you
As always I'm wrong
By your correction
Yet I still can not hate you
I fell far and hard
While he had to debate you
Yet you...
While I reflate you
You threw me away
Like the trash I am
But I still can't hate you
Your problems are mine
And whenever I prate you
You write me off
Again & again
But I still can't hate you
We took a trip to hell & back
Lonely I await you
For you've left me
Half way there
But I still can't hate you
You led me on
Thought I would date you
As always I'm wrong
By your correction
Yet I still can not hate you
I fell far and hard
While he had to debate you
Yet you...
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Happy's Love is Near
Each & every year
Flows before his face
Happy's love is near
Slowing the pace
One knee on his chest
Freedom in your hands
He's ready to rest
In the distant lands
Our room is all black
& needs some deep red
Life is what we lack
We will soon be dead
Sinking like a knife
His spirit descends
The room's full of life
The drear at last re-ends
Flows before his face
Happy's love is near
Slowing the pace
One knee on his chest
Freedom in your hands
He's ready to rest
In the distant lands
Our room is all black
& needs some deep red
Life is what we lack
We will soon be dead
Sinking like a knife
His spirit descends
The room's full of life
The drear at last re-ends
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Rain Cloud
Rain cloud
Over my head
Won't leave
Until I'm dead
Why won't
It go away
I don't
want it to stay
It rains
Acid tears
My pains
& my fears
Come back
They make me sad
I'll crack
I'll go mad
The rain cloud won't leave me alone
Life's been made difficult
It tried to make me one of its own
Struck me down with a lightning bolt
I tried hard to avoid its path
It will never let me go
I tried hard to avoid its wrath
The sky is still indigo
Be my guide
You & I
Pull me through...
Over my head
Won't leave
Until I'm dead
Why won't
It go away
I don't
want it to stay
It rains
Acid tears
My pains
& my fears
Come back
They make me sad
I'll crack
I'll go mad
The rain cloud won't leave me alone
Life's been made difficult
It tried to make me one of its own
Struck me down with a lightning bolt
I tried hard to avoid its path
It will never let me go
I tried hard to avoid its wrath
The sky is still indigo
Be my guide
You & I
Pull me through...
#clouds
#rain
#lyrics #sadness
#lyrics #sadness
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Don't conceal how you feel
All you took went in your bottle
The energy is full throttle
All those feelings mixed together
Will explode on the road of the nether
Never thought you’d let them leave
It’s happened but you can’t believe
That the damage has all been done
And the pain is yet to stain the sun
Now you see why you must vent
Half of what’s said is ever meant
The other half reflects your age
Embrace what can misplace rage
Release all that encumbers
In the greatest of numbers
And tell the trusted what’s wrong
Because life is brief, but grief...
The energy is full throttle
All those feelings mixed together
Will explode on the road of the nether
Never thought you’d let them leave
It’s happened but you can’t believe
That the damage has all been done
And the pain is yet to stain the sun
Now you see why you must vent
Half of what’s said is ever meant
The other half reflects your age
Embrace what can misplace rage
Release all that encumbers
In the greatest of numbers
And tell the trusted what’s wrong
Because life is brief, but grief...
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3 Comments
You're a disgrace
Rising from my bed
The flies hit my face
Creeping through my head
“Damn, you’re a disgrace”
The walls are painted
Blood and rust
My mind is tainted
“Escape we must”
We press our love
Against the door
With one shove
Door no more
Into the hall
We stepped
Risking it all
We crept
A few drains
Lined the floor
Too many brains
Lined the floor
Insanity clouds the air
Polluting our mind
Life isn’t fair
So leave it behind
Opposite of me
Stands a figure black
It’s all we...
The flies hit my face
Creeping through my head
“Damn, you’re a disgrace”
The walls are painted
Blood and rust
My mind is tainted
“Escape we must”
We press our love
Against the door
With one shove
Door no more
Into the hall
We stepped
Risking it all
We crept
A few drains
Lined the floor
Too many brains
Lined the floor
Insanity clouds the air
Polluting our mind
Life isn’t fair
So leave it behind
Opposite of me
Stands a figure black
It’s all we...
635 reads
4 Comments
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