Submissions by Yellowbonee
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Untold Life Story
You think you know me because you see me from the outside but really what it is, is my inside outcry. Outside in it's all just for prentend to hide the insecurities that started at age 10. That grew at age 12 and got worse by 14, the world got meaner and my outcry became a terrified scream. Then at age 15 I got raped verbally by a man whose face became a nightmare to me. But wait, damn I didn't of how large the affects would be until one day my father laid down next to me. I wasn't sure of his actions, maybe he would try it too. And now this fear I have is wide open in the eyes of everyones...
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Time Together
Today: I have you
Tomorrow: I hate you
Tonight: I miss you
Yesterday: I date you
Forever: I love you
Never: I forget you
Always: I remember you
Till death: Won't regret you
For Now: We are apart
Each day: We fight
Everyday: We missed
One moment: In sight
Forever: Together
In time: Above
In seconds: With tears
That day: With love.
Tomorrow: I hate you
Tonight: I miss you
Yesterday: I date you
Forever: I love you
Never: I forget you
Always: I remember you
Till death: Won't regret you
For Now: We are apart
Each day: We fight
Everyday: We missed
One moment: In sight
Forever: Together
In time: Above
In seconds: With tears
That day: With love.
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In my Eyes as A Teenage Girl
I stare at the wall,
many sleepless nights.
Several tears in my eyes,
not completely sure why.
Feeling of failure, thoughts of death,
attemtpting to push it all away with the little strength I have left.
Ugly girls looking pretty, pretty girls looking better,
and then it's my looks that I put into question.
Still in love with my ex, liking my bestfriend,
wanting two other guys, but they have girlfriends.
Unhappy in my looks, over flowed with my insecurities,
most guys want me for my body, because they see nothing more in me.
Parents don't trust...
many sleepless nights.
Several tears in my eyes,
not completely sure why.
Feeling of failure, thoughts of death,
attemtpting to push it all away with the little strength I have left.
Ugly girls looking pretty, pretty girls looking better,
and then it's my looks that I put into question.
Still in love with my ex, liking my bestfriend,
wanting two other guys, but they have girlfriends.
Unhappy in my looks, over flowed with my insecurities,
most guys want me for my body, because they see nothing more in me.
Parents don't trust...
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It's Over
Yesterday is old,
today is new.
You broke up with me,
but I still love you.
I may have tears in my eyes,
but I wont let them touch my face.
Holding back what I feel inside,
letting no one take your place.
I'm upset today,
and may be sad tomorrow.
But I know I got to be stong,
and let my mind lead,
while my heart follow.
It was bound to happen,
never thought it would be so soon.
So I stare up at the stars,
and get the feeling from the moon.
I know this was a message,
sent from above.
That maybe I should wait,
and...
today is new.
You broke up with me,
but I still love you.
I may have tears in my eyes,
but I wont let them touch my face.
Holding back what I feel inside,
letting no one take your place.
I'm upset today,
and may be sad tomorrow.
But I know I got to be stong,
and let my mind lead,
while my heart follow.
It was bound to happen,
never thought it would be so soon.
So I stare up at the stars,
and get the feeling from the moon.
I know this was a message,
sent from above.
That maybe I should wait,
and...
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When im gone (Eminem)
Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for'em
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for'em
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her,
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
Daddy look what I made, Dad's gotta go catch a plane
Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?
I don't know go play Hailie, baby,...
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for'em
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her,
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
Daddy look what I made, Dad's gotta go catch a plane
Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?
I don't know go play Hailie, baby,...
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Broken love story
Thoughts racing through my mind, beats racing through my heart.
Worked so hard for something so real, but now we're back where it starts.
I've spared for you, was there for you, you even told me things my heart felt were true.
So tell me one thing, why is it so easy for you to forget me, but here I am still caring for you.
No regrets, no mistakes, living life day by day,
but being without you is like your favorite record broken on replay!
Suffering in scilence, cant sleep too busy crying for the guy with a new girl spending everyday smiling.
Ive lied for...
Worked so hard for something so real, but now we're back where it starts.
I've spared for you, was there for you, you even told me things my heart felt were true.
So tell me one thing, why is it so easy for you to forget me, but here I am still caring for you.
No regrets, no mistakes, living life day by day,
but being without you is like your favorite record broken on replay!
Suffering in scilence, cant sleep too busy crying for the guy with a new girl spending everyday smiling.
Ive lied for...
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Pressure of Perfection
Imperfection and disregression,
sympathectic thoughts on her mind maybe she's stressing.
Is it the lesson,
or is it the pressure of being what everyone elses minds are expecting?
Judging me like we in a competition,
but take time to step in my shoes and see the situations I've been in.
I got my own problems I dont need you adding more in it.
Pushing me to be perfect, but take a look in the mirror, and see the reflection of the problems within it.
Because he's slanging he's foolish,
she failed her test so she's stupid,
or maybe the...
sympathectic thoughts on her mind maybe she's stressing.
Is it the lesson,
or is it the pressure of being what everyone elses minds are expecting?
Judging me like we in a competition,
but take time to step in my shoes and see the situations I've been in.
I got my own problems I dont need you adding more in it.
Pushing me to be perfect, but take a look in the mirror, and see the reflection of the problems within it.
Because he's slanging he's foolish,
she failed her test so she's stupid,
or maybe the...
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