Submissions by XxDewdropxX (YouNoLongerWalkAlone)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I write what comes to mind xp
Please reply...
Body shaking and trembling,
At the thought of talking to you.
With every message I get
I jump with excitement
Thinking It must be you.
But with every one read,
I'm disappointed to see it never is,
I go days without your reply.
Each day my heart sinking lower and lower,
I've gone months without you,
and i cant take much more
My hearts dying without you..
I need you..
One new message...still not you.
Please hurry and reply.
At the thought of talking to you.
With every message I get
I jump with excitement
Thinking It must be you.
But with every one read,
I'm disappointed to see it never is,
I go days without your reply.
Each day my heart sinking lower and lower,
I've gone months without you,
and i cant take much more
My hearts dying without you..
I need you..
One new message...still not you.
Please hurry and reply.
639 reads
I did this to myself
Here I sit,within your arms.
Giving into your twisted ways.
You hold me tight not letting go,
Even though my lungs are constricting so.
"Your my little pet,forever and ever"
Saying as you grin evilly.
As a sigh escapes my lips,
I knew I shouldn't have let you in...
Sorrow fills my heart,for I know I'm screwed.
Desperation fills my soul,
For I know I can't get help.
Tears sliding down silently,
Praying you not to notice.
Once you do my world will turn black.
Because I will have disobeyed you.
Feeling your arms tighten...
Giving into your twisted ways.
You hold me tight not letting go,
Even though my lungs are constricting so.
"Your my little pet,forever and ever"
Saying as you grin evilly.
As a sigh escapes my lips,
I knew I shouldn't have let you in...
Sorrow fills my heart,for I know I'm screwed.
Desperation fills my soul,
For I know I can't get help.
Tears sliding down silently,
Praying you not to notice.
Once you do my world will turn black.
Because I will have disobeyed you.
Feeling your arms tighten...
678 reads
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Let me be free
Why punish me so,
For a sin I did not commit.
Why hurt me brutally
When I give you no reason to.
All I give to you is my love.
I recieve your pure hate and abuse.
My heart is breaking
While you sit there smiling.
Telling you I'm leaving
You say I have no choice but to stay.
It is not my will to leave.
I am yet to be free.
Later on you die.
I find myself still stuck here.
My soul nailed down to the floor
Why...?
I feel you still keeping me here.
Your ghost caging me
Let me be free...
I don't want...
For a sin I did not commit.
Why hurt me brutally
When I give you no reason to.
All I give to you is my love.
I recieve your pure hate and abuse.
My heart is breaking
While you sit there smiling.
Telling you I'm leaving
You say I have no choice but to stay.
It is not my will to leave.
I am yet to be free.
Later on you die.
I find myself still stuck here.
My soul nailed down to the floor
Why...?
I feel you still keeping me here.
Your ghost caging me
Let me be free...
I don't want...
628 reads
4 Comments
This makes no sence.
The cool touch of the night air,
Chilling me down to the bone.
Looking at your skin so fair,
Why are you out here alone?
Slowly you look at me,
Your smile going up slow,like a tease.
Grabbing my hands,not letting them be free.
As we feel the deathly breeze.
Sitting here in the quiet dark,
Not saying one word as we look at each other.
Surely I know we wont drift apart.
Silly you,my eyes you cover.
Uncovering them slowly,
You make me look at you.
Your grin looking oh so unholy.
As I fall harder for you.
In this...
Chilling me down to the bone.
Looking at your skin so fair,
Why are you out here alone?
Slowly you look at me,
Your smile going up slow,like a tease.
Grabbing my hands,not letting them be free.
As we feel the deathly breeze.
Sitting here in the quiet dark,
Not saying one word as we look at each other.
Surely I know we wont drift apart.
Silly you,my eyes you cover.
Uncovering them slowly,
You make me look at you.
Your grin looking oh so unholy.
As I fall harder for you.
In this...
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1 Comment
I'm confused. (Ignore this)
"Are you Ok?"
A question you always ask..
A nod of my head,"Sure...I'm fine"
Even though my mind is screaming,pleading;
For you to see that I'm dying.
For you to see my pain once again.
Walking away you believe me.
Wanting to scream after you,
Tell you I really need someone to talk to.
I just wish you still cared.
I wish you would still check my arms,
Wish you still convinced me to eat
What happened to helping me?
Why can't you just talk to me?
Why would you let them take you away from me...
Let them convince you...
A question you always ask..
A nod of my head,"Sure...I'm fine"
Even though my mind is screaming,pleading;
For you to see that I'm dying.
For you to see my pain once again.
Walking away you believe me.
Wanting to scream after you,
Tell you I really need someone to talk to.
I just wish you still cared.
I wish you would still check my arms,
Wish you still convinced me to eat
What happened to helping me?
Why can't you just talk to me?
Why would you let them take you away from me...
Let them convince you...
668 reads
7 Comments
Daydream.
Were sitting here hand and hand,
Smiling,laughing because we can.
Cuddling close under the stars.
Your smile permanently in my heart.
How can you love me,
Always I'm asking.
Because your so special..
As you sit laughing.
First kiss,soft and sweet.
Mesmerized by your eyes.
Last kiss,filled with so much regret.
Sorry..
Fading back into reality
I see you,staring at me.
With great hate and sadness in your eyes.
That its penetrating my soul.
Whispering to myself,"I'm sorry.."
I didn't mean for this to...
Smiling,laughing because we can.
Cuddling close under the stars.
Your smile permanently in my heart.
How can you love me,
Always I'm asking.
Because your so special..
As you sit laughing.
First kiss,soft and sweet.
Mesmerized by your eyes.
Last kiss,filled with so much regret.
Sorry..
Fading back into reality
I see you,staring at me.
With great hate and sadness in your eyes.
That its penetrating my soul.
Whispering to myself,"I'm sorry.."
I didn't mean for this to...
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5 Comments
Trust-My Vent
Trust is something I lost.
I have the hardest time trusting anyone.
I can barely even trust my family.
I can't change this,even if I wanted to.
I wish I could say I completely trust someone.
But I can't.
I used to trust you..
But you basically destroyed me.
You put me down,made me want to die.
I lost all trust in you a long time ago.
Dear one sister.
I don't trust you either.
Look what you did with your life,
Look how things worked out for you.
Look at our relationship...
So much for being there for me always.
When your the one...
I have the hardest time trusting anyone.
I can barely even trust my family.
I can't change this,even if I wanted to.
I wish I could say I completely trust someone.
But I can't.
I used to trust you..
But you basically destroyed me.
You put me down,made me want to die.
I lost all trust in you a long time ago.
Dear one sister.
I don't trust you either.
Look what you did with your life,
Look how things worked out for you.
Look at our relationship...
So much for being there for me always.
When your the one...
892 reads
3 Comments
Memory ever so slowly fading.
Here I am starting to break.
Breaking down everyday.
Tears falling down to the floor.
I can't say I don't care anymore.
Having an urge just to slice.
But for once I just threw the knife.
Hearing it cut into the wall.
Wishing the wall was my heart.
Curled into a ball of pain.
Wanting everything to go away.
Just for once not to remember a thing.
Like this was all just a dream.
A dream of happiness and sorrow.
With promises of a better tomorrow.
Here I am starting to break.
Breaking down everyday.
Tears falling down...
Breaking down everyday.
Tears falling down to the floor.
I can't say I don't care anymore.
Having an urge just to slice.
But for once I just threw the knife.
Hearing it cut into the wall.
Wishing the wall was my heart.
Curled into a ball of pain.
Wanting everything to go away.
Just for once not to remember a thing.
Like this was all just a dream.
A dream of happiness and sorrow.
With promises of a better tomorrow.
Here I am starting to break.
Breaking down everyday.
Tears falling down...
588 reads
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I miss you
I don't know what to think right now.
Life is being a sick cruel game.
I yearn to talk to you.
But I know all you'll cause is pain.
I miss how we talked day and night,
Hour after hour.
But yet I can't go back to it.
Im happy with life now,
Please let you be to.
The thought of you has my tears falling painfully to the floor.
Yet our memories make me smile.
I wish to go back,be friends.
But I know it wouldn't stick that way.
And I'd be in a trap yet again.
I hope your happy,
and living a well life,like you deserve. ...
Life is being a sick cruel game.
I yearn to talk to you.
But I know all you'll cause is pain.
I miss how we talked day and night,
Hour after hour.
But yet I can't go back to it.
Im happy with life now,
Please let you be to.
The thought of you has my tears falling painfully to the floor.
Yet our memories make me smile.
I wish to go back,be friends.
But I know it wouldn't stick that way.
And I'd be in a trap yet again.
I hope your happy,
and living a well life,like you deserve. ...
599 reads
No Title.
There you are.
Standing alone.
There you are.
Feeling so cold.
A hollow face.
Within your soul.
Here I am.
Your not so alone.
Scars on your wrists.
You are a fighter.
Pain and slits.
You are a survivor.
See now the boys and girls.
Playing so cheerfully.
See them now.
Acting all giddy.
Do you remember that?
Us back then when we we kids.
Being so happy and giddy.
What ever happened?
What happened to us..
We turned into monsters.
Here you are standing.
Alone again.
Here you are.
A breeze with in...
Standing alone.
There you are.
Feeling so cold.
A hollow face.
Within your soul.
Here I am.
Your not so alone.
Scars on your wrists.
You are a fighter.
Pain and slits.
You are a survivor.
See now the boys and girls.
Playing so cheerfully.
See them now.
Acting all giddy.
Do you remember that?
Us back then when we we kids.
Being so happy and giddy.
What ever happened?
What happened to us..
We turned into monsters.
Here you are standing.
Alone again.
Here you are.
A breeze with in...
598 reads
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Crawling to the light.
I see it,the bright light.
I'm not even gonna put up a fight.
I'm just gonna fall to the ground.
Not even going to make a sound.
Crawling ever so silently.
Not even going to stop and weep.
Crawling crawling through the pain.
I think I'm going to go insane.
Closer I get to it.
Now I know I can't quit.
Stopping awhile to think.
Being pulled closer to the brink.
It's just oh so bright.
The shining,gleaming,blinding light.
My body beginning to feel weightless.
Now I know I'm here atlas.
I feel myself disappearing....
I'm not even gonna put up a fight.
I'm just gonna fall to the ground.
Not even going to make a sound.
Crawling ever so silently.
Not even going to stop and weep.
Crawling crawling through the pain.
I think I'm going to go insane.
Closer I get to it.
Now I know I can't quit.
Stopping awhile to think.
Being pulled closer to the brink.
It's just oh so bright.
The shining,gleaming,blinding light.
My body beginning to feel weightless.
Now I know I'm here atlas.
I feel myself disappearing....
643 reads
3 Comments
Deceiving Dream
I saw you in my dreams.
Happy as can be.
Smiling ear to ear.
Shedding joyful tears.
We we talking.
Hugging and laughing.
We were joking.
Even talked about crafting.
Every thing started to blur.
When I realized this wasn't real.
My heart started to hurt.
As I saw this was all a lie.
Your house started to burn.
As I began to wake.
Maybe I'll soon learn.
What's real and what's fake.
Your image disappearing.
My smile slowly fading.
My brain started clearing.
My heart was betrayed.
By a deceiving...
Happy as can be.
Smiling ear to ear.
Shedding joyful tears.
We we talking.
Hugging and laughing.
We were joking.
Even talked about crafting.
Every thing started to blur.
When I realized this wasn't real.
My heart started to hurt.
As I saw this was all a lie.
Your house started to burn.
As I began to wake.
Maybe I'll soon learn.
What's real and what's fake.
Your image disappearing.
My smile slowly fading.
My brain started clearing.
My heart was betrayed.
By a deceiving...
606 reads
7 Comments
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