When it slides through my flesh as butter the anguish is released along with a rush of addicting high but at what cost is this to get rid of sorrow,fear,and pain why don't I just end it here there may be no light as the tunnel may continue forever only to get deeper into the cavity this will soon become infected with the tears of my own sorrow but the control is worth were the light may never come always hope for best possibilities for it could continue to get worse but always hope for the light to come as there is...