Submissions by XXcrazychickXX (Kiy)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
LOVE POEM
Published
7th Dec 2013 6:38pm
7th Dec 2013 6:38pm
One Last Time
Was it ever meant to
be
Were you ever meant to
be with me
I wanted you to stay
To be there for you through
the pain, the hurt
The sadness
Help you face your
fears
Share with you secrets,
tears
I wanted to see that
precious smile of yours
Before you left me
alone
Before you had gone
I'm now wondering
Were we ever meant to be
But I know I'm just dreaming
I could never be with you
Not in this life
So for now
I'll stay near you,
watch from afar
So...
be
Were you ever meant to
be with me
I wanted you to stay
To be there for you through
the pain, the hurt
The sadness
Help you face your
fears
Share with you secrets,
tears
I wanted to see that
precious smile of yours
Before you left me
alone
Before you had gone
I'm now wondering
Were we ever meant to be
But I know I'm just dreaming
I could never be with you
Not in this life
So for now
I'll stay near you,
watch from afar
So...
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SELF POEM
Published
25th Nov 2013 10:09pm
25th Nov 2013 10:09pm
Caring
Give me a reason
to care
To at least give one
fuck as to 'why'
But no matter how
hard you try
It still doesn't matter
I still don't care
But I guess you could
call it all a lie
This is what just makes me
'Me'
I care too much to
not give a fuck
That's just the person I
am
I care too much to at
least try to not care
I hate this part of me
sometimes
Sometimes I wish I was
rid of the feeling of "Caring"
Sometimes it would make
things so much easier...
to care
To at least give one
fuck as to 'why'
But no matter how
hard you try
It still doesn't matter
I still don't care
But I guess you could
call it all a lie
This is what just makes me
'Me'
I care too much to
not give a fuck
That's just the person I
am
I care too much to at
least try to not care
I hate this part of me
sometimes
Sometimes I wish I was
rid of the feeling of "Caring"
Sometimes it would make
things so much easier...
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LOVE POEM
Published
18th Nov 2013 11:01pm
18th Nov 2013 11:01pm
Pretty Face
Such a pretty face
So abused and out of shape
The unsightly scars and ugly wounds
You don't deserve this
You deserve better
Love?
No that isn't right
How can that be love if he
hits you, hurt you, break your heart
Love isn't supposed to hurt
Not like this
You're not supposed to feel like shit
It isn't supposed to feel like
this
There's many others out there
Better than him
He isn't sure, he doesn't know
He's sorry
Sorry for what? No he isn't
He...
So abused and out of shape
The unsightly scars and ugly wounds
You don't deserve this
You deserve better
Love?
No that isn't right
How can that be love if he
hits you, hurt you, break your heart
Love isn't supposed to hurt
Not like this
You're not supposed to feel like shit
It isn't supposed to feel like
this
There's many others out there
Better than him
He isn't sure, he doesn't know
He's sorry
Sorry for what? No he isn't
He...
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ANGER POEM
Published
12th Nov 2013 10:51pm
12th Nov 2013 10:51pm
Like Me?
You don't like me?
You don't say
I never asked for you
to like me anyway
I didn't ask you to talk
to me
Or ask about my business
I never asked about your
feelings
It really doesn't matter
to me at all
What you think of me
Or what you say
Honestly fuck your
feelings
And fuck your opinions
Fuck all of your
bullshit
Like I'm not tired of
hearing it
You don't say
I never asked for you
to like me anyway
I didn't ask you to talk
to me
Or ask about my business
I never asked about your
feelings
It really doesn't matter
to me at all
What you think of me
Or what you say
Honestly fuck your
feelings
And fuck your opinions
Fuck all of your
bullshit
Like I'm not tired of
hearing it
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
29th Oct 2013 9:05pm
29th Oct 2013 9:05pm
No Longer
It's useless to struggle
To cry
Why do you continue to
try to live in a lie
You obviously know
It's evident and it shows
Why continue doing this
to yourself
You keep trying to survive,
to thrive in that hell
It's not safe and you just
continuously choose to stay
Whether you like it or not
I just can't let you keep
doing this to yourself
To cry
Why do you continue to
try to live in a lie
You obviously know
It's evident and it shows
Why continue doing this
to yourself
You keep trying to survive,
to thrive in that hell
It's not safe and you just
continuously choose to stay
Whether you like it or not
I just can't let you keep
doing this to yourself
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
14th Oct 2013 8:32pm
14th Oct 2013 8:32pm
I Hate That You're Hurting
All you gotta do is
hold on
I don't know what it's like
to lose someone
But I know you've gotta
stay strong
I hate it when you hurt,
when you cry
Deep down inside
It hurts me so much to
see that you're in pain
I only wish I could help
Do something to make
it better
Make the pain go away
I wish I could help you
to feel better
Cause I just don't know
what to do
I don't want you to hurt,
because it makes me cry
Do you know how I get
At the sight of...
hold on
I don't know what it's like
to lose someone
But I know you've gotta
stay strong
I hate it when you hurt,
when you cry
Deep down inside
It hurts me so much to
see that you're in pain
I only wish I could help
Do something to make
it better
Make the pain go away
I wish I could help you
to feel better
Cause I just don't know
what to do
I don't want you to hurt,
because it makes me cry
Do you know how I get
At the sight of...
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DARK POEM
Published
12th Oct 2013 9:25am
12th Oct 2013 9:25am
This feeling...
I can feel it
The insanity within me
rising
Growing stronger minute
by minute
The infectious lust,
the want
To give into it's dark desires
How I'd love to do
its bidding
The darkness of this
feeling...the sensation
Swirling around me
Surrounding, shrouding
Drowning out my senses
I want to lose myself within
this criminal must
To turn this creeping
feeling...sensation into more
Well it's a start for me, trying to improve on
writing dark poetry. But please...
The insanity within me
rising
Growing stronger minute
by minute
The infectious lust,
the want
To give into it's dark desires
How I'd love to do
its bidding
The darkness of this
feeling...the sensation
Swirling around me
Surrounding, shrouding
Drowning out my senses
I want to lose myself within
this criminal must
To turn this creeping
feeling...sensation into more
Well it's a start for me, trying to improve on
writing dark poetry. But please...
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SELF POEM
Published
11th Oct 2013 6:49am
11th Oct 2013 6:49am
Untitled
I've lost my way
Finding myself seems
to get harder and harder
Just when I'm almost
there
Just when I've finally
succeeded
I begin to fail
Why do I constantly
fall
Even though I've fought
so much
Tried so hard to get
where I am
It still isn't enough
Enough to satisfy the
invisible force that seems to
enjoy my misfortune
Why am I still failing
when I've done what I could
Just to at least
make these accomplishments
mean something
Make them worthwhile...
Finding myself seems
to get harder and harder
Just when I'm almost
there
Just when I've finally
succeeded
I begin to fail
Why do I constantly
fall
Even though I've fought
so much
Tried so hard to get
where I am
It still isn't enough
Enough to satisfy the
invisible force that seems to
enjoy my misfortune
Why am I still failing
when I've done what I could
Just to at least
make these accomplishments
mean something
Make them worthwhile...
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SELF POEM
Published
7th Oct 2013 5:07pm
7th Oct 2013 5:07pm
Nowadays
Nowadays
He doesn't seem
to smile
Nowadays
He's been gone
for a while
I wish I could
help
I really want to
say something
But the words just
wont come
Its not easy
Nowadays
He looks like
hes out of it
I just cant leave my
friend like this
Nowadays
Things arent just
the same
He doesn't seem
to smile
Nowadays
He's been gone
for a while
I wish I could
help
I really want to
say something
But the words just
wont come
Its not easy
Nowadays
He looks like
hes out of it
I just cant leave my
friend like this
Nowadays
Things arent just
the same
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SELF POEM
Published
25th Sep 2013 9:31pm
25th Sep 2013 9:31pm
Such A Thing...
I thought I'd be ready,
prepared for what was to come
But unexpectedly
The horrifyiing reality of
it all set in
I promised myself that
I'd never cry again
But the tears started falling as
I continued to read the note
Breaking my heart even more
and more
I could never forgive something
so cruel
So horrible, sick
I can't erase that moment
That pain
That terified feeling
as I began to shake
Not now, not ever
I can't deny that I feel so
helpless
Against...
prepared for what was to come
But unexpectedly
The horrifyiing reality of
it all set in
I promised myself that
I'd never cry again
But the tears started falling as
I continued to read the note
Breaking my heart even more
and more
I could never forgive something
so cruel
So horrible, sick
I can't erase that moment
That pain
That terified feeling
as I began to shake
Not now, not ever
I can't deny that I feel so
helpless
Against...
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ANGER POEM
Published
21st Sep 2013 8:44pm
21st Sep 2013 8:44pm
How could You?
How could I hold a
grudge against you
When you could do no
more wrong
How could I still be
angry with you
When the mess you brought
me into
Has finally ended
Do you want to know how
I feel?
Do you want to know how I
would respond?
I wanted so badly to openly
show my rage
To kick your ass right on
the spot
But I figured you weren't
worth it
Worth my words, my forgiveness
What you did to me
Doesn't amount to how pissed
I was
I don't...
grudge against you
When you could do no
more wrong
How could I still be
angry with you
When the mess you brought
me into
Has finally ended
Do you want to know how
I feel?
Do you want to know how I
would respond?
I wanted so badly to openly
show my rage
To kick your ass right on
the spot
But I figured you weren't
worth it
Worth my words, my forgiveness
What you did to me
Doesn't amount to how pissed
I was
I don't...
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