Submissions by VinnyPoser (In her shoes 101)

I've loved you to the best of my ability
I don't deserve such dishonesty
No - not like this!

As picture perfect memories pierce my soul
Who am I to not be deceived
I wish I could walk away - GO
Or maybe you should be the one to leave

You put me on a pedestal
A love that's for show
Your actions were out of control

I'd rather have you say goodbye
Then break this heart of mine
With your sweet lies
©inhershoes101

My tears fall like acid rain onto the ground
Can you hear the sound
Of my heart beating faster than it should
I can't do this without you

My tear drops self express
Lack that dwells within
My speech baffering -
Through unspoken words that sink skin deep
Beneath faded memories

Tell me why
Are we running around a battlefield of lies
Expecting to find
Some kind of hope
Trying to make this work yet you hide behind
Your starlight
That alone
Hurts me the most

My tears fall like...

I'm lost behind an identity that
I don't quite seem to understand
I should have it together
But nothing's intact

As you feed my pleasure
You become all that I need
My strength, my refuge, the weakness in me

It's a different kind of game
When the power is in your hands
It's a different kind of pain
When it's the guilt that I cannot stand

Blame me for breaking the rules
I guess that's what I get for making the first move
Sticking to the script, scene 1 - take two
"Girl I would be focused if I...

Did I come off too strong ?
Does it seem as if I'm lost ?

Tell me this if you would please
Since your words come easily

Is it a crime to ask ?
Cause I'm trying to understand
Why my heart reacts the way that it does,
Why do my emotions feel such
Things that I can't seem to explain ?
For I love as much as I hate
The way that we comprehend
And hide behind
The truth that's set alight

You had me at the edge
Of your embrace
Even when you couldn't let go
I swallowed my pride ...