Submissions by Vampyre497
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
History Lesson Part 2
You’re tired? How is it that you manage to lose everyone?
You’re bored? How is it that you can’t learn from history and separate?
You’re done? How is it that you were unable to think ahead and make a move?
You’re so fucking pissed at yourself.
You’re unable to do anything.
Rather than want and act, you just sit and agree.
You can’t break your own patience.
You can’t break your own silence.
You can’t break the wall that you’re still building.
You love Pink Floyd but why can’t you learn? ...
You’re bored? How is it that you can’t learn from history and separate?
You’re done? How is it that you were unable to think ahead and make a move?
You’re so fucking pissed at yourself.
You’re unable to do anything.
Rather than want and act, you just sit and agree.
You can’t break your own patience.
You can’t break your own silence.
You can’t break the wall that you’re still building.
You love Pink Floyd but why can’t you learn? ...
#anxiety
#depression
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A Hell of a Drug
#universe
#emptiness
#fear
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[nothing]
Let us go on an adventure,
you and I.
Let us see new stars and planets,
you and I.
Let us be free to float to infinity and back,
you and I.
Let us meet new creatures on new worlds,
you and I.
Let us see them for what they are,
you and I.
Let us recognize mortality at face value,
you and I.
Let us not ignore the importance of simply living,
you and I.
Let us not forget what history is screaming at us,
you and I.
Let us blast off...
you and I.
Let us see new stars and planets,
you and I.
Let us be free to float to infinity and back,
you and I.
Let us meet new creatures on new worlds,
you and I.
Let us see them for what they are,
you and I.
Let us recognize mortality at face value,
you and I.
Let us not ignore the importance of simply living,
you and I.
Let us not forget what history is screaming at us,
you and I.
Let us blast off...
#love
#loneliness
#emptiness #fear
#emptiness #fear
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4-37
Look at yourself
You’re trying again
You’re moving away
Even though you fought
Put your life on a shelf
Stay in your tried-and-true lane
Don’t stay awake and lay
You’re putting a new head upon the ziggurat
Forgive yourself
Before you grow a new mane
Kept your life from the fray
Don’t be your own social clot
Is there any reason to continue?
Do you need a new hue?
Life is filled with few
But the universe has a new cue
Become your own morning glow and dew
Be your own clue
Don’t go...
You’re trying again
You’re moving away
Even though you fought
Put your life on a shelf
Stay in your tried-and-true lane
Don’t stay awake and lay
You’re putting a new head upon the ziggurat
Forgive yourself
Before you grow a new mane
Kept your life from the fray
Don’t be your own social clot
Is there any reason to continue?
Do you need a new hue?
Life is filled with few
But the universe has a new cue
Become your own morning glow and dew
Be your own clue
Don’t go...
#myself
#SelfReflection
#FeelingLost
#choices
#SelfWorth
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A Deserving Nature
What do I not deserve?
I do not deserve it
I do not deserve anything
I do not deserve compassion
I do not deserve liking
I do not deserve respect
I do not deserve recognition
I do not deserve admiration
I do not deserve friendship
I do not deserve family
I do not deserve kinship
I do not deserve living
I do not deserve it
I do not deserve nature
I do not deserve the night sky
I do not deserve the moon
I do not deserve the stars
I do not deserve the sun
I do not deserve light
I do not...
I do not deserve it
I do not deserve anything
I do not deserve compassion
I do not deserve liking
I do not deserve respect
I do not deserve recognition
I do not deserve admiration
I do not deserve friendship
I do not deserve family
I do not deserve kinship
I do not deserve living
I do not deserve it
I do not deserve nature
I do not deserve the night sky
I do not deserve the moon
I do not deserve the stars
I do not deserve the sun
I do not deserve light
I do not...
#denial
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A Prerogative of Nothing
You intrigue me. What is your game? Are you playing at a higher level or a lower one? You’ve never explained your purpose to me nor to anyone else, as far as I can tell.
People have many judgements of you but you’ve never truly divulged that information. People say that you’re a bitch or that you really don’t care or pay attention, but I don’t think that’s you. I don’t think people give you as much credit as you deserve.
However, the reason they don’t is that you have put up a shield to disguise your true self. Rather than being the true person you are you have covered your true...
People have many judgements of you but you’ve never truly divulged that information. People say that you’re a bitch or that you really don’t care or pay attention, but I don’t think that’s you. I don’t think people give you as much credit as you deserve.
However, the reason they don’t is that you have put up a shield to disguise your true self. Rather than being the true person you are you have covered your true...
#sadness
#love
#regret #heartbroken
#regret #heartbroken
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A Prop for the New Show
You small, blue flower of titanic proportions
you are too sweet to me.
I wish I could be as kind to you
as you are to me.
I realize I cannot be with you
I don’t know if you reciprocate my feelings
I might be projecting simple thoughts
of devilish wishes.
The lack of response is unsettling
and evermore yearning.
I do not know what I am doing
I really don’t.
I can be confident while we roll past the club for the sixth time
but when we’re stuck together between child safety cushions
I am...
you are too sweet to me.
I wish I could be as kind to you
as you are to me.
I realize I cannot be with you
I don’t know if you reciprocate my feelings
I might be projecting simple thoughts
of devilish wishes.
The lack of response is unsettling
and evermore yearning.
I do not know what I am doing
I really don’t.
I can be confident while we roll past the club for the sixth time
but when we’re stuck together between child safety cushions
I am...
#love
#jealousy
#rejection
#heartbroken
#TimeHeals
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Cuddling with the Stars
I look up at the stars,
Twinkling so far above us,
Like the headlights of distance cars,
Lightyears away, don't make a fuss,
The breeze pushes up the bumps as we sit underneath Gogh.
We both pause to breathe,
Looking towards the air-filled sea,
I never want your side to leave,
Let's leave the universe be,
I hope you see my heart's attempt at "hello".
I realize quickly though,
That I don't need what's in the sky,
Your eyes are as poetic as Thoreau,
My internal feelings want to fly,
I look at...
Twinkling so far above us,
Like the headlights of distance cars,
Lightyears away, don't make a fuss,
The breeze pushes up the bumps as we sit underneath Gogh.
We both pause to breathe,
Looking towards the air-filled sea,
I never want your side to leave,
Let's leave the universe be,
I hope you see my heart's attempt at "hello".
I realize quickly though,
That I don't need what's in the sky,
Your eyes are as poetic as Thoreau,
My internal feelings want to fly,
I look at...
#love
#earth
#moon #stars
#moon #stars
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Dear Moon
Dear Moon, I went back to the parking spot last week to see if the sky was any clearer this time. Every time I drive by I see you being formed in the constellations, only to realize that you weren’t a star but a comet passing by. We grazed hands and at long-last, a probe wasn’t landed; I can’t say that much for you from before.
Dear Moon, I know that I cannot say anything, and that I really shouldn’t, but it’s so hard when others question.
Dear Moon, I wish I could return to that night with you. I wish I could return to that hill with you. I wish I could’ve brought another blanket...
Dear Moon, I know that I cannot say anything, and that I really shouldn’t, but it’s so hard when others question.
Dear Moon, I wish I could return to that night with you. I wish I could return to that hill with you. I wish I could’ve brought another blanket...
#sadness
#love
#regret
#heartbroken
#bittersweet
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The Acoustic Charriot
From the moment you sat down in my car I felt like I was a shining knight in armor, my horse: the black Faraday cage that rolled beneath us, the dragon: another pointless endeavor of self-gratification over completion of the simple task of showing up through the action of gathering for entertainment.
I knew not why you were joining me for this late night excursion, but I was eager to be a close recipient of logic and love.
After a long wait of delving into human mistakes and stupidity, a thought dawned on me,
“Was I being a lackey of unbridled proportions?”
I didn’t know...
I knew not why you were joining me for this late night excursion, but I was eager to be a close recipient of logic and love.
After a long wait of delving into human mistakes and stupidity, a thought dawned on me,
“Was I being a lackey of unbridled proportions?”
I didn’t know...
#love
#TimeHeals
#gratitude #emotions
#gratitude #emotions
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That Is.....
Listen. Right now, listen....
Did you hear that?
There it was again...
That right there.
What was that?
The ringing in our ears? The humming of life?
That is the world. That is the world breathing and living.
That's what that is.
That's what life is.
That is the world around us living up to its full potential.
That is the cacophony of emptiness we create whenever we stop--
Listen.....Did you hear it?
It's nothing.
It's what's left over when we take life for granted.
But why do we take life for granted?
Is there really...
Did you hear that?
There it was again...
That right there.
What was that?
The ringing in our ears? The humming of life?
That is the world. That is the world breathing and living.
That's what that is.
That's what life is.
That is the world around us living up to its full potential.
That is the cacophony of emptiness we create whenever we stop--
Listen.....Did you hear it?
It's nothing.
It's what's left over when we take life for granted.
But why do we take life for granted?
Is there really...
#love
#strength
#courage
#motivational
#inspirational
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