Submissions by UptownGirl
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Never
You are never on my side.
You are against me at every step.
Teamwork is not in your vocabulary.
You are selfish and you are inconsiderate.
You are never on my side.
Not even when I need it the most.
You are against me at every step.
Teamwork is not in your vocabulary.
You are selfish and you are inconsiderate.
You are never on my side.
Not even when I need it the most.
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Intoxicated.
It's happening again; the desire and lust
I'm completely under your spell, do with me as you wish.
What started out as an accident is turning into infatuation and burning need
I won't let you ruin another relationship, but I'm not sure how much I trust my self around you, I'm intoxicated.
You have no place in my life, yet my life revolves around you.
Your wife surely would not approve.
I'm completely under your spell, do with me as you wish.
What started out as an accident is turning into infatuation and burning need
I won't let you ruin another relationship, but I'm not sure how much I trust my self around you, I'm intoxicated.
You have no place in my life, yet my life revolves around you.
Your wife surely would not approve.
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Night time musings.
I wonder sometimes
Do you think of me?
In your times of release, is it me that pushes you over the edge?
This is what I'm thinking about while laying in bed with another.
Do you think of me?
In your times of release, is it me that pushes you over the edge?
This is what I'm thinking about while laying in bed with another.
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Guilt ridden.
I am a bad person and I feel so guilty
The weight of it plagues me
It drags me down day after day
I like that you still love me
I like that you still think of me
And for that, I am a bad person
I thjnk I know that we won't be together
But there is a glimmer of hope
Something that will never fully be extinguished
I love knowing that I'm on your mind
But I feel guilty for wanting you to think of me.
I don't really know how to proceed
Should I tell you to move on?
I don't really want that.
But maybe it's best?
I...
The weight of it plagues me
It drags me down day after day
I like that you still love me
I like that you still think of me
And for that, I am a bad person
I thjnk I know that we won't be together
But there is a glimmer of hope
Something that will never fully be extinguished
I love knowing that I'm on your mind
But I feel guilty for wanting you to think of me.
I don't really know how to proceed
Should I tell you to move on?
I don't really want that.
But maybe it's best?
I...
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Secret obsessions
You are in my deepest thoughts
My most precious memories
And the darkest places of my soul
You run through my veins
As thick as my own blood
Your smell is still intoxicating
You are disgustingly addicting
And at the same time, so intensely craved
I meet you in my dreams
It's a frequent occurrence
You will never be alone
Not really
M.
My most precious memories
And the darkest places of my soul
You run through my veins
As thick as my own blood
Your smell is still intoxicating
You are disgustingly addicting
And at the same time, so intensely craved
I meet you in my dreams
It's a frequent occurrence
You will never be alone
Not really
M.
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Dripping.
While you sit in the other room
Completely oblivious
I'm sitting on the bed; on our bed
So very very aware
I want to see the blood dripping,
I want to feel it burning,
I want to watch it stain the cloth
I want my wrist to be numb
My hand to be cold
And my heart to be still
I'm exhausted.
I just want to watch it drip one last time .
Completely oblivious
I'm sitting on the bed; on our bed
So very very aware
I want to see the blood dripping,
I want to feel it burning,
I want to watch it stain the cloth
I want my wrist to be numb
My hand to be cold
And my heart to be still
I'm exhausted.
I just want to watch it drip one last time .
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soul imposing; in the best of ways
Why is it that I cling so desperately to what is now behind me?
You contact me and I lap the attention like a flower who has been neglected and starved for months
Sucking it deep into my soil until it runs through every part of my body
Your adoration is infectious and addicting
Your wisdom is craved.
I cant move on and maybe I'm not ready yet
You've been with me, metaphorically, throughout so much of my life
Through relationships, you were the friend
In the early days before my heart belonged to anyone, we were lovers
Lovers of the deepest...
You contact me and I lap the attention like a flower who has been neglected and starved for months
Sucking it deep into my soil until it runs through every part of my body
Your adoration is infectious and addicting
Your wisdom is craved.
I cant move on and maybe I'm not ready yet
You've been with me, metaphorically, throughout so much of my life
Through relationships, you were the friend
In the early days before my heart belonged to anyone, we were lovers
Lovers of the deepest...
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I left.
Today I left
I walked out on the only stability that I had
I didnt turn back
I didnt want to
I dont know whats going to happen
But I have never left before and I dont take it lightly
I showed myself that i was strong
I left
I walked out on the only stability that I had
I didnt turn back
I didnt want to
I dont know whats going to happen
But I have never left before and I dont take it lightly
I showed myself that i was strong
I left
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Lists
Lately all I've done is write lists
Enough to fill a book
If anyone would care to read them
Lists of love
And lists of regrets
Lines of sorrows
And charts of the past
I don't know what to do
Or if this will even help
But I have to do something
'Till I figure things out
Lists to get all my thoughts straight
Lists to organize
Sometimes my last resort
Is to just close my eyes and fantasize
Of me and you
And you and me
Then I start writing more lists
So I guess we will just have to wait and...
Enough to fill a book
If anyone would care to read them
Lists of love
And lists of regrets
Lines of sorrows
And charts of the past
I don't know what to do
Or if this will even help
But I have to do something
'Till I figure things out
Lists to get all my thoughts straight
Lists to organize
Sometimes my last resort
Is to just close my eyes and fantasize
Of me and you
And you and me
Then I start writing more lists
So I guess we will just have to wait and...
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Maybe
I have not given up fully
But now is not the time
And I don't know when it will be
Until then my smiles will be a little less bright
Maybe one day you can return me to my normal bubbly self
But not today.
But now is not the time
And I don't know when it will be
Until then my smiles will be a little less bright
Maybe one day you can return me to my normal bubbly self
But not today.
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Never forgotten
The love we shared will never be forgotten
It's so hard now to look at what we gave up on
I guess with new times ahead , there will be new memories
But for now I'm dwelling in the past
I'm not really ready to give you up
Not 100 perfect
However I guess it's what I should do
Because I know we can't try again
It's so hard now to look at what we gave up on
I guess with new times ahead , there will be new memories
But for now I'm dwelling in the past
I'm not really ready to give you up
Not 100 perfect
However I guess it's what I should do
Because I know we can't try again
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Torture
I find myself lying
To myself and to others
I do it to test my strength
Not to hurt you
It's still strange seeing you
Seeking you and knowing that you are no longer mine
You are in my dreams and in my nightmares
I no longer know what to do
I walk past sometimes just hoping to get a glimpse
A small reminder of what we had
But it's proving to be torture.
To myself and to others
I do it to test my strength
Not to hurt you
It's still strange seeing you
Seeking you and knowing that you are no longer mine
You are in my dreams and in my nightmares
I no longer know what to do
I walk past sometimes just hoping to get a glimpse
A small reminder of what we had
But it's proving to be torture.
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