Submissions by UnhopefulHopes
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
been on here for quite some time not really active but I am always willing to have a nice conversation with someone.
fight till you know who YOU are
As every days hexes come down on us... We all see the calamity giving to us by nothing more than the power of man... Some of us my walk the line of shivery, honor, and pride... Others live like evey one else... Some people will stand for whats right well others will step in line and believe the words of toughs who condensed... But yet bolf people see, and feel how this life is... We may share this world... But now is the true question... Who are you??? A worrier that will fight tell there last breath... Or a ordinary person who just thinks they are strong... Only one why to find out... Go out...
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i feel so fake
I feel so numb.... My body feels so fake like I don't even recognize life... My hed in a mixed ball of emotions... The deep sharp pain of anxiety settles in my chest... Making it hard to breath and think... I can't see pass my ever so dark thoughts... Some times I wonder witch part of life is real... I feel fake... And yet my mind still puts more troubles in my mind... I close my eyes so I can't see this nightmare... But that's when anxiety sets in dulling my mind... And even through all this pain, and agene I still feel alone... Every thought echo's in my hed... I think of who I am.... And...
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ya im drunk
Leat the liquids of lies crate creation in my mind.... I feel so numb I can't even think... I feel so grate bit still so sick... I don't even know what im doing... My hed feels so rong I can't stop to thing of all the wrong in this world... Is this a poem I don't know... Im just writing down my thoughts well I sit here drunk... All I can do is sit her and think of all the wrong j have ever done and so much more... I feel so nsivk... Of everything... I don't even know way im writing perhaps for help I don't know... Al just keep writing till I know
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save your worth less breath
My cut up hart... Broken fingers and cold corpse has gone on so far.... I have lived through hell... As I watched heaven close by... No,no,no.No.NO!!! I will not take no more... Put down the lies I use to make me happy ... My hart is now dead...I CANT FEEL A FUCKING THING!!! so tell me what ever you whant ... Tell people who I really am... A angry fucked up crazy man... Who will fight who ever speaks bad of him... Shun a whore that try's to seduce... And hate a lost love till his death... Ya and what else... O ya he's too emotional and he has scares that shows his pain... And so what... tell...
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feeling so down... killed... or self homicide!?
I swallow my sorrows... Drink my pain... And bite my lip for a better tomorrow.... Living life in the black... And dreaming for a reason.... What ease is there to say... In the pass I spoke of life as shit... Im not saying it's good... Bad or worth your time... Life can bring people to there knees... It can brake the strongest and slaughter the innocent... But still... All this gives me anger... Don't you think ?... And I refuse to die.... Not yet... If you have time to see whats wrong.... WHY DON'T YOU FIX IT... Every day we all must step in line... Why so we can live as peasants?... If you...
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when suicide becomes honey to my ears
I tried so hard.... And did the best I can... I never became what you needed... I feel so sick... The deep black shadow comes in to me... And know im so numb... I would of died for you... I would gave up my stupid life just for you.... Rip out my hart and hope to die.... You where my life... You where the only thing that gave me a reason... Now I just live in vain... My thoughts and feelings are rotting... My soul is dead and my thoughts never leave me happy... I look up and hope some one was here.... But I forget I trapped my self here... And no one knows who I really am... And sadly im...
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as my sanity crumbles under reality
Yesterday feels like a distance dream... Its hard to believe it really happen... And to day feels so numb... Every day life feels like a haze... Its hart to think, sleep or just pay attention... I truly don't know whats going on... Evey second of every day it feels like I am trapped in my head... Where only I can here my diluted thoughts... At times I find my self trying to see life.... But I can't make it thought eyes... I feel I can only see straight with my eyes clutched shut... I don't know whats going on... Sometimes I find my self in a thought so deep where no matter how much I speak......
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open mind with a dead corpse
To day feels so twisted and with out meaning.... I awoke to day knowing its just a other day... And now, I lay in bed, I now take I quick look back at my day... And I realized I did nothing... Sure a did my work, and stade on task.... But that's not what I mean... I find my self where I as last year... No progress has entered my life... I feel the deep desirer inside to go... I don't know where or how but, this feeling is my new pulse and I can't deny it for long... I whant to do more, I whant to be more... I DON'T whant to be live like every one else... I feel that I can be more... And I...
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is this what life is?
given a hart.... But still whishing it just stop... The annoying beat pounding at my soul and reminding me that im still here... Today I slip in to the darkest shadows... So no one can see who I am... I fear living, not because of death.... But becuse of true pain... I'm not in search for love... But im still finding who I am... Am I truly strong or weak... I'm I sad or confused... I'm I lost or just not found... Am I really dealing pain or is the worst yet to come...so many question in my mind but yet... Not one can be answered... I'm lost in the dark and I know no one will find me... Is...
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forever as it lives
Down... Where have we all gone?... I here the whispers deep in my dark mind... Like sin trying to be conceived in my nightmares... The moon only shins in the absence of our star... Just as lifes sins in the blind spot of the good... This is Babylon...sin confused with good... And right turned to a thing of the pass... Yet really today men don't see... There are blind from the truth and right... There own minds are what brought use all here... My soundless cry's are not heard or seen by the people of every day... YOU are something else.... You read because you too see how this life is... And...
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I love you... I mean hate you
Holding hands from miles away, still so strong and yet so died... I see , feel and here you... And yet your not here, are you the one from my dreams... Or the demon that commands my ever so cold nightmares... I am already a prisoner of fate and now you whant to condemn me in life... Where did this all go wrong, when did our love became a better mess? Why have you looked a way?... where you the one who sed you'll die for me? And now this?... I think about you... At times with all the hate in the world and other as a lost love... Your still in my dreams... I don't know why but I still see...
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? you... hated by life but not me
I can see you... Sitting there and thinking... Deep down... Low in your hart I can see how you feel... Your eyes a dead give away for help... I'll take your main... I can see your done playing this game... Close your eyes... And hear what I say... You feel so bad but it will be ok... take my hand and let me show you... Yes we all bean through so much... Life is always hurting us... But with out life I would have never met you... And that alone is worth it all... This is not a poem, song or ment to be read... These are my though I have about you... Come let me show you something... Will you...
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DU Poetry : Submissions by UnhopefulHopes