Submissions by UnhopefulHopes

am reaching out..... To any one who has are hart to care. Am drowning in sorrow and hoping to be found... But then you see me... And pull me up.... Then you quickly show me the one thing I have search my hole life.... Care.... At first it felt like my hart was frozen but you quickly wormed my hart.... Bringing me back to reality.... I have never felt so happy... We both have bad pasts but with you i can forget.... I hope you too feel this way... For once I can say am happy because of you.... A friend like you is worth more than my life... We are two hopeless people giving hope to each...

Some one.... Out there....her I am. Sad, mad, confused, and forsaken... Sad at the fact I am no one. Mad because no one hears my cry's. And Confused of who I am.... I go to bed hoping that tomorrow will never come. I wake knowing that today is just going to be worse.... I know that I will never be happy... For ever to be unloved.... I look at the world and see happy people... And look in the mirror and just see a stranger... With no frend, no love, and no meaning to live... I am not afraid death... For death is like going home... I try to see hope.... But sadly I think am blind

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From the day we are begat we live in nothing more then a lie. We all know it but yet we hide it. Why? Is it because we choose to be blind. For our own benefit. Or is it to protect the people who  lie. hopping for a selfish gain? Or is it because we are nothing more than human?  We love to make our self fell happy through desisting others. Life as I see it is just a allusion. A pitcher we all make in our head. We are all told that life is good and happy. Open your eyes and see the irrefutable truth. This place we all call home is Hell.

I tried so hard, I looked so long, I hoped.... To find what am looking for.... All I have done, all that I tried.... What am I suppose to do now.... I know my time is running out. We all are only hear for a while. Life, is just a long painful death. Just take me out of my misery now.... and let me rest in piece. I close my eyes and hope for a better tomorrow. But who am I kidding this it life.... I don't know the day, the hour, the year.... But all I can tell you is that it's near.... All I can say is fuck you all who don't have a hart. I'm hear because of you.... I'm done playing this...

Confused in my never ending thoughts...My head rushing with

anxiety...Wishing and hoping that they just stop...I try to see

reality. But I see only a nightmare... life is just too sad and

too tragic to be true... There's nothing good to come from this

hell...I have tried hared to see the good side. But yet I can't

... When I was young I truly believed that life was a

fable.... but now I wish it was a dream..... I think of all and

try to understand the unexplainable.... I try to explain my

deepest and and most...