Submissions by TriceyBaby (Tricey)

Maybe you died 'cause everybody ask me where the old you at
I try to call for you in hopes that I could bring you back
But its like every time we just missed each otha'
You got your family n friends waitin' tell me you ain't six feet unda'
And tell me that you coming back that you just took a break
Maybe I blamed you for everything that was my mistake
I loved your reckleessness and savageness
'Cause it was you who talked me down from jumpin' off the ledge
Your earrings big , your hair long too
Your sense of humor every time you came through ...

Sitting here I'm the dark the dark consumes me. I'm reaching out for someone to save me from the dark. The darkness devours me. Leaving me helpless and unable to fight it off.
Starts seeing all the crazy things. Thinking the most insane things. Goes to thinking about situations here comes the blame game of blaming myself for things. I can't help doing that overthinking that's turns in to insomnia but in all reality it's jus anxiety that drives all this into the darkness of depression . And I wake up I'm freed from the darkness.