Submissions by ToxicAngel
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Bloody Smiles (Bloody Series: # 1)
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Suicidal Angel
Its only once you tell yourself, I'll only bleed for a while
but the truth is my dear you cant keep hiding behind your smile
the cuts are getting deeper and you know i know it too
you cannot hide the scars now and i don't know what to do
You place the knife against your skin hoping it wont hurt
you dig it in deeper and watch the scar that's being burnt
the blood keeps oozing out as you hold a tissue to the cut
you know you did the wrong thing, but you can't feel it in your gut
This is where i find you, wedged against the door
I can't help but cry...
but the truth is my dear you cant keep hiding behind your smile
the cuts are getting deeper and you know i know it too
you cannot hide the scars now and i don't know what to do
You place the knife against your skin hoping it wont hurt
you dig it in deeper and watch the scar that's being burnt
the blood keeps oozing out as you hold a tissue to the cut
you know you did the wrong thing, but you can't feel it in your gut
This is where i find you, wedged against the door
I can't help but cry...
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Emotional Suicide
A chilly sort of night she was crying due to her being broken
hearted by her love, wondering if there's a light or god above.
Seriously she thinks, where is this supposed god and healing light?, as she is feeling inadequate and just not right.
Shes so scared for in the world she feels so alone, her family likes everyone except her they disown.
Shes in extreme agony yes suffering slowly,She screams "help me",
yet her parents pretend not to hear nor see.
shes not a bad person this is true, she'll always be right there for you
Shes...
hearted by her love, wondering if there's a light or god above.
Seriously she thinks, where is this supposed god and healing light?, as she is feeling inadequate and just not right.
Shes so scared for in the world she feels so alone, her family likes everyone except her they disown.
Shes in extreme agony yes suffering slowly,She screams "help me",
yet her parents pretend not to hear nor see.
shes not a bad person this is true, she'll always be right there for you
Shes...
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Lonely Fight
you walked into my life
when my world was dark and cold
you held out your arms
and my heart and soul you did hold
you promised you would never leave
that you would always be there
i never knew that i meant so much
that my heart was worth enough to care
you showed me so many things
i started to dream of you in every night
you melted the coldness in my heart
with the warmth of your light
i ended up falling for you
how could i not?
you're an angel in disguise
and every touch from you makes my soul hot
but then you told me...
when my world was dark and cold
you held out your arms
and my heart and soul you did hold
you promised you would never leave
that you would always be there
i never knew that i meant so much
that my heart was worth enough to care
you showed me so many things
i started to dream of you in every night
you melted the coldness in my heart
with the warmth of your light
i ended up falling for you
how could i not?
you're an angel in disguise
and every touch from you makes my soul hot
but then you told me...
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Love Me Nearly Dead
your love is a razor
spilling my life
draining it slowly
creating new strife
you tell me, you love me
dragging the blade
i know that you're lying
empty promises are all you have made
my eyelids are heavy
my walk is a stumble
as i slowly die
all thoughts start to crumble
you slash wildly now
over my veins
i sputter and faint
you're f****** insane!
i see a bright light
shine down in my eyes
The Doc says im lucky
to still be alive
i look to my left
and Oh My God!
there you stand...
spilling my life
draining it slowly
creating new strife
you tell me, you love me
dragging the blade
i know that you're lying
empty promises are all you have made
my eyelids are heavy
my walk is a stumble
as i slowly die
all thoughts start to crumble
you slash wildly now
over my veins
i sputter and faint
you're f****** insane!
i see a bright light
shine down in my eyes
The Doc says im lucky
to still be alive
i look to my left
and Oh My God!
there you stand...
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Why?
Why does my heart beat faster
when i see you come my way?
When i know you hurt me
and yet your smile kills me everyday...
Does my heart beat from pain,
from embarrassment of what was?
or perhaps from memories that pour down like rain?
Why do i let my heart convince my
mind that it would indeed be better this time?
Do i convince it so my heart will bind
the wounds still fresh in my mind?
Will i ever get over the shock?
or will i forever remember the pain
of having a key wrenched out of a lock and left me with out gain,
leaving that same...
when i see you come my way?
When i know you hurt me
and yet your smile kills me everyday...
Does my heart beat from pain,
from embarrassment of what was?
or perhaps from memories that pour down like rain?
Why do i let my heart convince my
mind that it would indeed be better this time?
Do i convince it so my heart will bind
the wounds still fresh in my mind?
Will i ever get over the shock?
or will i forever remember the pain
of having a key wrenched out of a lock and left me with out gain,
leaving that same...
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Black Heart Break
Your cold stare
it's my heart's bait
it's the kiss of death
it's the whisper of hate
it's so appealing
it lures in my heart
even though i know
it'll tear it apart
i know its no good
for me or my love life
but i want you to love me
until your heart is mine
i want what you have
and i plan to succeed
in making your cold heart
break just for me
i want your black heart bleeding
and breaking for my own
and when your not with me
i want you to feel alone
i want you to scream my name
in...
it's my heart's bait
it's the kiss of death
it's the whisper of hate
it's so appealing
it lures in my heart
even though i know
it'll tear it apart
i know its no good
for me or my love life
but i want you to love me
until your heart is mine
i want what you have
and i plan to succeed
in making your cold heart
break just for me
i want your black heart bleeding
and breaking for my own
and when your not with me
i want you to feel alone
i want you to scream my name
in...
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...Her
I lay awake
each night
awaiting sleep and
the release it brings from this life.
It's your kiss
that i miss
It's your lips upon mine
that give me bliss.
Your touch is what i crave
and i fear i always will...
that is until my grave.
But even after im sure i will
i still feel doubt...
and its all because of HER.
each night
awaiting sleep and
the release it brings from this life.
It's your kiss
that i miss
It's your lips upon mine
that give me bliss.
Your touch is what i crave
and i fear i always will...
that is until my grave.
But even after im sure i will
i still feel doubt...
and its all because of HER.
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Lost
A sadness so deep
its grows like a tumor.
Cancerous and Diseased
a joke without humor.
An empty soul
echoing tears that may fall.
Lost behind a fragile shell
the mask that fooled you all.
Death offers fresh air
to fill up these lungs.
Toxic smoke as thick as tar
coats my tounge.
Choking on the guilt
a hundred stabs to my chest.
Swallowing the poison
until my mind is at rest.
Forever to remain
in this deafening silence.
Unable to defend myself
from my hearts own violence...
its grows like a tumor.
Cancerous and Diseased
a joke without humor.
An empty soul
echoing tears that may fall.
Lost behind a fragile shell
the mask that fooled you all.
Death offers fresh air
to fill up these lungs.
Toxic smoke as thick as tar
coats my tounge.
Choking on the guilt
a hundred stabs to my chest.
Swallowing the poison
until my mind is at rest.
Forever to remain
in this deafening silence.
Unable to defend myself
from my hearts own violence...
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