Submissions by The_invisible_girl

I can feel it
I can feel myself going
Myself leaving
Myself just getting up and disappearing
No one would want me here anyway
So why fucking bother
I can't even ...
My head is spinning
I'm lacking the normal
My head feels like it's a prison
I want to die...
Why is this
What's made me feel like this
Fucking dumb girls that's bloody what
Comparing myself to what I call a gorgeous girl who my boyfriend likes or liked I don't even know anymore...
I want to cut
I want to hurt myself
Repeatedly..
No one knows...

You say you hate me
You say I'm a whore
You kill me on the inside but don't realise on the outside
You want me to go to hell and kill myself
If that's really what you want you will soon get that...
Calling me a bitch
Calling me a cunt
Calling me anything you can think of
Messaging me
Threatening me you will hurt me...
I'm bullshit
I'm a cutter
I've got anxiety now because I don't even want to go out the door
I don't want to go to school
I don't want to go out with my parents
Nor my boyfriend..
I used to love school...